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Blue chimney I want to tell them all The story you already know I want to climb your wall Shout the secret to the crowd below Blue chimney While it's locked inside It's changing who I am Darkness spreads with pride Confidence and calm Blue chimney You became a friend A companion from the start You'll stand tall until the end Keep watch over my heart Blue chimney You know I can't afford The cost or consequence Measured risk against reward Chose life instead of sense Blue chimney Will you still be there When everything goes wrong? Will you still seem to care Remain while I complete the song? Blue chimney I want to tell them all The story you already know But I feel too high to want to fall Too entwined to let it go Blue chimney While it's safe inside It's protecting who I am Nowhere better left to hide Than in the centre of the storm 21st April 2000 So What happened when you kissed me? What agent was released That meant all power of reason ceased? Allowing Foolishness to flood my blood? Craziness to reign insane? Time no space to contain my pain? A door not known to the core before? So What happens when you want me? What force do you exude That exerts such influence on mood? Allowing Foolishness to flood my blood? Craziness to reign insane? Time no space to contain my pain? A door not known to the core before? So What will happen when you leave me? What remnant will remain That means memory won't mute or wane? Allowing Foolishness to flood my blood? Craziness to reign insane? Time no space to contain my pain? A door not known to the core before? So What will happen when you miss me? What truth will strike the blow That will tear into subconsciousness below? Allowing Foolishness to flood your blood? Craziness to reign insane? Time no space to contain your pain? A door not known to the core before? So ....? So ....? So ....? So ....? 22nd April 2000 We can't force forever friend But what if it never ends? You can't see me watching you But what if I can see straight through The coldest darkest depths in you? You are the Devil With a conscience Beelzebub With heart Satan With a winning smile And the power to tear my life apart You are a liar Of pre-eminence Masterful Dark pride Selective, strong and powerful Awake, aware, alive inside I see your secret laughter Note tremors in your jaw Observe the quiet smiles Sense amusement when you go I know what to do to pleasure you To operate, unlock the gate To steal ahead, prepare a bed Arouse desire, fight fire with fire Yet all the time As I am yours, so you are mine You are the Devil With a conscience Beelzebub With heart Satan With a winning smile And the power to tear my life apart You are a liar Of pre-eminence Masterful Dark pride Selective, strong and powerful Awake, aware, alive inside We can't force forever friend But what if it never ends? You can't see me watching you But what if I can see straight through The coldest darkest depths in you? 17th April 2000 What can I do? I love you I love you I love you I never thought such things were true I love you I love you I love you It doesn't matter how you feel I love you I love you I love you What is is and what is is real I love you I love you I love you Perhaps you will not respond I love you I love you I love you Happiness hope might lie beyond I love you I love you I love you Be alone be free I love you I love you I love you Be without me I love you I love you I love you Never perceive I love you I love you I love you I will please and deceive I love you I love you I love you 21st April 2000 There is that feeling fourteen feeling Senses reeling Resolution dissolving Value revolving Depth charge exploding Fate tempting, goading There is that feeling fourteen feeling Senses reeling There are those snowflakes falling Happiness calling 3rd February 2000 Sherbet shards Tingle through Experience With you Inside in touch Warp and woof As if I needed Any proof Rippled madness Streaking through Stolen moments Close to you Living and riding each day as it comes No one discerning how deep the dark runs Not even you Not even you Each day as it comes Heart of hearts Beats rhythm blue Begs me find Another new 23rd April 2000 Why is it always Just a little late For comfort? Always just a little slow For happiness to grow? It's wonderful When you're here Wonderful When you come Wonderful When you re-appear Wonderful When you smother fear Wonderful When you kindle fun Kiss away the ache Tease a smile Stroke desire awake Ensure the pain's undone And stay awhile But it's always Just a little late For comfort Always just a little slow For happiness to grow 17th January 2000 Raw fabric For the soul One plus one More than the whole Moving on alone Any time the only time Afterwards the lonely time As moment hurries into moment Reconciling, recognising Restless compromising Growing, aching pining Disconnecting, disavowing Helpless disallowing Movement won by each opponent Any time the only time Afterwards the lonely time As moment hurries into moment Raw fabric For the soul One plus one More than the whole Moving on alone 30th January 2000 What will our baby be like? There's always a baby Always a baby What will our legacy be? There's always an impact Always an impact One and one equals three 30th January 2000 Living life without you Appears to be my fate Continuing to want you While unable to relate 31st January 2000 You're in the very deepest place Where no-one else can see Fathoms down in consciousness Where I meet you and you meet me Fantasy and energy Combine in fire and synergy Life sparks independently Powers surge contentedly Dimensions connect dynamically Dreams can become reality You're in the very deepest place Where no-one else can see Fathoms down in consciousness Where I meet you and you meet me 31st January 2000 Magic potions Spells and lotions Hocus pocus Simply focus On the object Of desire Crazy thinking Steady sinking Softly weeping Gently keeping Onward bound Towards The fire Magic potions Spells and lotions Hocus pocus Simply focus On the object Of desire 30th January 2000 I think I love you It comes as a surprise Words fly carefully around us But the focus of our eyes Penetrates all self-disguise I wonder if you realise? I will not hide from this You may try harder to resist That's up to you, that is your call I don't think it matters much at all Fine actions may surround you But what is real may well confound you Our atoms, thoughts and souls Are playing independent roles Unsupervised, outwith control Have you also just been told? I think I love you It comes as a surprise Words fly carefully around us But the focus of our eyes Penetrates all self-disguise I wonder if you realise? 30th January 2000 These are the colours With which I paint These are the tools With creative intent Baby footprints in the sand Waves in the tide Attacking the land These are the thoughts With which I exist These are the conduits I cannot resist These are the portals Through which catch a glimpse Of more than we've wondered Could ever exist 30th January 2000 It's hard to end What never began It's hard to bend No rules to the plan Truth is a friend Accept what you can Keep trying to return To that place Where I'm free To the source Of what's done To face And to see What's remaining What's gone What's to rescue Of me It's hard to end What never began It's hard to bend No rules to the plan Truth is a friend Accept what you can 30th January 2000 Not allowed to talk Not allowed to walk With you Not allowed to organise Not allowed to spring surprise Only free to fantasize About you 31st January 2000 Communicating Without words No noise No risk No strings Expecting Always Just the worst No ties Surprise No wedding rings Every time The only time Each day as it comes I am not yours And you're not mine But fear the force That grows Entwines Hear as it calls Cruel cold commands Pervades our universe And then demands The very worst Communicating Without words No noise No risk No strings Expecting Always Just the worst No ties Surprise No wedding rings Every time The only time Each day as it comes I am not yours And you're not mine But fear the prophecy That grows Entwines Hear as it calls Warns, wails and whines Dispersing pain Dark tides Of wind and rain 30th January 2000 You are not there Not anywhere Not any place That I can reach You do not care It feels unfair But I will not chase Beg or beseech You called I crawled Out on that limb My heart My choice Ignored The voice That warned Beware Of trusting him You are not there Not anywhere Not any place That I can reach You do not care It feels unfair But I will not chase Beg or beseech 30th January 2000 I will always need you You are part of who I am But life can be wonderful Without you On this edge of space and time I will always know you Your are part of what exists But life can be wonderful Without you On this existential precipice 23rd April 2000 The choice is mine I know I do deserve A fairer deal than this There's no improved offer I can see You're giving all you can to me Just take it gently as it comes Step by step Day by day Cannot tell how long is left To be This way The choice is mine I know I do deserve A fairer deal than this If a better offer Comes along Will I be where I belong? Just take it gently as it comes Step by step Day by day Cannot tell how long is left To be This way 17th January 2000 |
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