By: Mike Hansen
want to know what makes you tick
tear your body blood spills thick
find nothing because you killed it all
learned to kill before you learned to crawl
all the joy of life shadowed by pain
both had come with you, drove you insane
light always darkened, sleeps never there
twisted jagged black soul, dont care
how did they do this to you
you let them in
how could you not have known
the way they sin
why didn't you fight them
dont see the need
what will you do now
love replaced by greed
the way they lied to you made you feel
like you could do anything imagined or real
you fealt like life, you fealt like flying
but now that they've done it you only feel dying
your heart reshaped now is cold and dark
nothing you could have done would change its arc
love is now hate, joy is now fear
your only expression is shedding a tear
how did they do this to you
you let them in
how could you not have know
the way they sin
why didn't you fight them
dont see the need
what will you do now
love replaced by greed
but now you are better than you were before
that shutting window has opened a door
you dont need them you dont need shit
kiss my ass bitch i dont quit
alone but happy, scared though content
drop to your knees, fold hands and repent
the razors dancing at your wrists
the body drains and the darkness lifts