Welcome to my poetry page. Most of the poems I have written below are depressing and may not be
suitable for everyone, if you don't like it you can leave. I am not suicidal, so don't go calling a psychiatrist or whatever on me after you read them. I am not saying that these are lies, just simply my thoughts and feelings. I will be adding more when I have time. Enjoy!

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~My Life~


took out some poems there was one here but i felt the need to delete it
By: Megan S. 1999
~Untitled~


Sitting here in my room
and i am all alone
it is a comforting voice I hear
in my head

Telling me to do it
urgeinng me on to tear out my flesh
and bleed out my bad hurting life
they want me dead

It is so simple
it is easy
I am already through
so why does anything else matter?

The voices are growing stronger
the cold metal touches my wrist
and I think once more
are the voices still there

Do they really want this?
I choose what they say
and no way back
the blade moves
all on its own

I am no longer controlling it
it tears through me and i die
finally...
it is all over

By: Megan S. 1999

~Pain~


I have this pain
it makes me hurt all over
emotionally and physically

I have this pain
it makes me cry
it makes me fall
it makes me sad

I have this pain
it doesn't care about,
the hurt it causes
it thinks it's powerful and strong
but it is wrong

I have this pain
I try not to let,
it get to me,
but it's so hard
and I just fall to the ground
crying

I have this pain
deep down it is nothing
and means shit to me
I hate it

This pain I have I call...
my dad

By: Megan S. 1999

~Sometimes~

Sometimes I wonder
what the world would be like
if I packed everything
and took a long hike

would they actually notice
that I had vanished?
or would they thank god
that I had left

too much at stake
too much of a risk
but sometimes I wonder
will I be missed?

By: Megan S. 1999

~Death~


Death
such a release..
allowed to let go
let go of the past
no worries for the future
no cares in the world
just peace everlasting
alone and secure

By: Megan S. 1999
~Alone~


Eternal blackness
uncared for, for life
all the pain and hurt
someone promise me it will end

Blackness surrounding
insanity mounting
can I live anymore?

I feel so alone
huddling in the cold
with no one to hold me
all this pain and hurt

I'll end it with a knife
blackness pulls me in
taking away my fear
ending my curse

By: Megan S. 1999
~I cry Alone~


I cry alone
alone in the dark
my hands are shaking
my mind is racing
my heart alone is breaking apart

Sitting here alone
alone with my thoughts
with rage in me
destroying my mind

I cry alone
alone in the night
waiting for someone
to help ease my pain

A gentle hand to soothe my tears
and to make me want to live again
but still alone
alone in my room

I cry silently
quiet tears fall down my face
I will always be alone

By: Megan S. 1999


~Tears~


i deletd here too

By: Megan S. 1999
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