June 25, 1999

1:24 am

okay, its 6/26 actually but the entryis for 6-25

Adam's family comes back home tomorrow from vacation, and I think I am okay with it. Me and Adam have been together every day since they left and it has been amazing! In the past 2 years that we have been dating I don't think I have had a better week. Or not one that I can remember! I love him so much and am so happy. When I am with him, all of my troubles seem to melt away with every sweet kiss he gives. If they gave out an award for most loving person, *in a romantic way* he would definatly be a winner!

Today as I sat in the break corner, which is really cluttered and small...an oppinion I have finally reached after how many months working there? I was wishing that I was able to write, so many thing were going through my head at the time. Now though I can't remember a thing! Funny how the mind works. No matter how important something may seem, you probally don't need to know it, and you probally won't remember it!

Adam (back to the love ofmy life!) read my poems last night and today for the first time and said that he liked them, but I am still a bit sceptical. I know how they really are, and know what I was trying to get across...and only one or two are desent. What are you supposed to do with a writers block? I sure have a large one standing in the way of my creative juices. I just want them to flow like a flooding river, I would rather have too many good ideas in my head than the many silly ideas that clutter it.