Tonight, Lord, I met an amazing person. She was kind, sweet, and real. She’s so beautiful God. Thanks for letting me meet her. I can’t stop thinking of her tonight. She reminds me of some people in my past but it’s more to her and I can’t put a finger on it yet. She’s so sincere, caring, and I love that. I sat there all night tonight and listened to her breathe. I always dreamed of a date like that. One where I haven’t met the girl but had a picture and impression in my mind about how she would be. Then I finally meet her and she just is to good to be true. I could tell that it wasn’t an act, it was real. I know I don’t know much about her yet but she seems great. I hope you grant me the chance to get to know her and to be happy. I’m tired of this darkness.

She showed me a different side tonight cause she was sad and it was just awesome to see that. I mean there’s a lot of pressure on a first date to be relaxed and perfect but that took it all away and gave me a comfort I haven’t felt in some while. But I can’t stand to see her sad Lord; That’s why I prayed tonight. I hope you make her feel better. If doing that means I can’t see her again then I’ll understand cause I really want her to be happy. This is the first time I left it up to you to do. All the other times I took it on myself and it all fell to shit. So Lord please help me. Help me make it work.