More Melancholy Poetry

the darkness sets.
the animals' day has just begun.
they hunt their prey.
the prey pray to live.

here sits a being who prays to die.
most beings would not understand.
"life is the best gift
God has given you."
yes, but i have lived my life.
now it is time to go.
there's no reason for me to stay.
my time here is up.
i have no choice.
i have to go.
copyright 1998


I smell death...
I hear screams...
I see darkness...
I taste bitterness...
I feel nothing...

My heart is bleeding,
though I don't know why.
I've only lost my best friend
and pal.
I shared all my secrets...
and gals.
Now I am nothing to her.
I guess that's how it goes.
Life's just not fair
When no one cares.

I have a secret
I've only shared
with one.
The secret is of a love
but not just any love...
A love of a lifestyle,
not one of the "norm".

I am scared that one day
my life with end
because of my loved one.
Yes, it is true...
I guess you've known all along.
I have hated myself
for the past eight, ten years.
It is not acceptable
but it is who I am.

I need you to understand
I am this way
because God gave me life.
He has chosen me;
God knows why.

Don't be sad...
It's not like I'm mad.

Lucky for me
I have to live this way.
Please support my life
Now and through death.

I love you all
-always did and always will.

God loves me
and is one my side.
I welcome you to do the same.
copyright 1994





I look into the mirror
What do I see?
Not much there...
No beauty.
No life.
Nothing worthwhile.
copyright 1999




I do not wish to see anymore.
The Sight is too much to bear.
The Pain is too much to handle.
I need out of here.
I can't breathe.
I am slowly dying.
Someone Save Me!
Someone! Anyone!
Is there someone who cares to help me?
copyright 1999





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