~More Poetry to Enjoy~
I Need
You
I lay here...tired...
Can't sleep.
I lay here...lonely...
Can't stop thinking.
I lay here...weeping...
'Cuz I need you.
copyright July
1999
More Than
Friends?
I can't help but rememeber...
Remembering the closeness,
The laughter, and the love.
We shard many memories
Some just between you and me.
Whatever happened to that?
What did I miss?
We are now friends,
But for me the desire still feeds inside
me.
I hurt since there is a line I cannot
cross.
In my thoughts and dreams,
I cross that line many, many times a
day.
And each time crossing back feeling
guilty.
The guilt is because I have shame.
Shame for not being strong enough to
move on.
When I need you most
Is when I push you away the hardest.
It is my way of protection.
I don't want to hurt you.
You have control.
I think you've known this.
When you need me,
I am there.
When I need you,
I have no one.
Fair? I think not.
copyright January
1999
Remembering
Your scent lingers
Your beauty transcends
I remember everything
About that night
The kiss The touch
The look The breath
Sharing everyting with each other
Becoming one in the night
Feeling the love run through me body
Like never before
Never wanting this feeling to end
My body shaking My heart pounding
Holding you close
Digging my nails into your back
The release of ecstacy
Running through my being
Safe. Happy. Secure.
In love.
copyright July
1999
Where are You?
I find myself talking to you
as if you were there.
I expect to see you
walk through the door.
I think I see you
in the crowd.
My heart skips a beat
but I realize
it's not you.
Wish you were here.
copyright July
1999
~untitled~
The days are long
The nights are lonely
I sit here thinking,
"What is she doing?"
All I have
Are the pictures in my head;
The memory of her being.
Her sweet smell
Her precious touch
Her adorable smile
Her breath-taking look
I miss holding her in my arms
I miss telling her what's on my mind
I miss her telling stories of her
past
When she is around,
Her touch makes everything okay
A reassuring look from across the
room
Allows me to relax and smile.
She fills my heart with love and joy
I pray each night
That I can make her as happy
As she makes me.
copyright June
1999
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