[[SuMMA]]
listening to psychopomp
reminded of happy summer memories
which werent even that happy
have i ever been happy?
or is it just
the large amounts of radiation
that i take in
day in and day out
and i look at my stomach
and realize its not okay
and it never has been
what the fuck is wrong with me?
i need to lose some weight
10 lbs by november 5th
