Mother, Edith, at 98
(Version #2 Aug. 15th 2007)
in a nursing home
blinded with
macular degeneration.
I come to you,
blurred eyes, crystal mind,
countenance of grace.
as yesterday's winds
I have consumed you
and taken you away.
"Where did God disappear to?"
You murmured
over and over again
like running water
or low voices
in prayer:
"Oh, there He is,
angel of the coming."
-2007-
I Brew in Broth
When the silence of my
life tickles in darkness
delves into my daily routine
caught in my melancholy music
at times, not exact;
then exuberant auto racing playing
at times, not exact;
(a new poem published or a kick in the ass)
kick smacks like tornado alley
in the tomato can
left over paste
of my emotions
at times, not exact;
I realize the split of legacy,
of loyalty on its knees fractured
like a comma or sentence fragment,
naked like a broken egg
between friendship and hatred,
I stew like beef then broth
simmering
sort of liked, sort of hated,
not exact.
I'm a Riverboat Boy:
Poem on Halsted Street
As sure as church bells
Sunday morning, ringing
on Halsted and State Street,
Chicago,
these memories will
be soon forgotten.
I stumble in my life with these words
like broken sentences.
I hear and denounce myself in the distance,
mumbling chatter off my lips.
Fragments and chips.
Swearing at the parts of me I can't see;
walking away rapidly from the spiritual thoughts of you.
I am disjointed, separated from my Christian belief.
I feel like I'm at the bottom of sinner's hill
playing with my fiddle, flat fisted and busted.
So you sing in the gospel choir; sang in Holland,
sang in Belgium, from top to bottom,
the maps, continents, atlas are all yours.
I detach myself from these love affairs
drive straight, swiftly,
to Hollywood Casino Aurora.
Fragments and chips.
I guess we gamble in different casinos,
in different corners of God's world,
you with church bingo; and I'm a riverboat boy.
No matter how spiritual I'm once a week,
I can't take you where my poems don't follow me.
Church poems don't cry.
Forked in Itasca
I am so frustrated
I want to chew
the dandruff
out of the internet hair implant
and dislodge it,
for a lost love affair I never cared
about and hardly knew.
Don't tell me about my sentence structure,
I am human in these simple words.
I swear to you I curse.
Then the ram of my affair falls short
frustrating my approach to the world
at my fingertips.
No Yellow Pages here my love.
The dial up of my local connection
is wretched, stuck unincorporated
in the land I approved to live in,
monopolized by Comcast the
robbers of the poor and the humbled.
All I hear is the rambling of the railroad tracks.
I grow numb in my deafness faint with my hearing.
Did I ask for your opinion?
I am a frustrated foreign camper
in my own community.
Of a village I don't live in,
but I love this local village I lie about.
I am estranged.
I tie knots in contradictions
when I travel light and far,
visit home I long for a journey
past where I have never been.
Is this the reason I am lost
forked in between
the poet I think I am
and the working man
my bills dictate?
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Gauging Existence in A Crawling Manner
Truth in contagious forms,
categorized
by the faceless of rigid followings,
dissecting cultural
sufferers
caused by contaminated
civilization,
whose stairs leading in splayed
directional camaraderie with
antithetic to esoteric
language,
species blend within a proverbial
truth
whose abstract devotion to existence
has devoured sustenance of the critical thinking
disposition,
who must now pry with philosophical
endeavors
to ascertain the absolute rendition
of truth,
peeling the particles
of abstraction, leaving lying the layers of
unknown to recuperate within an existence
toward solidifying reunification.
Transcending
Reticulated features
akin to systematic folding
over
of antiquated pages,
pages designated to inform the pierce
of agitated stares;
selected font might display aggravated
answers when appointed questions
arise within
the entirety of reference¢s
assumptions.
Investigation and
interrogation of self
exhumes
desire from informational circumstances,
setting the mind into a patterned
pyramid
allowing thought to focus
on resuscitation of transcending
idealism.
Biography Note:
SO AND SO
I am so and so
Inclined to think the unthinkable
Daring to ask vexing questions
Dispelling illusions enchanted lasting myths
I am so and so
Relieved that dense phantom haze
Of choking incense has lifted
Awaiting reticent sun emerging triumphant
I am so and so
Hopeful contagious falling star glitter
Can be caught like cold
Magical glimmer casting visionary spell
I am so and so
Clearly seeing my future
Focus not quite as imagined
Wondrous fake-believe blossoms never fade
WARP
Borderline fantasy or sheer insanity
Wavy bent curves separate imagination
From uncontrolled surreal wild hallucinations
Whimsical passion yielding outlandish weirdness
Indulging in quirky nightmarish visions
Where does sound reason end
And disorderly madness take over
Bizarre unconventional wisdom oddly far-fetched
Art compensates for life’s imperfections
Mixing eclectic sensibilities moods styles
Dipping brush into wellspring fountainhead
Painting nature in own self-image
Probing ever more deeply unexposed
Recesses mindful confusion reeking havoc
Precarious breathless edgy balance upset
World of eccentricity slightly off-kilter
ONE WAY
Breaking away from dead-end cul-de-sac
To discover who you are
Or what you could become
Thrust head-on into incognito realm
Taking leave tethered chain removed
Friskily chasing own bushy tail
Homeless dislocated belonging nowhere special
Liberation unlimited possibilities to pursue
Surrender floating through strange language
Forked gutturals bent on fluency
Postcard sent from anywhere else
Outsider limbo there not here
Actualized experiences virtual reality detours
Flexibly changing uncertain timeline bent
Independent perspective gained from seeing
Things circumspectly from untold distance
One way Do not enter
Signs posted no U-turnaround space
Blindsided by paved good intentions
Frankly doing whatever My Way
An ARTiculate uinVERSEalist, heretical believer, pragmatic idealist and
visionary seer, Dr. Charles Frederickson’s seasoned wonderland
intrepid
wanderlust has taken him to 206 countries, images and impressions of
each
presented on http://www.imagesof.8k.com. One-man art gallery shows in
Chicago, Bangkok and Amman, as well as dozens of magazine covers and
graphic
arts illustrations. His innovative poem & picture PoeArtry combos are
ongoing Poem of the Day features @listenandbeheard.net as well as
progressive political viewpoints at newversenews.com. Current
e-exhibitions
of his artwork can be viewed at ascentaspirations.ca,
abovegroundtesting.com and poetrycemetery.com