High as the Eagle Flies
High as the eagle flies
Low as the waters flow
Wide as the mountains rise
Far as plants grow.
God’s love shall arise,
For all to see and for all to know
God’s love shall decorate the skies
It is greater than any treasure of old.
High as the eagle flies
Low as the mines do go
Wide as all land’s size
Far as rivers flow.
God’s Salvation shall arrive
For all to feel and freely know
God’s Salvation is along the sunrise
It is greater by far gold.
Anger
Anger bane of my sanity,
How you like to fell the peace within my resolution!
How you love to disturb the brooding waters of my heart with an intrusion!
Anger, bane of my being, disturbing my lucidity,
Why do you make the brooding waters of my troubled mind bind in knots of stupidity?
How doth my mind trick me with its store of aggravation?
Why doth it torture me so, with its imagination?
Anger, follow me not, for thou would lodge in my being a vile core of profanity,
Hasten from me, you shall not find a pleasant home within me!
I loathe your being, your clever, black hand clutching my heart.
Oh, how I should like to tear you and me apart,
For there are others that cling to you; but not me, for I see.
Apart from me! for you shall soon see the power of my Master.
Strongholds He shall take, and thou shalt be left not without fetter.
The Sparrow
Little Sparrow, how much does my God love thee?
He watches as thy little wings fail thee.
He reaches His hand down and touches thy being;
With a shock thy body is in movement, flying.
Oh Sparrow, little Sparrow, how did He warm thee?
He touched thee.
How were thy strengths refined?
Through the power of His mind.
Why, Sparrow was your being of importance, and your life besought?
Why did one of the smallest of His creations receive His thought?
Though none of us are worthy,
Why would He want thee?
Who would care about thy pitiful situation?
Why would thy God not care for my condition?
Oh how I envy you!
Oh how much I wish that I were you!
How much more important in the Father’s eyes am I?
I say, how much more important in the Father’s eyes am I?
He sees everything, even me!
Nobody among us has the importance to be bought back too!
Why should He not care about me and mind the situation of thine?
Why should I be in the thoughts of His mind?
He chose us, we are in His mind; and He does what is best,
Though it may seem good to save those of most importance first, he always does what is best.
Josiah Bullock
THROWING AWAY OLD PHOTOGRAPHS
In the attic, three generations of packing boxes:
Snapshots of mothers and babies, vintage 1940.
We do not know them,
Or anyone who does.
Aware of the risks of cutting a link
In the chain of years,
We have presumed to discard
What someone had meant,
With the click of a Kodak Brownie,
To seize forever:
Foxing on lives
Now vanished into a sepia past.
WILLIAM
William,
Younger daughter’s youngest child,
Unlooked for joy:
Now two, he squats at the water’s edge
And pats sand
Earnestly, carefully,
Into the trench his brother has dug.
The world he grows into
We will watch through the filter of years.
Who can say what will be required?
Will it be enough to cut channels,
Or to fill them in?
HAIKU: GREENSBORO MAY 2008
The school where I worked:
Those pin oaks planted back then
Now shade the walkway.
Bitter boxwood smell,
Wet green leaves on marble steps:
Funeral in May.
Robert Demaree is a retired educator with ties to North Carolina, Pennsylvania and New Hampshire. His most recent collection of poems, Fathers and Teachers, was published April 2007 by Beech River Books and is available through Amazon.com.
Taylor Graham
The Course of the Rio Grande
A hundred years ago, the Rio Grande flooded
its New Mexico banks near Las Cruces,
wiped out
a colony of agrarian philosophers
experimenting with an alternative life style. He asks why
I don’t love him. Should I explain
that the Rio Grande has emptied of water every winter
for the last dozen years, that it cannot fill
and flow again unless substantial snows
cover the mountains further north and melt
into the river that curves
around cliffs, fields and groves, and divides
cities all along its route? That dams must
open and melted snow and spring rains must drive
through turns and narrows and unexpected
arroyos before it arrives here? Shall I
remind him
he has seen couples in December
carrying their folding
chairs and their aluminum table
midway between the waterless banks, spread
their red and green tablecloth, and picnic
on a sandbar for the novelty of it,
and probably for them, once
will be enough? Of course, there are years
when the river seems safe, alive with current,
debris drifting south, winter with water, summer
without flood. Should I expain that its course
doesn’t change? It flows into the Gulf
and its composition alters with each new fish,
bird, raft, ship, fisherman, each child splashing, each
manufacturer dumping, each floating
dog someone has drowned, and by the fierce sun and wind,
the erosion of soil, oil spills that float
on its rapids, fallen limbs that adhere to its floor? How
do I say he is not the first to lie in my bed,
make an imprint and see it wash away?
How do I say my course is set? I spill
into the body that never reverses its flow.
Open Text
The other night while my partner slept,
I walked down the hall
on my way to the refrigerator,
and bumped into our commitment
certificate. I needed a drink. Our house
is very dry.
I caught the certificate before it fell.
The glass it is under
needs to be dusted, but I could read
the text.
I coughed one of those catch-in
-the-throat coughs.
For several weeks, I imagine buying
drinks for the red-head
who sits alone in the resturant
near the window
where the shades are always pulled.
I notice that words, those that seem fixed
with meaning in your
life,
can become unfixed. Shakespeare.
Stocks and bonds. Legal
documents. And words with unexamined
meanings become inflated:
indifference, depression, withdrawal.
On paper, words don't carry the baggage
of fixed meanings,
meanings coughed out of the windpipe
or muffled in a hallway.
Readers add that. Paper is a quiet cough
that shrinks the big picture
into a small frame.
Empty Bed
Lying in bed, nothing on but a hard
drive humming in tune
with an overhead fan.
She, in the next room, fingering
his remote control,
watching late, late night plans
for losing weight, buying real estate,
removing stress lines from his face.
Maybe I am dreaming
someone wants to love me tonight.
She will join me for coffee in the morning,
hair styled by sleep, unattended gray,
eyes like bowls, lids that snap,
lips that crave only bagels.
Her language doesn't know
the paths through her body
I retreat from her heart,
but it tells her she is empty
when I pull out.
Wayne
Crawford lives in Las Cruces,
New Mexico
where the desert landscape often but not always inform his
poetry. A former university professor in Illinois, he edits
the
online journal, Lunarosity. His poetry has appeared
in many
journals, among them, Sage Trail, Manequin Envy, Shampoo,
Concrete Wolf, Eureka Literary Journal, Language Arts,
NewVerseNews. His most recent book, Sugar Trail, (2007) is published
by Sin Fronteras Press.
ENJOY
LUNAROSITY:
LUNAROSITY, presents in May: Poetry by Ann Applegarth, Gary
Beck,
Gary Brower, Taylor Graham, John Grey, Tammy Ho, Kevin Paul
Miller, Steve McLary, James Penha, and David Rushing.
Managing
Editor Wayne Crawford with Joanne Townsend on Poetry and Rus
Bradburd on Fiction.
SIN FRONTERAS: Writers Without Borders: Our reading series for this season ended at the Branigan Library in April with Larry Goodell and Ellen Roberts Young. Journal 12 was released in April. Submission for # 13 are now being accepted through June 30. http://www.zianet.com/lunarosity/sinfronteras.html
http://www.myspace.com/waynecrawfordpoetry Posted are a few poems, my first and second poetry videos, and a blog
Christopher Barnes brings these selections
The oil is geriatric medicine,
A tenderness down in the boilers.
My nativity was crabwalk cranes, pummelled metal,
Rivet pimples at my sides,
Snug against the oceans.
At Hartlepool the foundry’s dozy,
The engine’s idling.
My dripping hull jerks wishy-washy tide.
The cabbala’s in silt
Even if I’m in malaise,
Too sousing-world weary to shimmer,
To start humming.
*
His boy’s tight-lipped,
Sullen in the mateyness of he-men,
It’s a solitaire voyage,
The lighthouse unmanageable dimensions off
- Great turbines driving
Four-strike screw propellers.
He draws back
From an all-round draft of my space –frame,
Rope and tar pinpoint his nostrils
And the great crescents of anchor chain
Take the shape of a twist.
But he has no fastening to his dad
Buoyant only when left
To shove chow mein with a fork,
Porthole-gazing a hard-luck dock.
I narrowly allow them. His hair
Has ripened – shipwreck webbing,
Four winds strewn across the island
Of his jealous brow.
The blackout of her sweater
Is a blimp of jellyfish. The sting
Just about to form harsh-stabbing words.
They will remain together
With years of mutual mistrust.
May soon diminish.
Love will misrepresent
The end-all in his eyes.
Here she is, meniscus.
I see lagoons,
Spat-out foul tasting fruit,
His early death
My misadventure.
Unveils a bell-bottomed view.
There’s a sway of sun.
Eye up his loins, does he want her?
And she is split
To the hilt, to the beating shine
Of her monkey-jump heart.
Firm as trees against orange sky.
He has mountainous shoulders,
Torso of microfibre purl stitch.
She has a pull of gravity on the face
The weight of the sea in her eye.
They will live an exciting life.
He a staggered-nosed devil
In amongst the birds of prey.
They will grow alike,
Cantankerous.
He becomes a dried-up Neptune
And she his Philomena.
They will live in the other world
Where fidelity is expressively tedious.
If letter-of-law diagnostics
Were The X Files,
Fox Mulder would tilt the beaten track,
Hiccupping their sublimations.
NASSA white-lied em in,
Mashed with atoms to Special Ed.
Terraqueous-globe faces,
Meteor-metal scooters,
That’s just it Brazoooooom!
Don’t open the door to moon-hop rabies
From evil star electron goggles.
Pin The Whitehouse
A crimp of radionics,
Moulding ant-tactics into doers.
In a curfew they’ll bag you,
A nip-bud twitch’ll be your last.
Ali crossbars a footy
Mass-machined by toddlers in Lahore.
Thumbs and grubby coins.
Half the earthly have-nots
Are in made-use-of nursery days.
Money-mongers have a ball at quick feet
So Joshua squanders latte, fags, imported orchids.
They privatised Mombassa’s landocracy
Rupturing health care, snake-strangling education,
Numbing wages.
We’re a bighearted persuasion,
Bonused seemly pay-offs for this performance,
Grant there’s zero undeserved in principle
- That’s Globalisation!
Telestial Kingdom light guides
Expose us through curtains
Check in and click-cam
- We’re Epsom-print comely.
Pick-ups that vibrate
From eaves
Will wink in the flap-flops
Of damnable hearts.
Glamorizing floor lamp, such a glory-blaze
Will make us meet love
In the untouched-up horse opera
Of our lives.
Machine-minded tags
Will tweeze us
MI5 blessed, behind shields
Hidey-holed from everyone
But ourselves.
A blooming rim of the bypass is mine;
Eye-catching my claimed right arm,
Heaving a pulse by the waist.
He gallops in silhouette,
A cut-out quarrelsome percussion.
By Christopher Barnes, UK
To conclude the works of this issue, I present Felino Soriano
The Gift
You told me silence was a chore,
a decadent dress for an occasion
improper for an earth damaged
by man. I proposed a whisper,
a clarity of sound able to fit
within the crease of conditioned
air. Too you advanced a wall
of disagreement, specifying
whisper was akin to crawl,
which condensed stretched ability
into compressed isolation, a brand
of greed, inferiority of posited
bodily ability. With my leaving
I expressed civil disembodiment,
a becoming refreshed,
your staying created the original
desire, the sound of my wounds healing
after your voice.
Solidified Liquid
I read all truth is interpretation.
If locked into this
definitional
capture, what is the face within the morning
mirror, the contents concocted at 6 a.m.? Are
the eyes anger-[red]
from misplaced sleep,
devotional dreams, contemplative thought processes
carrying the mind within myriad of mazes?—
the encrusted corners of the redolent
mouth, what are the [white] contents
across the emblem of the body's speech?
If this truth is
interpretation,
is an apparition adjacent to the conclusion
of our apparent questionable
appearance?
Segregated Nuances
You or you in a different reflection,
light, time spent ascertaining a butterfly's
revolution around an oak's deformed
lowest branch. You in a different time
is me. Watching a hummingbird catapult
off an invisible to my dissipating vision
branch, toward an unknown tower,
or, wilderness palace. Your watching
could have been specialized; mine was
average, for my sight was damaged, incorrect.
Among the species of intellect, the butterfly
draws an amazing array of intricate shapes
atop air's silent stillness. The hummingbird,
with dazzle, confirms superlative speed,
freelance feeding, yet without sight of the inviting,
I no longer capture contemporary solace,
only by cognitive memory.
Biography Note:
Felino Soriano, from California
is a philosophy student and Case Manager working with developmentally
disabled adults. His chapbook "Exhibits Require Understanding
Open Eyes" was published by and is available through Trainwreck Press,
2008. The juxtaposition of his philosophical studies with
classic
and avant-garde jazz explains his poetic stimulation. His
poems
appear or are forthcoming at BlazeVOX,Sugar Mule, Zone, Unlikely
Stories 2.0, Clockwise Cat, and elsewhere.Visit www.felinosoriano.com
for a complete publication history and formore information.
Closing Words
I decided to stick some background on this issue for simply something to do. Do remember June 22nd, in fact make it the weekend, take your camera and take some pictures. I want to call the weekend 'A Day in the Life of abovegroundtesting' and I need your help. So I suppose it will be "A weekend in the life of abovegroundtesting". Celebrate the change of season by sharing that which is around you. I want to encourage and challenge each artist to expand their views and also perhaps use the photographs as inspiration for poetry or short stories. Be it nature, a street scene, a quiet neighbourhood, a person you love, let's see it and share it.
Speaking of photographs, I've been ask to be the photography editor of the sister ezine avantgardetimes. Co-editors Charles Frederickson & Saknarin Chinayote are working very hard to put together a truly fascinating combination of poetry and short stories from around the world and pictures. I invite you to find out more of this ezine by following the link. Issue two is now available and issue 3 is due in September. If I can share the notice:
The third issue of avant garden of di-verse-ity, mousetifying cosmonet EZine AVANTGARDETIMES, online September 1st, features the theme – Perverse HumAnimals. Global in scope, mission and outlook, contributing writers for this issue avec pizzazz hail from Algeria, Australia, Brazil, Canada, China, Denmark, France, Greece, India, Indonesia, Japan, Macedonia, New Zealand, Serbia, Singapore, South Africa, South Korea, Thailand, UK and USA. Eclectic, original cutting edge submissions (art, music, poetry, short stories, whatever) for Issue #4’s December theme “DiVerse Kinsfolk: Our Global Family” are now being accepted à avantgardetimes@gmail.com.
Believe it or not, this issue concludes 9 years of publishing abovegroundtesting. It's been a great time everybody, thanks for making it all possible.
As always, if you want your work included in future issues, send them to abovegroundtesting@yahoo.com and place in the subject "Submissions". If you have anything else, short story, or artwork, that's the address to use.
I'm on Twitter and Plurk so you can make me a friend in both if you want to follow the posts I make. I'm also on Flickr and there you can find some of the photographs I took during the first Photocrawl sponsored by the Brantford Arts Block.
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This is whole issue #110, June 2008
editor/ publisher Paul Gilbert