Heart of the Poet
Mum, mum! Why it?
What happened with the sky?
So many stars have fallen,
Today, at midday
One Poet's heart
Has broken.
It was fragile
And very vulnerable,
But people often wanted
to deceive him,
They were played by him,
And were shouted at him,
And it has broken
Into hundred splinters,
Therefore stars
In the big grief.
In August's night on the Volga
Night are hanging a kerchief with stars
Above the sleeping earth
( or: Above falling asleep earth)
Above its sadnesses, passions,
Above her restless head.
And only a lunar path
Is telling the dreams to dark Volga,
And a Romany fire is burning
On the bank of this great Russian river.
The lass - Gipsy dances,
The bracelets are ringing,
Tapes and the snakes her of hairs
are flying up in dance.
She the most beautiful lass in the world-
That is why the wind is dared,
And night plays with tambourine
of moon and stars.
Why
?
Why do
I worry so much?
Maybe because of rainy days?
Why do I cry so much?
Maybe because summer is over?
Why do I yearn for so much?
Maybe because my past years have gone?
No! I worry, cry and yearn so much
Because my son
Is not with me now.
Dina Televitskaya
C W Hawes is our next contributor
with works of Sunday, rain and Joy.
this sunday night
a mug of tea and a book
for company
in a distant world the minstrel
sings a sad song
SWEET, SOFT RAIN
The sweet, soft rain slowly
caresses my upturned face.
I stand, arms akimbo,
oblivious to everything but
that gentle touch gliding down
my cheeks and all the way to my toes.
Sometimes I wish the rain
would fall inside the house.
SUNDAY NIGHT
Drinking green tea
and reading horror stories --
anything to prolong
the weekend and avoid,
or at least put off,
the beginning of the work week.
But Monday,
Monday will come and,
no matter how much tea I drink
or how many stories I read,
the work week,
and each work day,
will begin with that horrible,
horrible,
ringing
of the alarm clock.
JOY
“...these things were here and but the beholder/Wanting...”
--Gerard Manley Hopkins
A hot, humid weekday afternoon in the city. My feet carry me to my
car and then home from
work. Sweat soaks hatband and sticks shirt to skin. The sidewalk is
fronted by run-down,
rent-subsidized, drab and dirty apartment buildings. Odors of cooking
food, mingled with
people-stink, drift from out the open windows. On the sidewalk, I pass
faces hardened into a
perpetual mask of sullen anger.
Amidst the tenements stands a lone house; paint peeling, wood
weathered. In the front
yard, roses, red-pink, startle a vibrant contrast to dirt-drab hues.
Several faces approach and I wait until they pass. Then I admire
blossoms, inhale
perfume, and take away joy.
Jeffrey Mackie returns
to this issue. I had an interesting email with him, seems he was
involved in the recent federal election we had in Canada, sad to report,
his candidate did not fare well.
CAMUS OVERCOAT
I am walking
In 2am December rain
My Camus trenchcoat
Over a black turtleneck
Aware of every pretention
I am the existential ladies man
I am the Pavlovian Messiah
Waiting for salivation.
Life is a blue movie
Shot in black and white
Cinema Espoir
The only thought that occurs to me is
'Don't give up on the warm'
Poets are romantics
Brave - Shaved
Or somewhere in between
All walking some place
Experiencing the weather.
A PHONE CALL ONE SUMMER
‘Its fathers day
And everybody’s wounded’
O. gave birth, dragging the child down the hall,
By the umbilical cord.
I identified A. after he was found floating.
I barely recognized him.
J. spent his last hours bleeding to death internally.
I gave his eulogy.
R. high on glue tried to throw a TV at me.
Later, he was found sitting in a ditch eating a dead
cat.
D. guided by his voices, wanted to kill me,
When I didn’t have a cigarette.
N. depressed by her HIV status,
Jumped twenty stories to the pavement.
E. told me she lost her virginity in a psych ward,
She wanted to know if she was bad.
D. was found broken on the rocks by the river,
25 years old, chronic alcoholic, accident or suicide?
And I left social work
Unable to eat, sleep, only wanting to disappear,
find oblivion.
Get a real night’s sleep.
I was no longer young and naïve, trying to be holy.
I rolled around on my kitchen floor
Screaming and crying for the world, for myself.
For the destruction in my own life.
And the guilt, the white-hot guilt.
I knew I could write,
I knew I was funny,
I knew I could have sex,
But I thought I was unlovable
I knew I couldn’t save anyone, let alone myself.
I called my father on Father’s Day
It had been ten years.
But we didn’t talk about that
We did not talk about separation,
or divorce
Twenty years ago when he had been my age.
When he left
And I got a new father.
I don’t remember our conversation
But by the end of the day
I had plane reservations from Ottawa to Kelowna
I knew it might hurt my mom, But I had to go.
Yet I didn’t know why, I still don’t
I didn’t know him and I still don’t
This body is part of him.
Years ago he half created me.
This receding hairline, this belly, this nose,
Are parts of him.
But I don’t know him.
Maybe I cannot. Maybe I don’t want to.
He has had two heart attacks, smokes a lot.
I now smoke. Like father like son.
But I don’t know him. I may never know him.
What should I say? What could I say?
Should I explain,
That I have become a poet?
That he is in a poem?
He has never read or heard a word I’ve written.
Should I explain. I used to be angry with him?
That I feared knowing him?
That I wanted to know what happened,
And what the hell is going on?
...................................................................................................................................................
My brother called tonight.
Granny had been reading the obituaries
And saw the notice for my father.
I don’t know if I feel weird or sad or both.
How am I supposed to feel tonight?
What am I supposed to think?
You know, I still wanted to talk to you
I am not sure why or what I wanted to say
I never was.
And now I cannot.
Johnny Cash has died
I know you loved country music
Maybe if we could have listened
To 'Hurt' together.
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"I write poetry and that is what makes me interesting" Vladimir
Mayakovsky
Jeffrey Mackie is a poet living in Montreal, Canada. Mackie's latest
collection 'Graffiti Scripture' 2002 is now available from Onanist Press.
This new new work from Len Bourett is very moving. Enjoy.
Say goodbye,
when I can barely say goodnight.
If I can hardly take my eyes from yours,
how far can I go?
Walk away,
the thought would never cross my mind.
I couldn't turn my back on Spring or Fall,
your smile least of all.
When I say always,
I mean forever.
I trust tomorrow as much as today,
I am not afraid to say I love you.
But I promise you,
I'll never say goodbye.
We're dancers,
On a crowded floor.
While other dancers leave from song to song,
our music goes on and on.
On and on.
And if I ever leave your arms,
I really would have traveled everywhere.
For my world is here with you.
When I say always,
I mean forever.
I trust tomorrow as much as I do today.
I am not afraid to say I love you.
And I promise you,
I'll never say goodbye.
How could I ever say
goodbye?
The next series of works is from
the Chilean poet Mario Melendez. I invite you to google and learn
more about this fascinating and talented individual.
EL MAGO DE LA SOLEDAD
Las palabras
se recuestan en mi cama
a escuchar
la extraña historia de esa niña
que sacaba agua de sus pechos
para bañar a sus muñecas
Una vez terminado mi relato
y visiblemente afectadas
me confiesan en voz baja
que es el cuento más hermoso
jamás descrito
pero no una razón suficiente
para haberlas reunido
“La razón es lo de menos”
les respondo
“Sólo soñaba con verlas
recostadas en mi cama”
CICATRICES DE GUERRA
A veces
cuando me emborracho
las palabras me traen a casa
en un viejo triciclo de madera
Y lejos de quitarme los zapatos
y acostarme
como ocurre en estos casos
me dejan tirado en el jardín
lleno de hormigas
y con la cara pegada
al foco del alumbrado
“Eso te pasa por escribir malos poemas”
me dicen
y se marchan cantando y riendo
abrazadas
a mi última cerveza
EL CLAN SINATRA
Todos los gatos de mi barrio
son fanáticos de Sinatra
comienzan a tararear sus temas
apenas pongo el CD
y la voz se escurre
entre los techos y las panderetas
A veces me piden
que repita algún single
entonces el sonido de My way
New York o Let my train again
les para los bigotes
y los lanza de cabeza contra los vidrios
Esto no pasa cuando leo mis versos
se estiran, bostezan
miran para otro lado
o conversan entre ellos
en un acto lamentable
de ignorancia y sabotaje
“Ustedes no me comprenden”
les digo
Y vuelvo a encender el CD
para que cante Sinatra
y esos gatos se llenen de poesía
PORQUE EN MI CASA OCURRE DE TODO
Aquí se baila al ritmo de las estufas
se canta como los grillos más desesperados
se aprende a desnudar al viento
que nunca nos muestra su trasero
y en noches de luna llena jugamos a ser felices
midiéndonos los colmillos
Porque en mi casa ocurre de todo
y los pocos ratones que existen
están condenados a seguirnos la corriente
unos vestidos de superhéroes
otros haciendo gárgaras
con los bigotes de un gato muerto
Y así como las ampolletas aportan lo suyo
las sábanas también observan
más allá de sus narices
y ven miles de piojos sentados en el patio
y pulgas tomando sol
entre las patas de una gallina
y caracoles reunidos en una gota de champagne
cuando la tarde estira sus piernas
por encima de los vivos
Pero nos faltan aún las bisagras
y algunas flores que no han sido entrevistadas
y están las escaleras y el ropero de tres cuerpos
y aquella hormiga pacifista
con sus dotes de gran oradora
Y no se asusten si a ratos quedamos a oscuras
son los zancudos que apagan la luz
y vuelan con su coreografía hacia otra parte
Porque en mi casa ocurre de todo
y todos tienen derecho a voz y voto
desde el baño a la cocina
desde mi cama al hueco dejado por las arañas
antes de hacer sus maletas
Todos sonríen de alguna manera
y se conforman con lo poco y nada que poseen
Porque en definitiva aquí pueden estar tranquilos
y saben que es peligroso cambiar de domicilio
cuando han logrado el respeto de este pobre poeta
que bien los tiene en su Santo Reino
Mario Meléndez (Linares, 1971). Estudió Periodismo en la Universidad La
República de Santiago. Entre sus libros figuran: “Autocultura y juicio”
(con prólogo del Premio Nacional de Literatura, Roque Esteban Scarpa),
“Apuntes para una leyenda” y “Vuelo subterráneo”. En 1993 obtiene el Premio
Municipal de Literatura en el Bicentenario de Linares. Sus poemas aparecen en
diversas revistas de literatura hispanoamericana y en antologías nacionales y
extranjeras. Ha sido invitado a numerosos encuentros literarios entre
los que destacan el Primer y Segundo Encuentro de Escritores
Latinoamericanos, organizado por la Sociedad de Escritores de Chile (Sech), Santiago,
2001 y 2002, y el Primer Encuentro Internacional de Amnistía y Solidaridad con
el Pueblo, Roma, Italia, 2003, donde es nombrado Miembro de Honor de la
Academia de Artes y Letras de Roma. Además dirige, durante dos años, un
taller literario en la Cárcel de Talca que dio origen al libro “Los
Rostros del olvido” (dos volúmenes) donde se reúne el trabajo poético de los
internos. Actualmente trabaja en el proyecto “Fiestas del Libro
Itinerante”, y preside la Sociedad de Escritores de Chile, región del Maule.
Pat Paulk joins us with some more of his wonderful work.
Another
Season At The Lake
The shoreline
is old
and eroding,
like a cancer
run amuck;
dry, thirsty
roots
stretch to
lap up water,
teasing,
out of reach.
Laughter
echoes in the hollows,
kids playing
unaware;
motors roar
in a hurry
spewing trails
of weekend fun.
An oak lays
fallen
face down
in a pool of fate;
summer screams
by heedlessly
Something To Write
I rummaged
through my day
looking for
something meaningful
to string
together as nouns and verbs.
The searched
produced nothing
I thought
of interest:
birds singing,
as they do
most mornings;
flowers sniffing
at familiar air;
fat rabbits
bounding through tall grass,
stopping
to nibble and sniff
an afternoon
away.
The sky was
bright blue
with abstract
strokes of wispy white,
hopefully
tomorrow will be more exciting,
and I can find something to write.
Belly Of
A Snake
The water
didn’t shiver
as it slithered
through its wake;
a diamond
shaped head
pulling a
long, curving body,
rounded in
the middle from a kill.
Someone hollered
“get a stick
and beat it ‘til it’s dead!”
I thought
that was a good idea
but my feet
vehemently disagreed.
So we watched
as it slid
under some vines,
to digest
a meal
of field
mice or baby duck,
and returned
to our boat,
bellies full
of catfish and shrimp,
lamenting
the fate of that pitiful lump,
in the belly
of a snake.
Pat Paulk
was born and raised in Brunswick, GA, sixty miles south of Savannah, on
the coast. Whether it was the ocean breezes or the really good looking girls
in the creative writing club in high school remains to be proven, but began
his writing in 1968. Two marriages, work, and child rearing provided
reason for a 30-year hiatus. However, with grown children, and two successfully
failed marriages behind him, it was time to write. Pat has been published
in Poetic Voices; The Sidewalk's End; BBC Southwest Wales; Makata; Kookamonga
Square; The Artistic Forum, Skyline Magazine, Poetism, and Above Ground
Testing. He currently resides in Lawrenceville, GA. with his fiancé
and their family of barking fur and hissing claws.
by Pat Paulk
You write poems with chop sticks
and place them on street signs south of
Similes dangle from your hair
like jasmine petals taped on black strands of Serbian lore.
Size one fits a minority of you
with the Borealis reflecting in your eyes.
Snowflakes fall in a flagon of dreams
that you pour out like green tea after a cold morning’s walk.
and make me want to embrace the
Cold Beer and Water Stars
by Aurora Antonovic
Your poetry makes me think of
Charles Bukowski
And Will Rogers
Rolled into one
With a spattering of water stars
Thrown in for good measure
I crave
With a slather of
Relish
On white bread
Cut any old way
And washed down with a cold beer
Even though I never touch the stuff
One conversation with you
Brings images of sandy beaches
And tropical vacations to mind,
Makes me go off to dream land
Where I’m entertained by
Ernest Hemingway tales
Read in a soft Southern drawl
That rocks me to sleep
In a ship of verse.
It is always intriguing, with each new collection a poet brings forth, to note whether or not he has held to his own standards, or surpassed them. In this regard, Chicken Bones, Michael Paul Ladanyi’s fourth collection of poetry, does not disappoint.
As always, Ladanyi’s rhythm and meter are impeccable, his words, image-rich and powerfully driven. He follows his trade-marked handling of difficult subjects with aplomb, using his skills to bring powerful messages home without over-kill. These are the things that remain the same.
In the past, Michael Paul Ladanyi’s poetry has read almost as a written slide-show presentation, with unusual line breaks to switch us from one visual to another with a click of an enjambment. In this collection, he instead presents his images in solid, flowing pieces, coming together to form one final message.
The first verse from “Raindogs” illustrates this well:
There was never so much mud---
morning an alarm of ebbing silence,
droning gestures wrapped
in soupy leaves, thick warbled
gray weighing down
limb-blooded trees.
“Winter Stones” is another example of such a method: the poem is laden with evocations of ghosts, and small dead seeds, closed fists, and broken bones, all adding up to a complete image of “Winter Stones.”
This collection consists of verbal paintings, with marigold and charcoal, red mouths, paste for skin, and green and blue words. The pictures travel from a range of leaves to sparrows, mud-lapping dogs to awkward skeletons, lilies to peasants.
As all good collections, these poems read best when read together, each one enhancing the next. Colour-rich, nature-laced, and image-evocative, Chicken Bones is a collection worth reading again and again.
Michael's book can be ordered here:
http://www.celaine.com/LittlePoemPress/ladanyi.htm
We also have some work from Michael
Yellow Roses
What is coming up in a future issue is an interview with Yoav Tenembaum, he is a
fascinating individual whose works have appeared in past issues. It promises to be a good read
so that is coming soon.
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