I'm off in my own world, Nowhere to be found.
With the noises that help me think.
Think so much.
Think to much. SO!!!
I try to think about the best.
I usually fail that test.
So I never sleep.
And I think about some deep deep things.
About those days I use to have.
About those best days I could have.
With the one I truly love.
The family that really cares.
The father I never had.
Those dreams I cannot follow. SO!!!
I try to think about the best.
I usually fail that test.
So I never sleep.
And I think about some deep deep things.
Emotionally fucked is what they say we are.
Normal is what we are.
Trying with the only things we have. SO!!!
I try to think about the best.
I usually fail that test.
So I never sleep.
And I think about some deep deep things.
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Never been known
Just that shy kinda guy
The fucking cute, shy kinda guy
Don't know my name
Don't Know where I'm from
Don't Even Try
Like you really care
Another day going un-noticed
Trying to live my life my way
Once again I go un-noticed
Just trying to get by
Going un-noticed
Shelter as a child
Shelter is what i wanted
Boring story, boring life
Don't wanna hear it
I was that shy kinda guy
The fucking cute, shy kinda guy
Another day going un-noticed
Trying to live my life my way
Once again I go un-noticed
Just trying to get by
Going un-noticed
Now I have my life in control
I'm not that shy kinda guy
Not that fucking cute, shy kinda guy
Never liked that shy kinda guy
Now I'm not un-noticed
People now know my name
People now know my way
The first time being noticed
Living my life my way
For Once I go noticed
Now not just trying to get by
Being noticed
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Walking with you, it isn't the same as it use to be.
The awkwardness is kicking in.
The anger is building up.
I just want to go in for the kill.
Try to fix all these mysteries.
All those things I want to know.
The mysteries creating the awkward silence.
I want to know the truth.
I'll try to believe the unbelievable.
I speak but nothing seems to be right.
You speak but nothing comes out.
I cry, You don't.
I love the nights we use to have.
I wish we cood relive.
I wish we cood stop the fight like the fights we never had.
You think i want more than I do.
I just want you.
Nothing more or nothing less.
All I want is you.
And all I have to say is that i really do...
I Love You
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You think you'll make me crack
You think you'll make me quit
You don't know me and you don't even care
I know you and I don't even care
I'm running the show now, my own show
You have yours and I have mine
I'll fight this battle until you quit
Until you decide to run the show, your own show
I'll fight this battle until the death of you and I
I like my music and I love my board
I like my style and I love my girl
I dislike your A&F and I hate you treatment
I dislike you piss and I hate your shit
I'll fight this battle until you quit
Until you decide to run the show, your own show
I'll fight this battle until the death of you and I
I wish you would quit
Who cares what I like
You do you thing and I'll do mine
Then maybe we could be friends
If not, oh well you tried
I'll fight this battle until you quit
Until you decide to run the show, your own show
I'll fight this battle until the death of you and I
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Dear Dad,
I'm writing you to tell you that I still do care
And that I have no idea why
Why couldn't you be one of those All-American Dads
Learn, teach, and try
Instead you drink, smoke, and die
Now you're an inmate sitting in the middle of Pennsylvania
Crying over me not writing and some stupid little card
When I was young
I'd wish you were gone
Locked up in jail
Sober, safe, and living
I was sick of hearing you yell, scream, cry, and apologize
I believed you once, never again
Mom was stupid dad
She made herself believe
Believe you would quit
Believe you would change
Believe the unbelievable
And That Unbelievable came true
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I need something new
And I want it now
Our generation sucks and all you fuckers know it
We need to stand up for something
And we need to now
Our parents were hippies and had Vietnam
And even the time of the Ku Klux Klan
We have the war with Iraq and even Afghan
I don't wanna riot
But goddamn if we have to, I wanna riot!!
Stand up and fight!!
Stand up and fight!!
I hate this organized world
I wish this routine would fucking fade
I said it once before and I'll say it again
I don't wanna riot
But goddamn if we have to, I wanna riot!!
Stand up and fight!!
Stand up and fight!!
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Extra, extra! Read all about it
Another school just got blown away
Now you're tryign to spread the word
Give all those other kids a try
A try to think of the master-plan
A plan to blow you away
Tell the whole story
Let them know what was used
And how it all went down
Let another kid goto jail for having a knife
A kid getting sentences 25 to life
Give all those other kids a try
A try to think of the master-plan
A plan to blow you away
Something, something! Just went down in the school yard
Another kid got bullied around
And you still wonder why this shit happens?
Go on keep on trying
Trying to push them to the edge
The edge of homicide
Tell the whole story
Met them know why it happened
Tell them you were the spark that started the flame
Make sure inside you know you were the one to blame
Give all those other kids a try
A try to think of the master-plan
A plan to blow you away
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I changed, he stayed the same
They were the best days of my life
Basketball games to running from the cops
Never had the chance to stop and think about girls
Always thinking of what to do next
Cementary nights were the best nights of my life
Wrestling matches to snowball fights
Hanging with the neighbor kids we never really liked
Country Fair to Arby's back to Country Fair again
Over and over again
That was the best summer of my life
Late nights, video games I was never good at
Wave Racer to Blitz
Those were the best games I ever played
Winter football games to pissing the Nelson's off
Those are the days we will never forget
These are the days with a million regrets
But I wish you were there to bring me along this road of emptiness
4 years wasn't long enough
To fill the lifetime of a friendship
-(Speaking)-
Lifetime means lifetime and thats that
Childhood is our days
And I miss that
I changed, he stayed the same
Never forget that
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Lay back and close your eyes Tell me how you feel Let me know if those sad thoughts are still lingering in your head Or have they went 'poof', right out the door Do you remember when you were so sad and lonely? And how I came along and evened out the score? How you told me everything about when, what and why? I thought we'd never be this way 'Cause that 8 mile road of yours, that boundary of hell How about we runaway, so you can meet her once again Tell her that you missed her so And ask if she feels the same way too Then you can play on that swing set just like last time Now it's time to leave and never time to say goodbye Make sure you get that address so you won't be left behind Now we're back home and I realize this road is still the boundary of hell But now it's around 8 or 9 And I am not going anywhere Because...I don't...want to.......Die
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Seen it about 1,000 times
Hear about it all the time
You go through the motions of this fucking sacred life
Never ever really realized
How fast you people follow
Until that night when your friends start to mutate
To the fucking zombies of life
Through the motions of this fucking sacred life
Walking down the halls
Single file, GET THE FUCK BACK IN LINE!
We have to get out of line
Take that one step out of line
Forget all the rules, Break all the fucking rules!
Remember individuality, Your right to creativity
Don't go through the motions of this fucking sacred life
This life isn't very sacred after all
So you better watch out tonight
We're mutating into something new
So you better watch out tonight
The Zombie Punks are out tonight
We had to get out of line
We took that one step out of line
The Zombie Punks are out tonight!!!!
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He Use To Be The Coolest Kid I Knew
Always Brought You Up When You Were Down
Now He's Sinking Farther Down To The Ground
I Walked Up In His Bedroom, With Him Lying In His Tears
Blood Was Flowing From His Wrist
The Blade Lying Next To His Clinched Fist
I Never Thought He Would Turn Out Like This
He Met That Girl And He Didn't Realize What She Was All About
People Told Him Thaty She's That Kind Of Girl
That Kind Of Girl WHo Would Make You Want To Do All Those Dirty Sins
But He Never Listened To Those Things They Say
He Still Has Yet To Figure Out That She's The Devil In Disguise
But It Could Be To Late
I Never Thought He Would Turn Out Like This
He Was the Only Kid Who Could Never Make You Mad
Now He's Lying On His Back
With That Blood Flowing From His Wrists
This Is A Fucking Tragedy
I Miss That Good Ol' You
Won't You Please Come Back
Back To The Right State Of Mind
Where You Don't Do All Those Dirty Dirty Sins
And Before You Ever Met That Inhumanity
That Inhumanity You Call Your Love
I Never Thought He Would Turn Out Like This
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That night still lingers in my head
The worst night of my life
I don't know about yours
You hurt me so bad, I forgave you
I said I wouldn't. Goddammit I wouldn't
You are so beautiful and so right
I had to forgive you, I just had to
Thats exactly what I did
Gave you another chance
You could do anything to hurt me
This will always last in my mind
In my mind I see it all
All until the end of time
I see what will go wrong
But so much will go right
You are so right
You are so right for me
The perfect one
I must have been the chosen one
I hope you see it all
All in your head
Maybe it will be
Be so real to the fake fake world
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I Never Understood That Life. Now I Do
They Fly Your Family Away, To Another Country.
To Fight. To Suffer. To Die. To Make Your Family Cry.
It's Not The Common People They Want, It's You.
So We Fight For You.
So You Don't Fucking Die.
And So That Capital Of Yours Isn't A Goddamn Blaze.
You Think Your In So Much Danger.
What About The People Down In The Battlefield, Down In The Line Of Fire
And You Think They Are Fighting For You
Fight! Fight!
Fight For Your Life!
Fight! Fight!
Fight For Your Children!
Fight! Fight!
Fight For Your Wife!
Fight! Fight! Fight!
And You Think They Are Fighting For You...
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So lets talk about how horrible
This life could ever be
I don't wanna work
Just wanna sleep
Just gunna choke
Don't wanna see the future
Don't wanna here about life
I wanna chance
I wanna breathe
So give me my space
I wanna rock the mic
I wanna do that dike
All I ever wanted was to be someone
I don't wanna fight
I don't wanna strike
I just don't wanna be a hard working man
I wanna chance
I wanna breathe
So give me my space
You were always there
No wait no you were never there
I don't wanna be MJ
I don't wanna be Mike
I just want that fucking dike
I wanna chance
I wanna breathe
So give me my space
So lets talk about how wonderful
This life could never be...
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