I lock myself in my room; pull out a piece of paper and a pencil, and writing
I write, “I hate….” and then I write the person’s name down
I write this phrase down over and over
This usually takes me five or six pages
By the time I get to page five or six, I wonder….
Why am I doing this?
So I stop writing and leave the room with my pages
I take my dad’s lighter and go outside
Once I’m outside,
I take the lighter and burn the pages
I quickly drop them and watch my hate burn away
And if there’s a wind,
I stand there and watch the ashes of my anger get picked up by her hands