Here I sit outside watching the rain
feeling all the hurt and pain.
I wish the rain could wash it away
and leave me feeling okay.
I wish I could be totally alone
and then crawl under a stone.
I wish i could hibernate
and wake up in the year 2008
I wish I had a nice family
one that really care about me.
Not like mine that abused me so
and made me feel so depressed,sad and low.
I wish I could curl up and die.
I wish I could cry.
But I keep all my feelings inside
and from everyone them I hide.
I don`t like hurting anyone
by talking about the things that to me were done.
Hurting someone makes me feel guilty
I don`t want anyone to worry about me.