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Confusion

i feel like i am drowning in a sea of confusion
theres no more passion
just unending commotion
i feel like i am sitting in motion
the thoughts are swarming though my head
i feel like i have lead rushing through my blood
my arms are growing heavy
and my eyes are growing weary
of putting up with the shit you throw at me

(1) so why dont you just f%*k off
and maybe i'll disapear/
you won't have to pretend to care
you never did anyways

When i lay in my bed at night and cry
thinking of reasons why i might wish to live
rather than just end it now
when i could just go without thought process
it would be so easy
i wouldn't have to be quesy at the thought of seeing your face
I'm afraid of public places
scared of seeing you there

(2) you ruined me
you made my life a pointless void
i throw so much in
but the only results i see are black swirls of hate

(repeat 1)

I cant keep up with this pace
my life is at stake
yet all you want is more (more, more, more)
i can't say i care for any more of your shit
its putting me in the pits
im not sure what to think of it

(repeat 2)

why do you do this
what have i done to earn this
i never treated you like this

(repeat 1)<

(repeat 2)

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