~the wishes of sea~ she sat quietly in her wishing spot the water from a small fountain flowed over slate and calmed her as jasmine incense became smoke in the air her heart was confused this day confused about love she knew how deeply she loved him she thought that he loved her too but complications in their lives kept them oceans apart this separation caused anxiety to flood into her tender being so she sat and she wished as hard as she could that things could be different that her heart could have rest that her spirit could keep joy she wished even when she could not touch that her love would always cover him and that he would know how deeply she loved him she wished that she would find freedom in his love and not doubt she wished that she no longer felt the consuming fear of rejection she wished that life was not so complicated but with all her wishing she still remains confused confused about today about yesterday about tomorrow so she wishes to let these feelings of doubt of fear of confusion fly away with jasmine smoke she sighs a deep sigh and says "let go" and again she sighs a deep sigh and commands "let go" slowly her being lets go and only then does her heart see its wishes as color dreams that are real to her when her eyes are closed and she sleeps in swirling lavenders of flannel feathers she is in his embrace wishing. -Kimba (Joee) Copyright: February 7, 2002
absurd stars staring at a cluster of pictures reflections of who you want to be i giggle at this ritual a glorification that you can’t see so many pretty faces to which you memorize their name and every empty body you fill as you play your game it’s funny how it makes you smile to think these people are better than you your modesty is so beautiful because you can’t believe what is true i can call you a lot of things but you will dismiss me with a word so i simply smile as i watch you enjoying that you’re innocently absurd -fawn copyright 11/04
* 6th sense * I feel a scent of your wishes. I feel a sound of your thoughts. I feel a color of your dreams. I feel a taste of your glances. I feel a heat of your whispers. I feel a light of your life. Can it really be a love?.. V. Heartwolf, Copyright: February 8, 2002
riverside daydreams I gaze at the waters uv the stream, at currents moving like strange electricity through a liquid brain Reflections uv trees like dendrites,axons,neurons in a kozmik mind-stirred nature salad uv divinity Written and shared with love,joy,and wonder. -Matt Copyright: February 17, 2002 airlesslunar@yahoo.com
i am rain free falling drops that can’t be held onto simply slither through your fingers my touch is violating, cold electricity for your skin ricocheting against your defenses, i’m no longer reverb in your heart smacking against the pavement i lash out at your window’s stare you think it’s calming - so beautiful to watch me fall preferring to watch from a distance through a sheet of glass where it’s warm i used to feel your gaze separate me while i danced on that midnight well waking up on the grass in the morning wiped clean from the night before -fawn copyright 11/04
Circling ravens overhead communicating on silent wavelengths of angelweave hairs Beauty,mystery Sleek poles uv solidaritee SLUDDERERIA in my VOOLERIA Anthropodactic vludaneria -Matt S. airlesslunar@yahoo.com Copyright: February 16, 2002
His Voice Your voice speaks with the grace of a love poet's tongue. Each word chosen carefully to form pictures I can see. When I tell you that I am wrong for you, you purr so sweetly into my ear. "If another has your heart, if another has your voice, if another has your face, then my love, I will go to her and I will love her, as I love you. Until that day my wish remains to wake up each morning beside you, brushing back your hair, looking into your dream, feeling the warmth of your body, kissing your lips first. And as my days come to an end, my greatest wish is to be in your arms, when my angel comes for me. This way, my love, I leave one angel's arms and go into another's. There is no trauma, I am safe my love, with you.." --Kimba Copyright, July 2000