I'm forced out of my dream.
Another endless day of school.
Walking the halls like a zombie.
Everytime I see you I'm reminded it will never be.

I wander alone at night again.
Thinking of how it could have been.
I see another couple in the park.
Hand in hand and heart to heart.

I go back to bed back to dreams.
Cry because I'll never have a friend.
A light is reflecting through my window
and the whole process starts again.

I'm getting tired of this pain.
Tired of knowing I'll never love again.
Every girl I would like to see
never wants anything to do with me.

I close the blinds to stop the light.
I see death and shadows all around me.
I'm not bothered by it you see
because I'm used to it being all around me.

The rain pours down on me
as I sit in the street.
I have no wish for any shelter
becaue it's acid rain that flows on me.

But I really don't want to die.
So I walk back to my home alone.
Go back to my bed and dream
of how it would be if you and me
were together.
But I know it won't happen.

A light is reflecting through my window.
I'm awakened from my endless dream.
Like a flower pushing through the dirt,
another day reminds me of just how much I hurt.

-1993