My Angel: Chapter Nine

My Angel: Chapter Nine A/N: Even though I did need one more review until I posted this chapter, I am deciding to be kind because I have had this chapter finished for at least 4 days now and I’m getting sick of waiting. But next time, I won’t be nice so I better get ten reviews, and I’m not posting little notes so you know I updated! Tell you friends your family, your father’s uncle’s brother’s sister’s boyfriend’s, dog. I don’t care, but if I Don’t get em, this story goes ka put! Mucho Amor! ~*Me*~

Grace sighed as she sat on her couch watching TV. Only three days until she left for the home f the cheese heads, Wisconsin to visit Chris and all his friends.

She was excited about getting to spend time with Chris, but also nervous.

The feelings she was having inside for him was making everything more difficult and making any time she had alone with him nard on not only her, but him also.

She was confused and nervous. She couldn’t let him in. What if her tried to hurt her? Not only physically but emotionally. There were so many risks that came along with letting Chris into her life as more than a friend and she couldn’t take them.

Her plate was full and Grace was beginning to feel full.

Chris sat back before he had to start thus hustle and bustle that was the pre-show.

He couldn’t wait until the next day, finally he could spend some time with Grace, maybe he could even tell her everything that was flowing inside of him. But then again, maybe not.

Chris never knew what happened with Grace in high school and why she couldn’t live with her own family. He could never ask, he assumed if he needed to know she would have told him, but obviously she wanted it kept private, she was always like that. Very to herself.

He let out a loud sigh as more thoughts raced through his mind. He was beginning to feel anxious and knew that was never good.

Chris got off the couch and started walking around inside the complex; he let everything go through his head.

As noticed the noise outside getting louder Chris decided it was time to go back to hang out with the guys.

Once again it was time to get ready for another show, another night full of screaming fans and sweaty smelly guys.

Chris loved his job but sometime she needed more. Sometimes he needed someone to come home to, or call when he has something on his mind. He hadn’t that for such a long time he had forgotten how it felt.

As Chris, JC, Justin, Joey, and Lance rose onto the stag beginning yet another r show they couldn’t help but feel happy for everything they’ve gotten in life, and yet at the same time, sad, for the things they missed out on.

“What am I missing?” Grace asked herself as she packed for her flight that left later that afternoon. As she looked through her room the phone rang.

“Ya?” She asked picking it up off its cradle.

“it’s me, when are you leaving?” She heard Kayla ask her.

“In a couple hours, I wish you could have come,” Grace told her.

“I know, but I think you and Chris should have some…alone time,” She told her.

“What exactly do you mean by that?”

“Could be the fact that you and Chris are so meant for each other it makes me sick and that you should hook up with him so that I can be around good old JC there, damn he’s cute,” Grace laughed.

“Yeah, he is, but me and Chris, no, he’s my best friend, and Kayla, I can’t let him in right now, it’s just not the time.”

“Gracie girl, it’s never the time with you, there’s always school or work or something with you, well stop, there’s nothing stopping you and Chris form getting together except for your stubbornness and fear of commitment.”

“Kay, you know why I’m like this, I couldn’t stand having someone treat me like that again, I just can’t, I still wake up at night sweating because I had nightmares about what he used to do to me, don’t tell me it’s just a fear of commitment, it’s so much more than that and you know it.”

“I know Grace, but come on, this is Chris, the one you’ve known since middle school, the one always turned to until we became close, you know you can trust and that won’t hurt you.”

“I think I can, but I Don’t know that for fact, Kay, I want to so bad, I want to let him in, and I want someone to love me the way you read about in books and see in the movies, now, while that may never happen, I still want someone to love me and for me to love, I just, I don’t know how.”

“Look, I’m sorry, I didn’t want you to be upset when you left, it just bugs me how you never do anything for you, you’re always looking out for everyone else.”

“I’m sorry, look, I hafta finish packing when I’ done I’ll call you back and we can talk before I Leave ok?”

“Deal, I love you Gracie girl.”

“Love you too, Kay, bye!” The girls hung up the phone as Grace let everything she had just been told leave her mind for the time and continue packing for the fun week ahead of her.

Grace stood around the airport impatiently. Her flight had landed a half hour ago and Chris had promised to pick her up.

She sighed, exasperated a she began to walk around, trying to see if she could find him, With no such luck, Grace took her seat again and started flipping through a magazine.

As she was halfway through the magazine for the fifth time Grace felt a tap on her shoulder and turned around to see a tentatively smiling Chris.

“Mad at me?” He asked her.

“No,” She answered as they hugged. It was true, when Chris was late Grace was irate but she couldn’t help but let that anger leave her as soon as she saw his smiling face. “But can we get out of this stupid airport?”

“Of course, let’s go,” Chris told her, handing her bag to Joey as she wrapped his hand around her shoulders and they walked out talking and laughing.

“What are we gonna today?” Grace asked Chris as they drove back to hotel they were staying at for the night.

“Nothing too exciting, we have to do Meet ‘N’ Greets and sound check, and that will start at like 3 or so, but until then we don’t have much to do at all,” He answered her, giving her a big goofy smile before continuing, “So, until then, I’m all yours babe.”

Grace busted out laughing, “that was horrible.”

“Yeah I have to agree with the girl on this one , Chris, That bit a big one,” Justin butted in.

“Thanks J, appreciate it, I know I can always count on you for support,” Chris told him sarcastically.

“Always,” He answered, smiling.

“Come on, let’s go have some fun!” Chris said as they pulled up the hotel and he dragged her out of the van as Dre got her bags.

As Chris held her hand in his she felt something go through her that she had never felt before, and Grace had to admit, it wasn’t a feeling should ever wanted to go away.

A/N: Aren’t I evil? I know what’s going but YOU DON’T!! I’m mean too! If you give me ten reviews within umm…a week, I’ll give you another chapter, if not, say bye bye bye to the story! Just kidding, I don’t think I could do that, I like this story too much, but I’ll make you wait forever until you find out the destiny of Grace and Chris. HAHAH! REVIEW!