y.2.pain
is there violence in the words you speak?
its a memory of pain that haunts me
how can these words torment me?
why do i see it that way? but...
i can take the pain, its good for me
i can deal with this, insecurity
i can take your pain, its good for me
give me your pain, i'll take this insanity
mentally i stress and anger flows
like water from the stream i overflow
the silence it kills, so why are you silent?
you just don't get it, your just so uncomplient
y.2.pain, is what i look forword to
y.2.rain is how it has fallen
i am sane, can't take that away
bive me pain, i need it i need it today, today...becuz...
i can take the pain, its good for me
i can deal with this, insecurity
i can take the pain, its good for me
give me your pain, i'll take this insanity
your words are so silent now
i've got to cope somehow
my thoughts are cryin out
i want to scream and shout
y.2.pain is what i look forward to
y.2.drain is how i can deal
you tell me, you've nothing to do with me
thank you for this insanity
i can take the pain, its good for me
i can deal with this, insecurity
i can take the pain, its good for me
give me your pain, i'll take this insanity
you look at me with those broken thoughts
when your words have gone away
you touch me with your fortified gaze
and i'll think of you and go crazy
i laugh and cry through the tortured ways
and lose what i believe
i'll tell you one thing, that's true inside
all i wanna do is leave
it's all been said but in different ways
the way you feel is still in vain
and this new year can't take away
all my built up pain
y.2.pain, is what i look forward to
y.2.name, i'm nameless and broken
all i can say, is how i'm so speechless
all i can see, is how i'm so blind
i can take this pain, its good for me
i can deal with it, insecurity
i can take the pain, its good for me
give me your pain, i'll take this insanity
so bring me there to your garden
and plant me like a seed
you'll bury me with your love
then smother the rest in greed
you'll think your thoughts anyway
i can't change that
i look to the direction of my pain
i can't think that
i'm gonna go on my own way
don't you see that
i can't wait to fly away
away like that...
y.2.pain, is what i look forward to
y.2.gain, no i don't gain much
see my path, taking least taken
all i can see is you go the other way
i can take the pain, it's good for me
i can deal with this, insecurity
i can take the pain, it's good for me
give me your pain, i'll take this insanity
am i wasting away, like tomorrow will never come
am i mute, you don't hear that these words are mine
i deal with my struggles, deal with them day to day
ideal with emotions, i'm so numb and wasting away
to deal with this game, is just murder
to see me around, awake in cold slumber
i see all these people around me again and again
my heart so broken has become my only friend
how can living life be so tragic
its over-reacting, but sometimes can be like magic
and in an ideal world, life would be so free
so free from the torture, the pain, and my own agony
y.2.pain, is what i look forward to
y.2.strain, the crimson so visible
am i so blind, i feel like a lost cause
i can't define, effects of your heart toss
i can take the pain, its good for me
i can deal with this, insecurity
i can take the pain, its good for me
give me your pain, i'll take this insanity
i'm done dealing with this pain
i just can't take the drain
i'm gettin over you i'm sure
i'm startin to feel that i can endure
why do you think your so pure
why do you think there's no need for a cure
]i just have nothing to say
leave me alone, with your torturing ways
leave me alone, i can't deal with these torturing days
i'm so sick and tired, depressed, in need of protection
but all you can do is offer me false affection
y.2.pain, i'm sick of this torture
y.2.k.i'm sure to be over
this pain of mine, this is my final flaw
blocking my tention, forget you and shut that door
y.2.pain, its over...
y.2.k, i'm looking on
i've gotten away, i'm trying to shut the door
but something keeps nagging me...will i come back for
more???
tim, '99
