~^*~I Am Bitter Sweet Agony~*^~

<~*Things That Annoy Me Extremly*~

• ~*Oblivious People*~
• ~*The U.S govt. and any other Govt. for that matter*~
• ~*Stereotypes*~
• ~*People that get things that they don't work for*~
• ~*Mullet hair cuts*~
• ~*Smelly People*~

I lay in a field of self loathing, Pearing into a mirrow of discontent Time cannot mend the pain i feel inside, It consumes me from everywhere, In and out my mind It crawls out into my veins It gives me the high i need to sustaine Now i feel nothingness A void of things yet to come My heart is empty, it's forgotton how to love My eyes have grown weak ,shallow in the light Im in a constant struggle,ive forgotton how to fight I'm worthless now Left to die out on my own Everyone i know has brought me here My memories and thoughts have begun to sear Once filled with fear, pain and hate I realease myself from this awfull state The warmth of the flowing blood relaxes me to sleep The pain, hurt and anguish i will no longer keep I sit aloneThe old Familiar feelingRemorsefull for my former selfOnce again let downI sit tornHiding behind tearsMy face burns as they fallI choke on breathI gasp for soliceReaching for what is not thereI bleed insideI kill myself with memoryHaunted by dreamsLonging for companionshipNeeding resistanceI lay DyingRembering my MistakesCareing is the death of me I dream of a better lifeOne not so long Or filled with anguish and painI dream when i'm awakeTheres a void when i'm asleepMaybe when i'm asleep i'm living my true lifeAn empty void of nothingAnd when i'm awake Im dreaming the same reaccuring nightmare

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