w0o0o Here i am got that lifetyme tv moment thing goin on. Depressed n shyte, Blahness. Almost 5am gotta work in the afternoon and aint gone ta bed yet. Tryin to drink tha pain away yay! I'm very sarkastik when i'm all depressified aint i? Ahwell! Yea well have you ever gotten lyke that thing where..0k lemme explain it all out here.
Lyke your in this semi thing with someone and lyke one minute they are all lyke they love ya n all that mushy shyte then lyke the next they want nothing to do with you? I mean not that they say it, but you kan lyke tell or feel it by their reaktionz or the way they are akting. 0r one day you seem to be lyke their world, but two dayz later it feelz lyke your their worldz worst mistake
. Now yea yea i kno people go threw their ruff tymez n blah blah all that shyte, but when sumthin lyke that juss keepz goin on it kina sux munkee toe ya kno what i mean. o0o but it also helpz tha drinking progress go by alot faster! Therez a plus for my Alkomaholism! Juss sit bak, pop tha top on another Korona and smoke some more nikotine. Soundz lyke a really retarded way to solve a problem, but hey it werx for me so yea dun kare.
0n top of everything else i'm "suppose" to be quiting smoking. Hah theze people that say it'z easy must have been on lyke an all day trip or high kuz thaz tha biggest load of bullshyte i ever heard. "You just have to have the will power." Will power my fat white ass! How you gunna have will power when in tha bak of your head (( WHILE your on lyke this konstant stress trip )) and you kno it will help ya out, you also kno you really dun wanna quit it'z "just for the best". 0h and if your one of those people that are lyke "I wanna die faster" Therez another plus of smoking for ya. Well if your gunna die might az well die of something you enjoy right? Thaz tha way i see it. Ofkourse there are alot who dun see it my way. Blah more power to them, but i thynk i'll stikk with my way of thynkin for a while. When i'm dead then maybe i'll konsider someone elses.