december 4rth 2001: today i went out to lunch with my friend jeff then we watched part of a pirated video of american pie 2, cool movie .then i went to work and tommorow i get to do it all over again..next sunday i leave for chicago it shoudl be a blast..hope i dont die.
december 8th 2001: i leave for my trip tommorow be back on next saturday the 15th.......its gonna be a lot of fun...........but i need some sleep so im out of here.......
december 19th 2001: well im back from my trip and i have to say...i know a lot of very cool girls......and megan is probably the coolest....we had lots of fun....and even though we discovered how weird we are up close and in person....we still like each other......i know its weird.......but thats a long story...........there are pics ona new pic page i made...and i actually made another pic page as well......if you havent noticed i actually made some changes around here i figured my site needed them basically i made it easier to navigate i had too many links so i minimized them........i am also about to add a poem called TIME LAPSE to my face is blue like his.....and get this two new poems called MARIE written for a very special person and LOVE TREE both added to for the ladies!!!!!!!!...ok im all pooped out goodnight
december 22nd 2001: things are looking up in my life(weird) im getting a new car and moving out of my dads house.......i know some realy cool people......and lots of people love me......shit its like im on zantac or something(im not)......lol.......today i updated my links section...i added some of my favorites and a new site by my friend steffi...its still in the works but hey its allready better than mine so check it out....im warning you though....she doesnt have a beersex section.......so you know.....im still pretty cool right?(hopes)......
december 23rd 2001: well last night me and 5 of my friends went to san fransisco and went out to dinner and then we went to a club called mitchell brothers.....if you want to know more about the club there is a movie called "rated x" which is all about the history of this club...........it was an ok time...i can trhink of only a couple things i would rather be doing...but i wont get graffic and tell you here...lol...yeah im a gross person i know....but anyway today i just layed around on my lazy ass and didnt do crap......but thats what i wanted to do so bite me...
december 24rth 2001: worked a long shift today opened and closed at my job...shitty i tell you shitty.....then i went to dinner at my grandmothers house....shes so awesome if i have any redeeming qaulities i give her the credit...........lol sorry mom and dad...but its true
december 25th 2001: always a weird day for me...mainly cause christ wasnt born on this day and secondly because....well its so capitalized its ridiculous.........sometimes i wonder if our economy would make it without this "holiday".......i got lots of cool things though and i gave out some pretty cool crap too...and honestly whenther or not you believe or whatever.....its all about family....and thats the god forsakin truth
december 26th 2001: so basically its like 3 in the morning or something like that......our main comp crashed recently so we are using my brothers comp....which isnt that bad but i lost a lot of data in the crash(i hate those things)...which is depressing....but o well.........thats life right?........lol.........today i am going to apply for a loan with my grandmother so that i can get a cool car and also pimp it out.....vroom vroom...i like speed a lot.........and also we are going out to lunch and im paying...as always every week......i have found that in the last few months that i have been going out to lunch with my grandma once a week that she is such a great person it puts me to shame...and i aspire to be like her........and if i am ever as good a person as she is....it will be because of her........maybe my dad but most definately not my mom.......love my mom to death...but she isnt good person....isnt life grand?
december 28th 2001: its all most new years eve.....woooo...i have to work yeah ........i hate working on new years eve it really blows.........o well mayeb ill get off early.........tonight we are drinking at joshes.....its gonan be a laid back night i think we might have a fat party tommorow night though(his roomate is leaving).........by the way i got the loan and will soon be driving a very cool car ill be sure to add pics............bye bye
december 29th 2001: well last night was interesting.....number of drunken falls 1......number of cans smashed on head 3.............trips to the store to buy to buy breakfast food for the morning 1........times i almost got in a fight at the store 1........cashiers at said store who think i am funny 1.......yelled and screamed at an atm........1..........yeah thats about it........but jen made us breakfast so that was cool eggs,sausage, bacon, hash browns, and cinnomon rolls........i seriously thought i was in heaven
december 30th 2001: last nigth was ill except for the fact that my freinds brooke and jeff got in a huge fight....but the party was fat i just spent 2oo bucks at american eagle ....got some cool shit.........sunday as always is my stay home and do nothign day so maybe ill update again later who knows?...........
december 31rst 2001: well happy fucking new year to all of you...i had to work...fun level....negative 3
january 1rst 2002: i had to work you lucky fucks..........i also did nothing earlier in the day followed by after work...shananagins...im a loser blow me
january 3rd 2002: hey whats goin on.......its early thursday morning.....nothin cool to report....other than last nigt i probably had one of the most phenomenol convo's of my life last night with megan..........and on another note stephanie rocks..........leanne is awesome......and well lets be honest nicole rocks as well..........but only megan and steph have web pages do me a favor and check them out....go to the links section please.......
january 6th 2002: sorry i havent updated ina few days when the weekend rolls around i tend to not ever be at home when i am not sleeping.....today i didnt do crap except some shopping......yeah im exciting i know......you dont have to tell me i already know.....ill update again later or tomorrow.....
january 14th 2002: yeah im a slacker and shit...i know......im really starting to not care about this journal thing at all........actually the whole webpage is starting to bother me....in fact the internet in general is begiining to really erk me....not sure why but its probably because i am dissatisfied with the time put in and responce i get out of i.......but i dont really feel its my fault........my site has content......i just dont have tits to flash at everybody.........it sucks but i guess thats life...........o well....bye walk in beauty....
january 19th 2002: well today i am not really doing shit i dont have to work im gonan go sign up for school and maybe go kick it with kierans gay ass....cause all my other friends have jobs......later i am gonna go take a test drive in this sick ass civic hatchback.....with my boy brian cause i cant drive a stick all that well...yet.......watch out in the near future for a midget in a sick ass hatchback swerving around your neiborhood...goin real fucking fast....and like that hes gone
january 21st 2002: well i had an amazing weekend...........first friday night my friend brian and i decided we would pre drink at his house before we got a ride to this party......so anyway we get to the party....im fucking smashed already.....i blacked out next thing i know i wake up in my friends blazer i had been sleeping in there for a couple of hours.....and previously i had gone to teh store to buy more beer for my friends......well you could have fooled me......during the time i was sleeping my friends are frantically calling everybody they know looking for me because i didnt tell them where i was going....LOL.....i even got a couple emails talking shit to me about how i am an idiot for driving home drunk.......i was in the car the whole time....shit my car wasnt even in the same city as us.....drunk people are so stupid......anyway so i go back into the party wobbling and stumbling and all stuttering....but hey whatever it was still fun.....saturday night me and 5 of my friends went to a girls birthday party....invite only........and i kid you not we got there at like 9:45 and we were the only guys there....and there were like at least 20 super hot girls there......the ratio of this party was amazing sure more guys came later but so did more girls...... fucking great party....i had a great time....apperently my friends thought i took off and drove home drunk again at like 4 in teh morning.....maybe i should start telling them when i am gonna go for a walk...anyway i blacked out at like 430 a.m. and woke up on the girls carpet with a sore head and grass stains on my pants....o well thats life i guess...sunday....went and got lunch with osme friends...very hungover friends i might add......played a game of basketball with some girls.....and then went to the mall got a couple of cd's and some underwear......got mexican food went and watched the simpsons.....went and played basketball at midnight...godbless 24 hour fitness clubs....anyway i am really sore today....im bored and nobody is here for me to talk to.....bleh...
january 28th 2002: thisn past weekend sucked ass...completely..except for the fact that i saw black hawk down with some of my boys........but there were zero parties to go to.....bullshit i say.........nothing interesting has happened to me lately at all......well my friend brian got married but other than that nothing cool...i know brian doesnt read this but...congrats anyway.....im outta here...look forward to another post sometime within the next century...or you could check out my new journal.....(the link is right below the link to this page).....anyhow much love to you..bye
february 7th 2002: hey whats up non exsistent people.......i keep getting hits but i have no idea from whom cause nobody signs my guestbook..anyway..last weekend was one of the best of my life.....my friends got a river house for my friend jon eldridges birthday(you can see his comments in my guestbook..he likes to say i am cheating on my boyfriends?....define cheating...)anyway...the place was beautiful..and i met a nice young lady both nights(same one)...her name is jeanette..and she doesnt like to return my phone calls.....yeah im a fucking winner i know...its weird too cause she really seemed to like me at the party....o well thats life kiddies..it was still fun and she was awesome.....maybe she has some fantastic excuse..otherwise this midget is still on the prowl..look out ladies...loland i think i am finally get my fuckign car today..its gonna be so sick keep a lok out for pics everytime i do an aftermarket upgrade...im out
febuary 14th 2002: yeha its v-day i got one call......i hate this day........well anyway thanks nicole for the call....you know i love you........i got my new car...but have run into some problems with it actualy moving correctly..nothin major......im just broke right now so thank god i still have the probe....this weekend im going to chico to visit kieran....should be lots of fun i hear saturday night is the beer olympics..which means i am wearing my shitty clothes...cause there is a very high chance of me getting way too drunk and flipping out maybe ill go to jail again?...or wake up someplace strange..fun fun fun bye
march 13th 2002: damn its been almost a month since i have posted here...im sorry i am a lazy ass...i havent even been writing poetry that i can share with you lately...im in some sort of slump...well let me tell you about last weekend...friday night i went to some bar that doesnt i.d. people...ironicly enough i got id'ed even though out of all my friends i went with i am one of the only people who is actually 21...saturday night i went to my friend christines 21rst birthday party..which was held on a trolley in san fransisco...it was honestly an amazing time...up until i dont remember...i wake up the next day wonderinf how i got to my bed...i go outside and thank god my car isnt there which means i didnt drive home...i feel like shit...apperantly on the drive home with my friends chris and kim i called my friend(ex friend now) nicole and left very degrading messages on her answering machine...some of the things i have heard that i said were very fucked up and i admit i am truly an idiot for this whole situation...i have really embarassed her and her boyfriends family and i feel really bad but she doesnt care and never wants to talk to me again...i dont blame her...but it is time to move on though...sunday night i chilled with my friends josh and tara at their house...and i got way too drunk again but this time i got all nice...it was like a brady bunch episode...i am so silly...then i was 2 hours late for work on monday....yeah i am so cool i know...i cant wait to get married and stop drinking...or even to get a girlfriend and stop drinking...but i wont stop until one or the other happens...and thats just the way its gonna be....im out