FACE ME!!!!!!!!!
BLUE RISE
as soon as we fall
we may be born again
this is what he teaches us
what we have learned from him
his name is phoenix
his fire bright and blue
his eyes do not deceive
only transmit what is true
his secret lies within
and we search the earth
for hidden knowledge
he has had since birth
unbeknownst to the prophets
he lives among the dead
and will always unless we forget
how to comprehend what he said
death transmits his thoughts
his mind of massive girth
if we live like him
he will enjoy rebirth
BROKEN PATH
we walk the path
together but alone
in our minds
we forget words
and speak with skin
our eyes laugh
at things forgotten
when the path ends
and the walls rise
pain becomes easy
blood runs thin
fear becomes words
on knees
begging at the sky
death in you
is death in me
our eyes coated with hate
still and crusted
as dawn rises
we stir from the dirt
the walls rotten and brittle
the path opens to us
we must continue
CLEAR OCEAN
a river on my face
turns pain to water
flowing into an ocean
a desperate struggle
to stay afloat
i may not even want to
futile as it may be
my arms stay in motion
and the ocean rises
born of my pain
it surrounds me
and chokes me
steals my life
such passive aggression
sucks me under
swallows me whole
down i plummet
to my end
and i am calm
amidst the storm
it subsides around me
flattening the surface
forgotten are my tears
my fears evaporate
i knew i'd make it
MERKABA MOBILE
my body is light
i am immortal
even thrown down here
in my darkest hour
i will transgress
your body is light
you are immortal
even distant as hate brings us
in your darkest hour
you will transgress
our body, our light
we are immortal
even dimmed as the stars
in our lives darkest hour
we shall transgress
MY MIND
im praying for rain
standing in sunshine
behind my own eyes
lies my frailty
my need to be alive
im chasing the clouds
floating on the wind
inside of my skull
find my suspicion
my earnest desire to breathe
im looking for guidance
swimming in mud
in between my ears
awaits my apprehension
of actually living
FADED CELL
praying with idle hands
time washing my mind away
ive learned who to trust
and from who to stray away
i never want to leave
but i am not convinced
that i really want to stay
finding secrets in my head
realizing how to drift away
sifting through the sand and dirt
locking my secrets within myself
never learning never trusting
only knowing how to fall away
i become myself inside of myself
my body dissapearing
my face fading away
wings on my mind
floating through life
and then leaving
someway
BREATHE
your mind is in a cocoon
allow me to unravel
the woven silk
created by centuries
or unrelenting stubbornness
but you still have time
to discover who you might become
your truth lies on the inside
but far from the center
just where you left it
for noone else to find
hidden amongst the order
which is provided by others
lies the secrets of this place
so spread your wings with me
and visit your own temple
make memories of the silk
so as to not forget
one aspect of our mind
is to weave cocoons
for our brethren
one last time i remind you
dont forget to breathe
and if you need me
ill be just over the horizon
spreading my wings
TIME LAPSE
what happened to time
it was always there
and now its gone
where can time go
but out the window
in a flurry of words
which mean nothing to me
just syllables and sounds
i find meaning on the inside
where my soul lives
where it grows and dies
ive always said all the things i said
without thought of the future
but words are powerful it appears
just strong enough to augment
this particular moment
unfortunately this moment
is all that matters to me
and all that ever will
mean anything to me