yesterday in the light
i held your hand
and i smiled
because it was beautiful
tommorow in the future
i see us
and i laughed
because we are beautiful
A MISTY HAZE
ive dreamed of this day
when you would enter
and never again stray
its my world and your its center
ive loved you for a while
i realized just today
for a glimpse of your smile
anything, i would say
ive envisioned your face
on a cloudy day
even from a far away place
i can still see your sunray
DREAMING OF YOU(mental tears)
so you've been here
before, you touched this
it reeks of your mind
ill remember forever
i cry when i touch it
it never fades away
long nights alone
i know these words
as if i spoke them
could you be me
inside of my mind
its easier to understand
when its you
DREAM PART ONE
in a dream
i feel you
falling away
grasping with my finger tips
but our love connects us
bringing you back to me
our souls intertwine
and as i awaken
you are not with me
but i still feel you
inside of myself
you are apart of me
a part of us
so i sit by myself
dreaming of you again
of that day,in that place
when our fingers will touch
in an eternal embrace
we will be together
forever
DREAM PART TWO
im in this dream again
searching for you
i smell you
but where are you
i sense you
but you are not with me
your aura surrounds me
then you are there
behind me
around me
you are me
and i am you
but this connection breaks
again i awaken
wishing for you
wanting you
to complete me
visions of your face
dancing in my mind
i could never replace
this feeling i find
in you
WINGS
bathed in golden sunshine
her porcelain image
engraved in my retinas
circled by a morning dew
her breath enchants me
forever in my mind
shrouded by silver clouds
her incandescent presence
as if i could touch her
covered in cold moonlight
her warmth is me
never forget her smell
THICK ESSENCE
we entered the darkness
not together
i cant find you
i can sense you
we touched the darkness
separated always
why cant i see you?
you are just around the bend
we swallowed the darkness
closer but still apart
i want to but i cant
i can smell your skin
we reject the darkness
i feel your breeze
cant you follow me
i can hear your mind
we run from the darkness
together at last, we are one
kiss me ,unless you cant
i can touch your light
REMEMBER
everything she does to me
she remembers things i said
listens when i feel like shit
understands why i feel like this
knows how i feel inside
even when i try to hide
she sees right through
i am so simple
but when i am with her
i can truly feel my heart
beating and bleeding
glowing with longing
just knowing i am alive
twisting my mind
with every motion
just wanting
to make her
feel alive as well
BURDEN OF HOPE
i am laying in wait
rotting within my skin
waiting for you to heal me
you said you would heal me
now you just twist the dagger
but we can turn back
if i may lead the way
will you follow
we might not rise above anything
but you knew that
you said you knew that
understand i walk in shadows
nubile yet withering
my soul must be released
from this cage called me
so place your hand upon me
and hold my sorrow
and may we wither together
LOVE TREE
we've known each other
for what seems like forever
from auspicious beginnings
which seemed so surreal at the time
i now cant help to feel that it is so real
and might just be something
that could act as the seed of life
and grow us a beautiful tree
MARIE
she walks softly
giving off
just enough noise
so that her presence is felt
and noticed quickly
every time she walks by
i feel something deep inside
awakening from its slumber
a sleep with no beginning
yet forgotten quickly
when she smiles
warmth glinting in her eye
an aura filled with love
a moment frozen in time
never to be forgotten