it occured to me recently that the most powerful thing on this planet.......besides brute force of course ......is perspective.....i mean it doesnt matter if it is right or not somebody will die for what they beleive in....and whos to say what is right?
computer games don't affect kids, I mean if pac man affected us as kids, we'd all run around in a darkened room munching pills and listening to repetitive music....hmmm sound like a rave?
sometimes i wonder if christians are really happy or really stupid?
whats with all of these people who keep telling me we didnt land on the moon?
where would i be without my friends?
well, youve spent your whole life trying to fulfill yourself..to make yourself whole...dont you ever wonder if heaven really exists? ...cause if it doesnt when you die its gonna suck...bigtime...me i live for now i live for the love of myself and my friends.....when i die it will be time for me to go away...not to some big cloud filled everything is gonna be allright place....i already know everything will be alright you know how? because i am happy i dont need god to make me happy i need love ...and no i dont have to get love from god..thats what my friends are for ...sometimes i feel sorry for all of these people who live for their god but then i just say to myself...its not my problem safe journey to them.
we are all just animals who have strayed from the garden of eden and anyone who thinks that they are gonna get back is really confused
just as total power corrupts so does total weakness be as much afraid of losing yourself in might as in sorrowful self loathing
"just cause there arent cameras around doesnt mean that we arent actors"
one of the major themes that i have learned in my life is that only blind people see things that dont exsist
does anybody else beleive that tribes relate to people in the way that bees have hives birds have flocks ants have colonies lions have prides.....if not why do you feel this way it makes perfect sense to me
im afraid of what my life will become......i dont wanna be a slave to this world....i dont want to keep dragging stones to build other peoples pyramids.....this is insanity........
keep in mind that no matter how perfect you think our way of life is that there is no one rigt way for us to live.....last time i checked our tribal anscetors were not destryoing earth....but granted they didnt have luxuries like microwaves and television........so i guess basically they were not lazy.......
is it possible to forget how to be happy? and in this "forgetting" could happiness be replaced with another all to familiar feeling like hate or sorrow in example to feel good would be a feeling associated with being angry or sad......
i had a thought today i was thinking about religion and things of that nature and i remembered a time when i was 10 and i was at one of my friends house's for a birthday party sleepover......his family was devoutly religious....his mom asked me if i wanted to go to church with them the following morning...i didnt know what to say but i remember being scared....i told her i would call my mom and ask.....when i got of the phone with my mom i stated to my friends mom that my mom said i didnt have to go....remembering this makes me wonder why was i so scared of going to church..... its not like my parents told me that religious people were evil......why was i so scared?
never forget how dangerous your beliefs are to the evolution of your mind and thought process. you have to stop believing to really see anything.its not as easy as it sounds though. you have been brainwashed your whole life there is little you can do to change this we must unlearn everything before we can change anything but hey rome wasnt built in a day and neither was your mind
sometimes i wonder if this dream we live in will cease....and you know when this is gonna happen? its called mother nature isnt our whore we have abused her to no end....seeking only to make our world more vast and expensive like a pricy car..well you know what the insurance is very expensive and someday i cant say for sure when our mother earth will claim retribution and folks it isnt gonna be pretty....i dont have the answers...i know not the solution but i know we will not last like this...we are a sexually transmitted disease that we gave ourselves after we raped our mother earth.....she is not pleased
well im gonna end this session now with a list of people i love....starting with family....grandma nelson,grandpa nelson (rip),ashley,doug,tiffany,lisa,grandma murphy,grandpa murphy(rip),dad,mom,matthew,.....extended family,jeremy,obe,zulla,neemie(rip),dave ,jeff,megan,kieran,hopkins,leanne,genny a. ,eldridge,kim,josh,woosley..nikkydee...and thats all i can think of right now if i left you out give me an email and if i deem you worthy of my love i will put you on here bye