WoRdS ArRaNgEd FoR MeAnInG
Angel
I do things I know aren't right; I hope I am forgiven
It's just so hard,::
It's unfair to live life::
Without living a single day.::
Can I still be an Angel, like the one in your eyes, even falling out of a twisted story?::
Even when you turn me inside out I am still nothing but human.::
What remains in my heart is sober, and it's honest what I feel.::
Tonight, I'm admitting that I did wrong, fucked up;::
There's no explanation to offer, no story to weave::
If it's love you have in your heart still, hold my hand::
And don't let me go into this alone.::
Can I be your broken Angel? Flawed, yet perfect::
Shamed, and still so innocent
I'm told I must let you go::
But, I promise, I will return.::
Wait in this last good-bye with me::
Hold us together in your heart::
The next time I'm with you, I'm sure to be the Angel::that I always needed to be.
Creep.
This morning, I woke in a body that ties me down,
A mind that keeps my head shamefully low
A feeling that I just can't shake
Today, I cried my last tear for the world
Hated myself so I'd feel the same
Said good-bye, just minus a smile
Making my bed, today I decide just to lie
There's too much time to deal with
Too many hurts and consequences
Into my cradle, my coffin, all places of innocent peace
No more validation for the life I wish to waste
Hoping was bold misery in a deceitful form,
I wished to stop.
This is my end that justifed all means.
Just Like Falling Down.
It was wrong of me to ever get comfortable; falsehood of character I just didn't see
What I treasured was stolen away/ in a moment, everything changed
Too afraid, I'm scared; it'll happen again/ one wrong move and it's same-old cement
Hindsight's my terror object/ Won't let me breathe without suffocating my life with actions I can't take back
If I venture one step forwards, it won't be without thinking five steps around
Analize, criticize, losing my marbles for keeps
If I never step forward, I'll never fall backwards again
