Alone Again
Four o'clock in the morning,
Afraid to open my eyes,
Another day of grief,
A day of fear.
All alone I feel.
I try to justify all the pain,
All the guilt,before my eyes.
Another day of confusion,
A day of wondering.
Is it ever just going to go away?
All this pain that i feel.
And all this anger, is it going to stay?
Ten o'clock in the evening,
Afraid of the nightmares.
Again my breathing stops.
All I can do is stare into the night.
What is it that causes there feeling?
Another night of crying,
A night of hiding.
Alone once again,
My heart feels empty,
And I cant cry another tear.
Another day wasted on insecurity.
A day of wondering,
Is this going to end?