The Misery of Me
For now I watch from a distance,
Wanting so much to be a part
Of the dream I see every day
that's tearing me apart.
For some reason,
I can't let you go.
I wait in silence,
so much wanting you to know.
My emotions are crushed daily,
as I fail to realize my dream
of you and I together,
people seeing us as a team.
But for now, I stand on the sidelines,
not able to play my own game,
and wishing over and over for you,
with only myself to blame.