Tired
Happiness come cover me
This cold is penetrating
Tired of this loneliness
this self-depresion
Tired of this hollowness
The blackness of this lair
Tired of my hand grasping
Nothing but this cold air
Tired of haunting fears
of thoughts turned dark
Tired in a world that seems
I'll never make my mark
Tired of the constant feel
that I'll never be enough
Tired of losing my dreams
Losing my belief in love
Tired of my body aching
from endless hours weeping
of wanting to be swallowed
down into eternity sleeping
Tired of self-sabotaging
So tired of being drained
Tired of feeling how I do
in a world of love restrained
Tired of being whoever I am!
Just look where it's gotten me!
For all the love in my heart is
locked in a Hell noone see's
