Is Life Worth Living for?

is this pain,
this hurt,
these lies,
these secrets,
worth living for?
should i end it now?
with a bullet,
with a needle,
with some pills,
that's the way i want it.
me dead and gone!
should i,
will i,
can i,
yes, i can
you may ask "what stops you?"
because as long as i can
see your presents
or hear your voice
it's worth all of it.