CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: hello
tahuri2: um hello.
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: i like your webpage alot
tahuri2: oh. thank you. who are you?
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: emily...you dont know me
tahuri2: oh. then how did you get my screen name?
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: off the directory
tahuri2: i see.
tahuri2: do you have a web page?
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: no im in teh process of making one but its not working........i like your crush poem......whos it about?
tahuri2: just someone in my school where do you live?
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: im from ohio
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: the poem relates 2 me alot
tahuri2: really? how come?
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: ok......
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: about 2 months ago a friend of mine, chris, said he had feelings for me...i told him mine and we talked bout being w/ each other....blah blah and all that stuff....he said he wanted to go out......then one day he came back from his trip and said it wasnt possible after we had made a promise too
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: i was crushed basically.....
tahuri2: wow. basically the story here too.
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: i promised myself never 2 get caught up w/ him again......
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: but i cant take it!
tahuri2: cant take what?
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: being w/o him but i cant go back..it'll hurt more
tahuri2: it'll only hurt more if he breaks your heart again. isnt it bizarre self torture?
tahuri2: lol
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: i know..........can i ask you about your situation?
tahuri2: well this guy i know, i like him, and in the beginning of the year, he said he liked me, then "changed his mind". so i said that i wouldnt get involved with that bullshit again. then over easter break, he told me he regretted it, and wanted to go out with me, and that he would ask me after break was over...
tahuri2: well his friends hate me, and he decided(within two days of the whole thing going down) that his friends where more important. and he never went through with it. and i talked to him yesterday and he says he regrets it again. but he doesnt say about a third time. so maybe i read too much into it.
tahuri2: i dont know. its all very confusing. and it all hurts.
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: do you think his friends are more important than a relationship with him?
tahuri2: i think that friends come first. they are the people that will stick with you always, and the ones that pick you up when you fall.
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: i would agree with that.....do you think he would agree to a relationship again if you asked him?
tahuri2: probly not.
tahuri2: i dont think he knows what he wants.
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: same with chris
tahuri2: well i have to go. chat later?
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: yea bye
tahuri2: bye
CAPnCrUnCh4MEanU: :-)