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OLD POETRY

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Drained

I look at me and see what I fear
A shy, scared girl shivering with tears
Skin is white and pastey, clinging to bone
In a frigid, dark room I'm all alone
Dark circles appear under sunken eyes
No longer moving; I don't even try
In the mirror is a person who is no longer me
A dim, desolate future; no more trying to be
Something I am not; I was never strong
Thinking about the past; I was always wrong
I am nothing now; I am nothing but a shell
For I know this to be my own personal hell


-10/08/01
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Darkness

In the cold darkness, I see light
Going foward with all my might
The shadows grab me beneath my knees
You pull me up, from darkness I'm free
A hand reaches for me from below
It pulls me hard; you let go
I gaze up at you, as many tears I cry
"I'll get you no matter how hard I must try!"
With those words, something in me begins to shine
Looking up at you I scream, "I'll be just fine.
Sitting inside this gloom I guess I'll remain.
Swimming in cold darkness with all this pain."


-10/08/01
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Dream

Underneath the clear blue skies
I gaze into your beautiful eyes
Running my fingers through your soft hair
You look at me with an intense stare
It burns into me with extreme lust
Oh how I yearn for your passionate touch
Leaning towards you to kiss your lips
I feel around me your strong grip
Fueling the passion I feel for you
Hoping that you also feel it too
Something about you makes me feel like new
As sweat covers my skin like drops of dew
Turning and twisting together as one
Melting together as passion burns on
Watching your face as the sky turns to black
Spinning around 'til you're flat on your back
Your touch is so nice, tracing my face
Temperature rising, heart starts to race
Gasping for air, my body does shake
For from this wonderful dream I awake


-09/21/01
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Thank You

Something inside me begins to grow
What is this feeling, I do not know
Warmness and fluttering fill my heart
In my mind appears beautiful art
Inspiring my life in every way
Enjoying little things, day to day
Love is what I needed in my life
And you came along with a knife
Cutting away the rot and decay
Pulling me out and leading the way
For this I am grateful, this I know
Once I was sad, once I was low
Thank you, my friend, thank you again
I love you, and that will never end


-09/21/01
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Fear

Where are you? I need to know
Pain inside begins to grow
Tears run down; how can it be
The one I love doesn't love me?
Pain subsides leaving fear
I lie awake drowning in tears
Time may pass; apart we may grow
But I love you and that is all I know

-11/30/00


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