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And I'd give up forever to touch you…'Cause I know that you feel me somehow…You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be…And I don't want to go home right now… And all I can taste is this moment…And all I can breathe is your life…'Cause sooner or later it's over…I just don't want to miss you tonight… And I don't want the world to see me…'Cause I don't think that they'd understand…When everything's made to be broken…I just want you to know who I am… And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming…Or the moment of truth in your lies…When everything feels like the movies…And you bleed just to know you're alive… And I don't want the world to see me…'Cause I don't think that they'd understand…When everything's made to be broken…I just want you to know who I am - Iris, Goo Goo Dolls

 

Well then...hi to all the people who will ever enter this site. I'm hoping there'll be many of you, but if I was thinking realistically I shouldn't expect too much.

No...I'm getting too much attention! 

Starting to feel really self conscious. Help!!!

"The hardest thing to know in life is which bridge to cross and which bridge to burn"

This page is something I've been wanting to do for a long long time, but I never got around to it until I got a sudden burst of inspiration from the Journal of Anonymous. It's a very nifty idea, since it combines my interest in writing with my parents' desire for me to be interested in computers.

I'm not sure what I'll be putting on it exactly. Mainly thoughts and ideas, some blabbering about my life and maybe (if I'm capable of it) some interesting facts or witty remarks here and there.

So here I go: 

Sunday, 23 September 2001    9:09 am

I think I'll start off with the basics. Three simple facts about me:

Why Stone Dummy?  Stone as the symbol for loneliness, cold, grey, depression.

                                Dummy as useless, unimportant, someone not involved in whatever's happening.

                                And together: stone dummy as something unusual and probably unnecessary. 

*** Stonedummy can also be interpreted as Stoned Ummy, but I won't go into that.

I'm not usually the type of person who shares their feelings with others, unless those others are extremely close friends, who I can totally trust OR a notebook with a big chunky lock on it, which only I have the key to. But I'll make an exception for you guys ...keeping my identity a secret, I guess I can work around my insecurities and open up a little. ***Update...screw the secret identity crap...Hey, I'm Julia.

"Man is least himself when he talks in his own person, give him a mask and he'll tell you the truth"

I hope that I'll use this page to express everything I think and feel honestly, since sometimes it's difficult to do that in the real world. I have to keep reminding myself that it doesn't matter what everyone else thinks, even though that never actually works. On here, I promise myself to try and write as honestly as I can and not to take anything back once I've written it. 

So from tomorrow...or tonight I'll start addressing my life, and the complications that come with it, on here...but until then I need to get some administrative things out of the way.

Just letting you know: this is the first webpage that I'm actually putting up on the Internet, so I'm pretty excited. Now I need to go and figure out how to upload this. Keep checking back though (that is if you actually visit this site and read what I wrote)...hopefully I'll be updating regularly.

That's all folks....for now.

"Seek to understand…Then…and only then…to be understood"

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