Lord, I Am Obsessed With You .
Mood:  sad
Topic: Obsession
Yes dear Lord, I am obsessed with You. I sit here in a complete state of confusion. Thinking of You sends my mind spinning in one thousand different directions but they all eventually meet back at one central place. You. I cant get my mind off of You. I keep thinking about how You are filled with so much love and that the only thing I have found to love is You. You created every single human being on the face of this earth in Your image. That image must be a beautiful one with no thanks to a contribution from me. For I look look all around me and I cant believe of all of the beautiful people that there are on this planet. Then I think of myself sitting here looking like I was mauled by a savage beast. But even as I think of that my mind keeps draging me back to You. For You are perfection and that is what I seek. This search that I am on is of the kind that is done even though the searcher knows deep within him that it is a lost trek. One that shall send him on a quest that he will forever be on because it is useless. Imposible it is. For I need Your merciful being to help me to end my search and finally be in tune with you. I need to talk to you. The few times I have have came to no avail. They have been lonely conversations with me talking only to myself. For all I need is for You to answer. I want to be with You dear Lord. I want to be with You. Please speak to me. Please answer me. For dear Lord, I AM OBSESSED WITH YOU! Yes Lord, I am obsessed with You. I am obsessed with YOU.