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Forbidden Drink
Peer pressure helps when nothing else will
The forbidden drink has its chain
That chain is hooked to me so Im pinned with choices
The chain is strong
The possibility of loosing someone forever is stronger
I love this person more than life
Without her this life isnt worth living
I kick the asshole who started this nasty habbit
I know its hard to stop but for the love of a certain person, Ill quit cold turkey
No Title
The reason Im a jerk can be described by nothing but an accident
The teeth Iv tried to long to keep can be
cared for best by ripping them out finding my-
self knocked out on the cutting table with the
metal tube lodged in my arm
The christmas party that I long to hate has reared
its ugly head again and can not be avoided this
year. The lady I wish to love has taken another step
To the line out of my life
the car that eats money wants more and more
all the hours spent can not be counted for
they have grown to great
For the friend who has been through everything
I try to call to comfort her and find myself
loosing phone rights
The other friend shoves a girl, a whats her name
in my face and of course I screwed myself
allowing myself to care for too many
Thats The way it is
Flinged to the ground the lady I love has
kicked me in the teeth
the slayer has wounded me and moves in for the kill
I try to run but I can't for I am in Love
The evil I was is hers and she grows stronger
every second I'm around
I got mad at a friend of hers so she continues
to take it out on me
The night I was looking forward to has come and
gone
The pain I wished wouldn't, has come and still remains
The card I read over and over dosn't help much
why?
It is all just one big lie
survival's for the strongest normally I'm right up
in there but now I just don't care
my dreams have been shattered and hell I
wonder why I trust the untrustable it's
becuase I'm stupid and always will be
Destined
Choices made are Fate and mistakes in the balance
two people equal in certain ways and me in the middle
Both have made mistakes but one's equal to many
onel ikes me and me only while the other likes many
life is a game sometimes life or death never knowing which to chose
The feather is in one box while the brick is in the other
when I make my choice one or the other will hit me in the face
The choice is simple if I stay with this one Im destined to be hit by the feather
Some Guy
Cupid aims and releases
The arrow grazes my head
The beauty I see I fall in love with
across the crowded hall I see the shine of your radiance
Your face turns red
redder than a rose
our souls are connected
we are one
hand in hand
Ill hold you close when we dance
holding our own
Back at one just you and I
The words mean as much as do you
Gazing in your eyes I see a world full of
Happiness and just this a cloud carved in to
The sky by some guy
The One and Only
Love is every where
Every time the tv is turned on
My favorite shows have at least one couple
When I made a mistake I didn't follow through
I crawled back apologizing and
Begging to have you back in my life
When you said no I thought
It's over; Bye Bye world; Boom
But I looked you in the eyes for a short
time Because I was unstable I wiped the
tear from my eye thinking I would rather die
This last week Ive thought it often wondering
Why I care so much
Knowing you're far away lead to another sleepless night
The void is larger, larger than ever
The hole filled by my dad and uncles
is empty but once filled by one
The one and only you
No Solution
My two worlds have clashed
mixed together unable to be separated
hell and heaven are forever joined
hand in hand the barrier has been broken
Fighting the loosing battle, I try till I cant no more
Bruised and cut up I keep taking hits cuz I
roll with the punches and I only have one fear
The hurt the Punishment doesnt matter because
I care not what I do right now
caught up in the moment I kick his ass
Pacing my ceel I wait to be released
I think about everything and no solutions come up
Talking to You
Time goes on
we stumble right through
the pain the suffering the jealousy too
I look in many directions not knowing
where to turn this one a dead end
that one a winding way
and the other a dangerous sign is displayed
Follow me to come and see the
hell I pass through day after day
I want to talk BUT YOUR NOT THERE
I sit at home wondering how this hell came to
I looked deep in your soul and got lost
But then find the path to your beauty
Talking on the phone just wont do
Because how many times do we talk?
Just one or two
So why do I look forward to talking to you
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Revised - May 10, 2000
