Hello everyone! Patch here, with her latest fic. It feels like ages since I've written one and ne, Simplicity can't count 'cause well... that just wasn't a fic. That was a blurb ^_^ Anyhoo, I hope I don't confuse any of you with the story line of this fic. I think I may have complicated an otherwise simple plot. *sweatdrops* Oh and this is my *first* How Usa & Mamo Met In The First Season Fic ^_^ A totally new world for me. Thank you to Mehg, Meredith and Laz for pre-reading this. *Whaps all three with claymore off a cliff* Adios chicas! I show my affection in the oddest ways ^_~ Enjoy reading! Patch. Unfeeling Kisses Author: Patch E-mail: patchkhan1@hotmail.com kittiekat90@yahoo.com Rating: PG Insert Standard Disclaimer Here. "Tenchi, you don't like me! I can tell!" "Iie, that isn't true Reika. I love you, I really love you!" *Sluurp* "Usagi-chan! Shh!" "Reika, can't you see that I'm head over heels for you? My heart aches when you're not near. I feel a tightening in my chest and I know that I won't be happy unless you are with me, in my arms." "Oh, Tenchi. Demo..." *Sluuuuurp* "Hush up Usagi!" "Demo, Tenchi, it's your kisses that give you away. There's something missing when your lips press against mine. When we kiss there's no passion, warmth or love! They're... they're unfeeling kisses!" *Clunk!* "Baka Usagi! You dropped the soda all over my feet!" "Shhhh!" Usagi knew Rei was glaring at her in the darkness of the movie theater after being embarrassingly hushed by others around them and she crouched low in her seat, her face turning slightly red. She hadn't meant to drop the soda container but that last line spoken by the woman had hit her like a lightening bolt. She looked at the large screen where the man was currently admitting that he was seeing someone else and the woman before him was sobbing, fat tears rolling down her cheeks. But Usagi wasn't hearing the words being said. She had tuned the movie out and was now focused on her inner thoughts. Unfeeling kisses. What were they? How did they feel? Wait, they *didn't* feel like anything... but how was that possible? How could that woman know what an unfeeling kiss was if they didn't feel like anything? A little chibi-Usagi suddenly appeared in Usagi's mind. It banged on a gong and screamed "Too deep! Too deep!" And maybe she was going to deep thinking like this but now the idea wouldn't leave her and continuously nagged her. The rest of the movie went on in the same manner with Usagi's thoughts completely occupied elsewhere. She vaguely remembered a happy ending for someone. Had the woman found someone with better kisses? She certainly hadn't been paying attention. A slight frown appeared on her face as a new question formed in her mind. How did you know which kiss had feeling and which didn't? She was sure people who had been kissed several times could easily answer that question... but she had never even been kissed and she didn't think paternal kisses counted. Most definitely not, she thought, her face scrunching up. "Usagi, if I ever go to a movie with you again, you are *not* going to be eating or drinking anything!" "Nani?" Rei's angry face appeared in her line of vision and Usagi blinked a couple of times when she realized the movie had ended, the credits rolling and the lights slowly coming on. "You heard me! You've practically ruined my shoes and if I were in a bad mood I would've made you get me new ones!" Makoto and Minako shared a look with each other and then looked at Ami who could only shrug. The five began to make their way out of the aisle and up the carpeted incline that would lead them to the exits of the theater. "You're always in a bad mood Rei-chan," Usagi mumbled and then spoke louder. "Plus, I had a good reason for dropping my soda. I came to a realization." Usagi didn't even realize the group had stopped still until she bumped into Rei who had been walking in front of her. The four girls turned to look at their best friend and leader with incredulous faces. "Y-You came to a what?" Makoto asked, stuttering. "Well Minako-chan, looks like she beat you in that race," Rei smirked, dodging Minako's playful punch to her shoulder. "What did you realize Usagi-chan?" Ami asked as they began walking again. "It's really nothing, minna. Something minor and probably not that important to you all anyway." Usagi crossed her arms behind her head and once they left the movie theater, she blinked her eyes to let them adjust to the bright sun. She found herself squinting and sighed, rubbing her eyes. She heard Rei's voice but didn't acknowledge it until a hand fell upon her shoulder. She whipped her head around to now see her friends' faces looking at her with concern. "What? Is something out of place?" she asked lightly. Rei grinned in response. "I'll refrain from saying anything on that subject." Her tone then became serious. "Usagi-chan, you can tell us whatever's on your mind. Whatever's important to you is important to us, plus it better be something good for you to drop soda on my shoes," the priestess finished, slinging an arm around Usagi's shoulders. "So tell all Usagi-chan, did you realize something about a guy perhaps?" This from Minako who bounced over to Usagi's right side, leaning in close. "Well..." Usagi hesitated. She supposed she could tell them what was bothering her. She was curious now, about a topic she was completely an amateur in. Sadly. "It's about a kiss," she finally said, breaking the silence. She watched with slight amusement as her friends' eyes widened, their mouths falling slightly open. Minako was the first to speak, as expected. "A kiss? You mean a lip smacker? Sugoi! Usagi-chan, who kissed you? Where, when, how, why?" Everyone sweatdropped at Minako's exuberance. The girl was currently circling Usagi and grilling her with questions. Makoto finally stuck an arm out, yanked Minako to her side and slapped a hand over her mouth. She looked apologetically at Usagi, silently asking for her to continue. The others nodded and waited Usagi to explain further. She looked at all of them and unconsciously she slid her foot across the rough pavement. She lowered her eyes she nervously wrung her hands in front of her. Would they laugh at her stupid curiosity? She really wanted to know... "It's actually about several kisses," she mumbled and looked up to see Minako's eyes grow unbelievably big. "Mmph?!?" came the muffled voice. A second later, Minako yanked off the hand that covered her mouth. "Are you serious? Way to go Usagi-chan! So who's the lucky studmeister?" "Nani?" Usagi waved her head back and forth, her expression becoming panicked. "Usagi-chan, you have a sempai? How come you hid it from us?" Makoto questioned. "How she hid it from us in the first place is the question. And how far did you go, Usagi-chan? How *many* kisses did you share with this guy anyway?" This from Rei, her hands planted on her hips, her stance demanding answers. "Did you get to second base, Usagi-chan?" "Nani?!" Everyone turned to Ami who had asked that last question. She blushed profusely and laughed nervously. "I was just curious, that's all. Inquiring minds wanted to know..." "Kami, our Ami... our sweet, innocent friend knows about second base," Makoto said, her hand brushing back her bangs. "What is the world coming to?" "You know it's a corrupt society when Ami asks questions like that," Rei mumbled. Everyone nodded in agreement, still a tad shocked. Ami could only look flustered until Minako remembered the topic at hand. "Did Usagi-chan really go to second base? Or did she make a home run? That's what I want to know!" she squealed excitedly, everyone's attention reverting back to the now terrorized blonde odango- haired girl who had begun to pull at her skirt. "Oh my gosh, you don't think....?" Silence fell as the implications sunk in everyone's minds and Usagi finally could take it no more. "Minna, you're all mistaken! You have it all *wrong*! I never went to home run with *anyone*!" she shouted. Passerby's suddenly stopped and stared. A woman walking past them dropped her grocery bags at the declaration. A mother with her child glared at Usagi. It seemed as though the whole city had stopped at her words. Even the birds seemed to have stop singing as silence fell. Could it get any worse? "I don't think I heard that loud outburst of yours Odango. Mind repeating it again for me?" Usagi stiffened suddenly and then quietly whimpered, her knees suddenly turning weak at the thought of who she knew would be standing behind her. Oh, of all the people, she silently groaned. She would have gladly sold her soul at that moment just to have the Earth open up and eat her alive. Slowly turning around, her hands clenched into fists, her shoulders tense, she met the eyes of her oh so bestest friend, Chiba Mamoru. He had an amused smile on his face and when she glared at him, he raised his eyebrow questioningly. "Did I say something wrong? I really didn't get to hear that last bit about home runs. You weren't loud enough." His smile grew even wider when he swore he could hear the girl's teeth grinding. Her face was scrunched up in a scowl, her hands were opening and closing into fists and he knew if he pushed her further he would have the honor of seeing steam coming from her ears. One day, he thought, one day he would push her far enough so that he would have the honor of seeing her laugh instead of steam. She would be smiling at first and then he would say something that would push the right button and have her giggling, happiness shining in her eyes... But that day was far from coming and he knew it very well. So what to do in the meantime? He opened his mouth to let loose another sarcastic comment but Usagi beat him to it. "Leave me alone Mamoru-baka, I don't know why you should even care if I've gone all the way to home run with a guy." She whirled around and crossed her arms and stuck her nose upwards. "It's none of your business." She began walking away, her astonished friends left completely bewildered. "And close your mouth baka, or you'll be eating flies for lunch," her voice called out. Mamoru quickly snapped his jaw shut and stared after her. For once she had gotten in the final word and he was the one who had been left behind to eat dust. She was certainly on a roll today, he thought. And what was this about her going all the way with a guy? It didn't sit well with him at all, in fact it was quite upsetting to think that... He quickly put his feet to action and called out Usagi's name. The other girls, finally recovering, realized that Usagi had gotten a few feet ahead of them, quickly ran after her. Usagi was still fuming when everyone caught up with her and she pointedly ignored them, keeping silent as she walked. The Earth had not complied with her wishes to swallow her up and she was furiously embarrassed at having made such a scene in public. "Gomen Usagi-chan, I didn't mean to make you angry like that," Minako apologized. "And I didn't mean to accuse you of anything Usagi-chan, I guess I got carried away," Rei said, looking quite embarrassed herself. "And I didn't mean to ask such a stupid question about bases and all, that was very out of line for me, gomen." "And I didn't mean to think you were hiding a boyfriend from us, Usagi-chan, I just wasn't thinking when I asked that." "I'm sorry too, Odango, for my comments." "Nani?!" Usagi halted to a stop so suddenly that, no one expecting her move, bumped into each other, causing her to nearly stumble and fall forward. But Usagi quickly regained her balance and turned around to once again face her arch enemy. "Mamoru-baka! Why are you still with us? I thought I told you to leave me alone!" "Well you all are heading for the Crown, ne? I'm going there myself so I thought I'd tag along. Besides, I didn't purposely join the group for your sake only. I am friends with the other girls too," he shot back. "Enough you two," Rei broke in. She sighed exasperatedly and shook her head. "Anyway, Usagi-chan, you were going to tell us what was on your mind, ne? So tell us and we promise to keep quiet and not jump to any conclusions, okay?" Usagi looked at Rei and then at everyone else, staring at Mamoru the longest and nodded reluctantly. She really didn't want Mamoru to be there as she spoke about what she thought was probably an inane topic, but she had already been humiliated today in front of him. Lightening certainly couldn't strike a person twice. "Well, you guys can't make fun of me on this one cause I think it's serious," she began, averting her eyes. At the urging of Minako she continued. "You know how that woman spoke about unfeeling kisses in the movie? She told the guy that she just didn't feel anything behind them and well... I want to know..." she blushed slightly and looked down as they walked. Quietly she mumbled, "I want to know what an unfeeling kiss feels like." Everyone fell silent and Usagi who was still walking, realized that no one was walking with her. She stopped and slowly turned around to see her friends *and* Mamoru staring at her, each with an odd expression on his or her face. At that moment she began wondering if she had done the right thing by telling them. Right now her mind screamed a loud NO. She sighed loudly and walked back to them. "C'mon minna, it isn't my question that's made you speechless, is it?" she asked teasingly. "Demo, Usagi-chan, don't you think unfeeling kisses don't even feel like anything in the first place?" Minako finally said, not noticing Usagi's attempts to be light. Everyone else nodded their agreement and then Rei added her own thoughts. "I think that woman was just trying to tell the guy that he didn't show any sort of feeling when he kissed her. She knew that there was something going on with him, Usagi-chan, I guess you can just tell things like that." Again everyone nodded but Usagi was still left unsatisfied. "Demo, *how*? How could she tell that there was something else? How can a kiss tell so much? Aren't kisses... just kisses?" "Why are you so interested anyway, Odango?" Mamoru asked, still feeling slightly stunned. He remembered the temptation to let his jaw drop when Usagi had asked that first question about unfeeling kisses. She had actually asked an interesting question, surprisingly, once he realized it. He wanted to grin wickedly when a sudden thought came to him. He wouldn't actually mind showing her- "It really isn't any of your business, Mamoru- baka. Why do *you* care to know about my curiosity?" Truthfully, she wanted Mamoru to know why she held such an interest. Then maybe as an answer he could show her- "Because only a girl like yourself would ask such strange questions about kisses." Usagi gasped as did the other girls. "And what's that supposed to mean?" she asked angrily, taking a few steps to stand right in front of him. She jabbed a finger at his chest as she continued to speak. "You better not have implied what I think you did. You'll be sorry!" "Why? And you know what I implied. You've never been kissed, isn't that why you're asking these questions? It's painfully obvious with you being so direct about it all," Mamoru replied smugly. He crossed his arms and raised his eyebrow, waiting for Usagi's rejoinder. But none came. Instead the girl stepped back, opened her mouth, closed it, opened it again and then shook her head. A look came across her face, one that made Mamoru narrow his eyes but the expression was gone as quickly as it had come. It was replaced by a look that was a combination of hurt and hostility. "Thank you for reminding why I hate you so much Mamoru-san," she hissed and turned around to walk into the Crown parlor, which the group had finally reached. The girls looked between Mamoru and the doors which Usagi had strode through and then looked back at him again. All of them ran into the parlor except Makoto who still stood with Mamoru. "That was cruel Mamoru-san," Makoto said, scratching the back of her head. "To tease a girl about kisses she's never gotten is a low blow. Usagi-chan was just curious about something she's never really had experience in and you just blew it all out of proportion. I hope you'll think about apologizing." And with that she too went in, leaving Mamoru to stand alone. He stared in, seeing Usagi sitting at the booth with her friends who were currently talking to her. Probably reassuring her that he hadn't meant what he had said. And he really hadn't. It was just that he was afraid and he wanted... Wanted what? He focused on the blonde teenager who had captured him and entranced him so long ago with one toss of a crumpled test. She sat at the booths near the windows and the afternoon sun's rays fell directly on her, giving her a hazy almost dreamy-like look. Her shoulders were slightly hunched and she rested her arms on the table, her eyes looking downwards at the Formica tabletop as her index finger traced imaginary patterns. She didn't appear to be listening to her friends, what was she thinking about then? His asinine comments? Mamoru groaned and turned around, leaning his body against the front display windows of the Crown. He knew what he was afraid of and he knew what he wanted. He was afraid that Usagi would find *feeling* kisses with another guy and he so very much wanted to be the one she first kissed. But it would never happen. Not in this lifetime. Usagi heard the voices of her friends talking, she really did, but everything was just going in one ear and out the other. She knew that they were saying something about Mamoru and how thick of a head he had and she knew they were also saying something along the lines of how she would one day find the perfect guy. And then they got onto their ideals of a perfect guy and the topic took off from there. But Usagi didn't want to find a perfect guy one day and she didn't want Mamoru to be so thickheaded, even though he had just made himself out to be so. If it wasn't apparent before it definitely was now. She wanted her perfect guy and Mamoru to be one of the same. Shocking? Not quite, at least, not to her. Her eyes strayed up to gaze at the front of the parlor where Mamoru stood with his back to her. How could any girl resist him? She certainly wasn't immune to that body of his, or his face, or his hair, that silky, raven-black hair... Usagi sighed in quiet frustration. She liked him, very much so. When she next looked at him, Usagi saw that he was coming in and she felt her heart turn over as her stomach turned a cartwheel. She wouldn't mind at all if she shared her first kiss with him, but that idea was a lost cause and it would probably remain so. "Excuse me." The girls stopped talking and Usagi snapped to attention, looking up towards the end of the table where a girl probably slightly older than her stood, holding a bunch of flyers. She smiled politely when she held the table's attention. "Konnichiwa, my name is Nina and I'm part of the Juuban Park Committee. We're holding a carnival in two weeks and we need all the volunteers we can get and I'm hoping you five can help us." She lay down a few of the flyers she was holding and the girls, including Usagi, all leaned to get a closer look at them. "We have all kinds of booths that will need supervising, like the dunking booth, the kissing booth, the basketball boo-" "Did you say kissing booth?" Nina looked at the girl with the strange hairstyle and smiled, nodding. "Hai, we do. This is our third year running it and I have to admit, it's certainly draws the crowds... the male crowds at least," she giggled. "Demo, it's hard to find volunteers for that one. Not too many people like kissing 50 strangers all in one day so-" "I'll do it! Sign me up." "Usagi-chan, you can't be serious!" Ami exclaimed, looking at her friend as though she had grown two heads. "It's not like you at all!" "Usagi-chan," Rei muttered, "we understand your... interest in kisses, but don't you think this is taking it a bit far?" "I think it's perfect, there's nothing wrong with me doing this," Usagi stated. "I'll have my answers and maybe I'll meet the perfect guy who will give me the right kind of kisses. It's only fair to me, minna. All of you have had at least one kiss in your life, demo, me? I'm still left dreaming." And it was true, Usagi thought, looking at her friends' faces. There was Makoto who'd already had a couple of boyfriends, surely she had gotten her share of kisses. Then there was Minako. Why, she was the Senshi of Love and Beauty and she hadn't gotten that title for nothing. She looked at Rei and remembered the time she had seen the priestess peck Yuuichirou on the lips when she thought no one was looking. And looking at Ami she recalled the time the quiet girl had called her house, almost gushing with the news that Ryoko had kissed her, in a library no less! But she, Usagi, had never been kissed. She was the one who stood apart from them. It was a depressing thought and with renewed determination she looked at Nina, ready to ask her for the sign up sheet. "Demo, Usagi-chan," Minako said, "a kissing booth just isn't the way to go!" This declaration was said in Minako's usual dramatic and quite far reaching voice, one that made Usagi cringe when, for the second time that day, the area around her grew quiet as people stared. "Minako-chan, I am going to have to kill myself one of these days because of you," Usagi groaned. She let her head fall onto the table, her forehead coming into contact with the smooth, cool surface. The others nodded sympathetically and then glared at Minako. "What? What did I do?" "Ahem, about the carnival..." Usagi suddenly remembered that Nina was still standing at their table and quickly sat up straight, her face turning red. "Hai, like I said before, I'd like to sign up for the kissing booth." "That's not a problem... Usagi?" At the girl's affirming nod, Nina continued. "If you would just walk with me to our office, I can give you all the necessary papers and have you signed up. It's not a long walk and-" "Hai, let's go!" Usagi nudged Rei, who was sitting next to her, and the other girl got up to let her out. She smiled at Nina and before they could even take a step forward towards the doors, Makoto's voice stopped her. "Usagi-chan, are you really sure about this? Are you absolutely positive that doing this is going to help you understand?" Usagi turned around to face the table and shrugged. "I don't know, but it won't hurt to find out, ne?" She turned around again, ready to follow after Nina who was already leaving and taking a step forward, bumped into a human wall. "Nani?" She raised her eyes, startled and then nearly jumped back when she realized it was Mamoru who stood before her. Quickly, anger washed over her when he refused to move, practically trapping her against the table. "Mamoru- baka, why won't you move?" Mamoru ignored her question and instead, asked a question of his own. "What do you think you'll get out of a kissing booth?" he asked furiously. Usagi gasped in outrage. "I'll get whatever I want out of it. You of all people are not going to stop me! Now will you please move?" Again, Mamoru ignored her question. "You are not going to volunteer for some silly booth where hundreds of guys will be pawing each other just to get a peck from you. Heck, they won't even get that much out of you. The whole idea is absurd!" he said, throwing his hands up. "It isn't absurd to me!" Usagi shouted. Tears of frustration began to form at the corners of her eyes and sniffing, she brought up a hand to wipe them away. "I want to..." she broke off and then began again, in a quieter voice. "You all know what I want and maybe you all think it's the wrong thing for me to do but this is my decision," she said, pointing at herself, "Why are you all against me on this?" "We aren't Usagi-chan," Minako's voice came to her. "We just want to look out for you and we don't want you getting hurt in *any* way." Usagi sniffed again when Minako finished and then looked up into Mamoru's face. "And why won't you let me pass?" she asked. "Because I just can't." "Wha-?" But before she could ask and before she even knew it, one of his arms had curled around her waist, his hand supporting her back and the other hand had come up to cup her cheek, his fingers barely touching her hair. "I can't let you go." And before anyone else could wink an eye, Mamoru had captured Usagi's lips with his own. Everyone from Ami to Motoki to Nina gasped loudly at the unexpected move, their eyes widening in amazement. But all the exclamations of surprise went unheeded by the kissing couple. Theirs was a world where they focused only on themselves... and their first kiss. And what a first kiss it was. Usagi's mind had left her the moment she had felt Mamoru's lips on her own. Shock was an understatement to what she had felt at first and gradually that emotion was replaced by something else. His lips moved across hers in kisses that could only be called bone-melting. There was no other way she would have described it. His fingers had somehow moved into her hair as his thumb stroked the sensitive rim of her outer ear. The effect had tiny jolts of pleasure tingling her senses with awareness and she unconsciously moved closer to Mamoru, opening her mouth slightly as his lips became more insistent. Apparently that was fine with him because she heard him make a low sound from the back of his throat and she felt his arm tightening around her as he took a small step forward to move closer. She found her lower back up against the edge of the table but ignored the slight discomfort when he tilted his head over hers for a deeper kiss. She never wanted the moment to end... He had to end this moment right now. He had to end the kiss because the whole situation was insane. He had to move away from her, take a step back and apologize, but he couldn't. He couldn't will himself to do anything except take all that her sweet mouth was offering. He had wanted the kiss to be sweet and short, maybe enough to convince her not to volunteer for that booth. But then he had gotten caught in the moment and could not, really would not, escape. It was the only reason he could give for not ending the kiss a long time ago. It was the only reason he could give for continuing a kiss that had heated his blood and flared to life an emotion he had thought dead. That last bit had him dropping down into reality in a flash. Tearing his mouth from hers, he sucked in a deep breath and let it out shakily. Trembling slightly, he ran a hand, the hand that had been tangled in her hair, through his own unruly strands and looked up at the ceiling to regain his composure. When he brought his gaze back down to her face, he was startled to see that she looked just as shaken up as he. Seeing the moment was over, Nina coughed discreetly before speaking. "Usagi-san? Are you coming?" Usagi barely heard her as she stared at the person in front of her with wide eyes, her hand slightly covering her mouth. "Iie, I... I don't think so Nina-san..." The other woman, understanding what had happened, smiled slightly at the other girls before turning around and walking out of the arcade. Usagi didn't even realize she had left. Neither had Mamoru. Still speechless they looked at each other in tense silence until Minako coughed and drummed her nails on the tabletop impatiently. The noise snapped Mamoru back into the real world and he looked behind Usagi to see her friends staring at them, all grins and eyes full of questions. He turned around to see Motoki slowly wiping the counter, not paying attention to his work as he stared at the couple. Apparently he hadn't recovered from his shock, Mamoru thought, turning back to the slight girl standing in front of him. "We have to talk," he said quietly. She jerked her head in affirmation and he took her hand and together they walked out of the Crown parlor. The girls exchanged looks and then quickly clambered out of the booth rushing to the front windows. Motoki had already beaten them to it and the five of them peered outside. "What do you think will happen now?" Motoki asked. "Some good stuff," Minako said gleefully. "I'm out of here!" she exclaimed, but before she could take another step, Makoto had caught hold the back of her shirt and pulled her to a stop. "I think we should just leave them alone, Minako-chan. They've just gone through some heavy stuff that they have to figure out between themselves. Alone." The afternoon was warm and filled with sunshine. The sky was clear and blue but down below the tension between Mamoru and Usagi was thick as they walked around downtown Tokyo. The silence was heavy and neither of them knew how or when to make the first move. Finally, Usagi could take it no more and looking at their linked hands, spoke first. "Where are we going?" Mamoru did not turn his head to look at her. He didn't even answer her at first. It was until Usagi tugged at his hand that he remembered that she had asked a question. Looking down at her, he shook his head slowly. "I don't know," he replied, "Just anywhere, I guess. We both need some air to clear our heads a bit, ne?" Usagi nodded mutely as they continued to walk past buildings and stores. They finally came to a big, empty lot next the park, surrounded with a chain linked fence with a sign that read, "Carnival Coming Soon!" in wavy, red letters, at the front. Looking into it Usagi could see that the crews had already begun to assemble a few of the rides and set up a few booths. She gasped when a particular booth caught her eye. Ordinary looking, made with wood, it was painted yellow and in black letters on it's top, it read "Have a Kiss," with the ticket amount underneath it. It was ironic that she would see this booth so soon and at such a time no less. Mamoru followed the direction of her gaze, saw the object she was staring at and then looked at her. At the same moment, she turned her head to look up at him and their gazes clashed, each of them expressing a small amount of vulnerability in their expressions. "So you're not going to do the booth anymore?" he asked and then mentally smacked himself for asking such a stupid question. "Iie," Usagi answered quietly, shaking her head. "I can't, not anymore. Not after..." "Not after our kiss?" he asked, finishing up her sentence. She remained silent and continued to look ahead. After a bit, he felt her hand slip from his and watched as she placed it on the fence, the pressure of her hand causing it to rattle slightly. He had to make amends, he thought. His actions had probably caused her humiliation and he didn't want her to seriously hate him. "I'm... I'm sorry Usagi," he began hesitantly. "I didn't mean the kiss to go so far. I didn't mean to embarrass you like that in front of everyone. It's just that I didn't like the idea of a hundred guys kissing you, it didn't seem right to me, so I let my emotions get the better of me and-" "It was all I could have imagined in a kiss and much, much more." "I kissed you and I swear it's not something I do on a regular- what?!" Her softly spoken words had finally sunk in and he looked at her unbelievingly. "What did you say?" She turned around and leaned against fence, her lips curved upwards in a winsome smile. "Mamoru-san, I don't think I ever want to find out what unfeeling kisses are. I already know what a kiss with feeling is and a kiss from anyone else other than you would be unfeeling to me." He felt a blush creeping up and he hung his head, rubbing the back of his neck. When he raised his head, he was smiling boyishly and her smile became wider at seeing him this way. They continued to stare at each other as he moved closer to her, until his shoulder rested against the fence. He reached out a hand and lifted her chin so that she had to look up at him. "And what is a kiss with feeling?" he asked, his voice a husky whisper. "Yours is a kiss with feeling," she replied honestly. "I felt more than warmth and desire behind your lips. I felt kindness, life, contentment and everything else that's nice. It was wonderful... Mamo-chan," she finished shyly, her eyes meeting his quickly, before averting their gaze. "What... what did you feel?" He closed his eyes and again wrapped his free arm around her waist. Bringing his face down towards hers he stopped when their lips were an inch apart. "I felt your light, Usako," he whispered and then closed the distance between them. Her eyes went wide for a second at his name for her and then his kiss erased all further thoughts and she closed her eyes. She went up on the front of her toes and reached up a hand to stroke his hair, her other hand lying on his chest, right over his racing heartbeat. I want this, she thought. I can't let go of him now. Mamoru thought the same thing. He had fallen for her, it was so easy to see. For the first time in a long while he felt a certain joy, the kind you can only find with your significant other. His other hand still held her chin and he dropped it so that he could fully wrap his arms around her and bring her up against him. After many long, sweet moments they broke apart and, Mamoru, closing his eyes, rested his forehead against her own. "Do... do you think we can make this work?" he heard her softly ask. Opening his eyes, he gazed deep into her blue depths. He smiled and gave her a small, lingering kiss before answering, "I most definitely think we can, kisses and all." "They've been gone for so long." "I hope they're alright." "Do you think they're coming back here?" "Do you think they worked things out?" "Do you think they're still fighting?" "Do you think they went to second base?" "Ami!!!" ~*~*The End*~*~ *Breathes huge sigh of relief* Wow, you don't know how long I've been working on this. Just a one parter yet I feel like I've finished 10 chapters ^_^ Was it dragged out? Were you guys happy with the ending? I feel all rusty, thus my silly questions. ^_^ Well tell me, I'd be happy to know what you guys thought. *Goes off to indulge in fudge brownies* I badly need these. Want some? ^_~ Patch:-)(-: