Last Resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation, no breathing 
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If i took my life tonight, chances are that I might
Mutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicide

Cause I'm losing my sight, losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying

I never realized I was spread too thin
Until it was too late and i was empty within
Hungry, feeding on chaos and living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin?
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself and no love for another
Searching to find a love on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

I can't go on living this way