"Unecessarily Hard"
By: Ashley McGee

Dear Loyal Readers,

Hey ya'll. I know it's been a while since I have written anything new, but I've been very busy and have had a lot on my mind. Ir seems as though I have been through a lot of changes in my life in a very short period of time. I'm trying to deal with it all and as soon as I get it all straight, I'll fill you guys in.

In the mean time, here's a taste of what I've been feeling and I'll have another one up for you in a few days. I'm out.

Unecessarily Hard
You make it so hard
So hard for me to love you.
It shouldn't be this hard
For me to be with you.
If it was something
I did or didn't do
Please just tell me.
I can't give you what
You need if you try so
Hard not to include me.
I'm tired of lying
In my bed at night crying
Over you and me.
For our relationship to
Continue it shouldn't cause
So much confusion.
Love should be a gift
You treat it more like a chore.
I love you and I need you
To be the joy in my life
That you used to be.
I miss the days when the
Look you would give would
Say how much you missed me.
Lord knows that the last thing
That I want os to loose you.
Anymore, I just don't
Know what to do.
I try with every piece
Of me to try and be there for
You whenever you need.
But it seems as though
It's too hard for you to do
The same for me.
I'm still here though
And I'll be here until
Our love runs dry.
Until the chemistry in
Your kisses fade away and
Untitl the fire fades from your eyes.
Even though I'm tired of this
Roller-cosater, I'm still down
For the ride.
You can still call on me,
I'm still the only girl
You need by your side.
I remember when our love was still
Something you thought was sweet,
Interesting and new.
When sending me little e-mails or
Sweet messages on my 2-way wasn't
To much for you to do.
It shouldn't be this hard
For me to be with you.
You make it so hard
For me to love with you.

But I still do.

Dedicated to:
the love of my life