Paranoid Android
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Radiohead-Kid A
i think i'm paranoid...or maybe i have a sixth sense. people just don't like me like they used to.

it was too hot today. really. yes.
i took my car to the firestone fix it place today. they better be good to my baby. poor supra.

i bought some speakers for my brother's bday present from my mom today.

listening to radiohead brings up a lot of memories for me. driving in ex-boyfriends cars.

dustin is officially moving to cali now. he's not taking the pulsar which is weird. i don't know how i feel about the whole thing. i know i'm gonna miss him but i know it will most likely be great for him.

i hate wal-mart!! and mcdonald's!! awww fuck.

ok i got nothin.

Grunty Hug
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Nine Inch Nails-With Teeth
work was actually good today. it went by really fast, even though it was hot. dani and i worked together almost all day and i started showing her how to identify trees.

my wisdom teeth "holes" aren't quite healed yet but their doing better.

i just paid a bunch of bills. how depressing. i get to take my car into the shop tomorrow. hopefully it makes it there. one of the tires is like completely bald. hopefully there's not a whole lot wrong with it.

ryan is still not home yet and it's 5:40. whaaa? i also finished "the wedding" so i have nothing to read except comics and dear abby. i'm such a loser.

i got a different credit card today and when i was verifying my info the girl was like "ohh leap year!! so you're like how old??" i love when that happens. by the way...i'm 5 aka 21.

i have orientation at UWRF on September 2nd. scary. hopefully someone will come with me. ryan or shanna or my mom. i guess i can go alone but i'll be scared.

yep, yep, yep. i'm gonna go find an interesting picture to end this with. muahahahldfjsla;dlskjf.
HUG ME!!!!!!!!

Cherry 7Up
Mood:  chatty
Now Playing: The Chemical Brothers-Star Guitar, Gwen Stefani-Harajuku Girls
i haven't been able to sleep this morning. too many fucked up dreams. amazing, really. for some reason this dream involved me trying to pick out baby names which is scary. so i woke up at like 8:30 because of this. i put on my favorite tshirt (i (heart) koalas) and some confy aeropostale white pajama pants. my mouth is still feeling wierd cause of the whole extraction thing. i ate some ice cream though with powdered quik on it. the powdered kind is the best. i love the texture. so i keep checking the bunny cage to see if ping has come back...so far no sign. i wish i had a digital camera. maybe someday i'll get one. then i can take pictures of all the stuff i'm talking about and put them on here. pictures are wonderful. you know that hypothetical question: "what sense would you rather go without--sight or hearing?" well i could never answer that. i love watching movies and photographs and i don't know if i could make it without music or hearing the sounds of people's voices.

my mom is in las vegas for a wedding right now. i hope she is having a good time!

i found out grandpa did wake up. he's doing good.

cherry 7up isn't as good as it sounds.

so i can't think straight. i'm still not awake. i think it's because i just spent the past 2 hours looking up random celebrities and paging through gofugyourself.com which is GREAT! check it out. the only thing i don't like is they totally bash originality sometimes. they would HATE the way dress sometimes. if i were a celebrity i'm sure i'd make that site a lot.

so, you're probably wondering about the 7up comment. i drank some yesterday. and well it just kinda disappointed my taste buds a bit.

have i changed? this is the question that's been eating at me lately. i know i have. physically, yes, my hair is short and i weigh a little more, but not in a bad way. my personality--that's the big question. i used to be a little more happy-go-lucky. i used to be a little less bitchy. i used to cry less...or is it more...it depends on when. hmm. i'm gonna think about this some more. i'll post some pics...maybe you can see the physical change of some photo within the last few years.
https://www.angelfire.com/super2/terardedville/mepictures

Snap, Crackle, Mitch and Pop
Mood:  blue
Now Playing: the sounds of halo 2 (background noise)...
it is very warm today. so i got my wisdom teeth out on thursday and i've been kinda sleepy since.

so, keisha and quincy got out yesterday. and they killed tsunami, my brown mini rex rabbit. i can't find ping, my white and grey rabbit. stupid fucking dogs. i really like my dogs but i can't even look at them right now. i feel so bad. poor little bunnies.

one of tony's calves also died the same day. there was four of them but the one was really sick.

on a good note, ryan and i went out for breakfast at perkins and i actually ate solid food today! i was getting sick of slim fast and yogurt. although i think i lost some weight.

i also talked to barry gilbertson today and he said he would paint and fix my supra for $750 which is awesome.

my grandpa got to come home from the hospital this week. he was doing good but the other night my mom told me the nurses couldn't wake him up. mom thinks he just needed sleep. let's hope that's all it is.

another good thing happened this week (i'm just trying to think positive here) is that i got into UW-River Falls. wahoo!

ryan is now playing halo 2 on xbox live with keionei. so i think i'm going to read my new book some more. i just finished "the guardian" and now I'm reading "the wedding" which is also by nicholas sparks.

long day
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: Mitch Hedberg-Mitch All Together
i went to the red wing boot sale today with my mom and brother. my mom bought me a pair of boots and a pair of shoes. i also found some boots that my dad wanted. i didn't get to ryan's until right now and now he's in the shower. blaah.

shanna and i are going for a walk at 8:30 when ryan goes to work like we did last night. i kinda have a headache right now. so i don't think i'm going to type much else.

i'll take the crab-juice
Mood:  cool
Now Playing: The Crystal Method-The Legion of Boom Album
work was good today. i wasn't frying in the 90+ degree weather. instead it was a chilly 62-69 today. i even i had to change into jeans and a hoodie. interesting activity in the south park neighborhood today. i saw a dead mole on the sidewalk, two black-nosed cats, snotty little girls wearing pink on razor scooters, boys riding bike talking about shooting each other with b-b guns, and the usual older person who wants to know what in the world it is that i'm doing. i survey trees using GPS and catalog them...but they just don't get it. to them i look like a crazy girl in an orange vest with a pole.

ryan is still sleeping. he worked overnights last night. poor guy. i saw him driving home when i was driving to work.

i hung out with my brother last night, which was awesome. i never get to hang out with him for very long anymore. we watched some of return of the king because he hadn't seen it yet. so my night wasn't as boring as i thought it was going to be.

the subhouse is awesome! heather and i ate at the subhouse for lunch and i got a crab-sub, which was delicious...mmm crab-juice.

well, time for me to move on to doing something else. damn A.D.D. here's an example of the view i get all day at work...(not my photo)

the first ever
Mood:  special
Now Playing: Chemical Brothers-The Golden Path
so i've never done one of these...thingys. i hate the word blog. it brings to mind crabby people with no lives: gossip and criticisms. i haven't touched this website in about two years so this is kind of an attempt to get back into. i can't bring myself to change anything though. it's like a time-capsule.

so right at this moment...i am on ryan's computer at his little yellow house. ryan and andrew are watching alien #? i have no idea. ryan has to work at 9 which sucks. oh well i'll be sleeping anyway.

before now, ryan and i went to river falls and he got his hair cut at great clips while i read my book. nicholas sparks--the guardian. i'm not sure if i like it.

and before THAT i worked (for the city) and i was pretty much on the computer using cartegraph all day.

i am officially P I S S E D at mcdonald's. that place sucks. my card wouldn't swipe and they "said" they could manually type the number in. can we say, "bullshit"?!

anyways, i think i'm going to have a boring night of reading my book and half listening to the t.v. or i'll possibly be contemplating the certain state in which my life is in...