| Tuesday, August 19, 2003 7:51 AM |
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Dude...I think I got...2 hours of sleep? Oh well. I'm bored. Simple stuff -- [+]Name: Justin [+]Global position: I'll just say Southern California [+]Sex: Male [+]Birthday: 5.11.88 [+]Age: 15 [+]Status: single [+]Family: mom, dad, bro, sis [+]Occupation: student All in the past -- [+]Fondest memory of this year: too many to name.. [+]Worst memory of this year: too many to name.. [+]First word: yaya [ its flip... ] [+]Childhood favorite: wuh? [+]First best friend: Her name was Michelle. But then we were mad at each other before I left for America, so I never got to say goodbye. [+]Recess past time: Lets see...handball, our class got the banned...four square, got that banned...basketball, got that banned...volleytennis, got that banned... Back to the future -- [+]College: UCLA [+]Occupation: Author or voice actor or this other job that I can't explain... [+]Future resident of: Manila, Philippines; Tokyo, Japan; New York City, New York...imma have lots of houses...lol [+]Number of kids: 2 [+]Looking forward to: going back home [+]NOT looking forward to: school Current status -- [+]Feeling a little: tired [+]Listening to: N/A [+]Chatting to: no one [+]Phone: [not giving it away] [+]Talking to in person: no one [+]Missing: someone... Favorites -- [+]Song[s]: uhh...theres a lot [+]Radio station[s]: 103.1 [+]TV show[s]: Kirby! Right back at cha!! And um...friends and whose line is it anyway. [+]Channel: 5, 11, 296, 331, TechTV [ I forgot what channel that was... ] [+]Site: fanfiction.net, bored.com [+]Movie[s]: Drumline [+]Store[s]: AX, AF, EB, TZ [+]Mall: Santa Anita I guess... [+]Kick it spot: Buffet City, Burger King, The Hat [+]Actor: none [+]Actress: none [+]Food: anything good [+]Character: what character? [+]Book: haven't read anything good. Love is in the air -- [+]Love is: harmful to me [+]First love: lol... [+]Current love: lol... [+]Love or lust: love? [+]Best love song: So Glad I Found You and A Hundred Miles Away by At Last [+]Is it possible to be in love with more than one person at the same time: yea I guess [+]When love hurts you: it sucks [+]True or false: true? [+]Is there such thing as love at first sight: yes and no [+]Is puppy love, really love: no, it is merely a childish crush Opposite sex -- [+]Turn ons: [PERSONAL] [+]Turn offs: bitchyness and self-centered...ness [+]First thing you notice: [PERSONAL] [+]Does ur parent's opinion on ur bf/gf matter to you: yeah sometimes [+]What kinda hair style: hair down =] [+]The sweetest thing that person can do for you: just...be there for me. [+]Where do you go to meet new people: school...? [+]Are you the type of person to HOLLER and ask for numbers: no, im not a hollering person Either/or - [+]Dog or cat: dog. [+]Short or long hair: short [+]Innie or outie: innie [+]Sunshine or rain: sunshine [+]Moon or sun: moon [+]Basketball or football: basketball [+]Right or lefty: righty [+]Hugs or kisses: kisses [+]1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: best friend [+]Bf/gf or best friend: gf...MWAHAHAH [+]TV or radio: tv [+]Starbucks or Jamba Juice: Jamba Juice! [+]Mcdonalds or Burger King: Mcdonalds [+]Summer or winter: summer [+]Written letters or Emails: written letters [+]Playstation or nintendo: playstation [+]Disney or Nickelodeon: disney [+]Car or mortorcyle: CAR! [+]House party or club: club [+]Sing or dance: dance [+]Freak or slow dance: slow dance... [+]Yahoo Messenger or AIM: AIM. [+]Google or Ask Jeeves: Google. Random -- [+]On your buddy list do you have more buddies of the same sex or the opposite: uhh..equal [+]Can you swim: yea [+]What's your most embarrassing moment: ...I don't wanna talk about it. [+]Do you have carpet or wood floors: both [+]Whats under your bed: stuff... THE BASiQZ NAME: Justin AGE: 15 L0CATi0N: So. Cal. Z0DiAC SiGN: Taurus SH0E SiZE: *shrug* HEiGHT: 5'7...i think... EYE C0L0R: brown HAiR C0L0R: dark brown/black CAR: dont have one...yet H0BBiES: internet, writing stories/poems... NiCKNAMES: Jay, Ryo, Keiji WHAT LANGUAGES D0 Y0U SPEAK: english, a tiny bit of tagalog WHAT SP0RTS D0 Y0U PLAY: basketball, golf WHERE WERE Y0U B0RN: The Medical City General Hospital - in the Philippines ARE Y0U A NiGHT 0R M0RNiNG PERSON: Night ARE Y0U TiCKLiSH: you have no idea... D0 Y0U BELiEVE iN GOD: yes i do GETTING PERSONAL WHAT DO YOU WANNA BE WHEN YOU GROW UP: author WHAT iS Y0UR M0ST EMBARRASSiNG ST0RY: not telling WHAT HAS BEEN THE BEST DAY 0F Y0UR LiFE: dont think i have one...yet WHAT C0MES FiRST iN Y0UR LiFE: family D0 Y0U HAVE A GIRLFRIEND: no iF Y0U HAD AN EXTRA PAiR 0F EYES, WHERE W0ULD Y0U PUT THEM: behind my head WHAT D0 Y0U USUALLY THiNK B0UT BEF0RE Y0U G0 T0 SLEEP AT NiGHT: depends AB0UT Y0UR FRiENDS WH0 iS Y0UR FUNNiEST FRiEND: Eva WH0 MAKES Y0U LAUGH THE M0ST: William WH0 D0 Y0U E-MAiL THE M0ST: Hanna WH0 iS Y0UR MEANiEST FRiEND: Stupid Robin... WH0 iS THE SHYEST: Stanley WH0 iS THE SMARTEST: guy: uh girl: uh WH0 iS THE WiLDEST: this is my title...back off WH0 ARE Y0UR BEST FRiENDS: my cousins... WH0 D0 Y0U G0 F0R ADViCE: Hanna and Joanna [ for advice on girls ], my bro [ for other things ] WH0 KN0WS ALL Y0UR SECRETS: not saying.. iN THE PAST 24 H0URS HAVE Y0U.. HAD A SERi0US TALK: yes HUGGED S0ME0NE: no F0UGHT W/ A FRiEND: no CRiED: no LAUGHED: no MADE S0ME0NE LAUGH: i guess B0UGHT S0METHiNG: no TALKED T0 S0ME0NE Y0U L0VE: yes MiSSED S0ME0NE: yes HAVE Y0U EVER HAD S0ME0NE BE UNFAiTHFUL T0 Y0U: yes BEEN iN L0VE: yes SH0VED STUFF UNDER THE BED T0 MAKE Y0UR R00M L0OK CLEAN: yea BEEN iN A H0SPiTAL.. N0T ViSiTiNG: yes DUMPED S0ME0NE & REGRETTED iT: yea WENT 0UT W/ M0RE THAN 0NE PERS0N AT A TiME: no EVER L0VED S0ME0NE S0 MUCH iT MADE Y0U CRY: ...yea. HATED Y0URSELF: you think BEEN BR0KENHEARTED: yes BR0KEN S0ME0NES HEART: iuno...mayb....yes........ D0 Y0U LiKE T0 GiVE HUGS: sure LiKE T0 WALK iN THE RAiN: yes SLEEP W/ 0R W/0 CL0THES: clothes on SLEEP 0N Y0UR SiDE, TUMMY, 0R BACK: side THiNK Y0UR ATTRACTiVE: you tell me WANT T0 GET MARRiED: sure iF S0, T0 WH0: haha a little more about me. I was bored. J |
| Tuesday, August 19, 2003 1:42 AM |
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Heh...hard to believe that an online RPG could make such an impact on your life huh? Meh don't blame me. It's like my second life there - like my escape from reality. I've got friends over there, people who appreciate me. Its somewhere I belong. T-T hahaha don't get the wrong idea guys, I belong here too...I guess...I think... O_o Ah well, it sounds all nice and dandy over there...but now I feel like the whole world's against me and someone up there *points to the sky* doesn't like me. Today I just got caught up in the love triangle of my life. RPG or not, this was the most intense decision I've ever really had to make. Well actually...alright, I didn't really make a decision. More like...left the answer blank. Stupid move, I know, but I was confused. Seriously. I was freaking out, sitting here in my computer desk. So now I've probably lost both girls. Woop dee doo. Thats JUST like me isn't it? Okay, if you're still with me or not, I'm not sure. I know what I wrote above was kind of like a bunch of riddles - not telling the exact story, but I don't really wanna talk about it. Due to the fact that its really embarassing to me. If you didn't understand, re-read it over and over...you should get it soon. Anyway, why do I feel like the world is against me? Well when I'm having a tough time in reality with social and love problems, I escape into virtual reality and live my life in the RPG, where its better there. But now that my social and love life are pretty much dead in both places, I've got nowhere to go. Now I have to face reality!! Waahhh!! Reality sucks!!! LoL alright enough of that. I'm gonna go sleep [ HOLY CRAP!! IT SLEEPS!! ] ...Registration day tomorrow, gotta wake up early to pick up my schedule. Gonna see people there, and gonna take ID pics. Meh...this sucks. Justin. |
| Sunday, August 17, 2003 2:35 PM |
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At this point, I only have one thing to say. Knotts was awsome. It wasn't my first time there...more like my 3rd or 4th...but this was my first time that I actually had the courage to ride those really intense and big roller coasters. So basically my day was full of adrenaline, fear, excitement, anticipation, etc...all at the same time. Especially in line, man...I was jumping around, rubbing my hands, swaying back and forth...it was worse than the time I so badly needed to take a p - ...okay, you get the point. So here's the overview of my day. We arrive at Knotts around noon - we were pretty late, but oh well - and we had a quick lunch. After that, we got in line for the log ride...the line was long, as always. But when we finally got on - ...the two drops were surprisingly easy for me. I don't know why...maybe my first encounter with Ghostrider got me used to it. I'm not sure. I'd give this ride a 7/10. The line could've been shorter, and the drops could've been more intense, but the ride was enough to get my blood rushing and my need for speed to rise - what we like to call, a speed rush. Well after that...um...damn it. *10 second memory kicking in* Well, I know the next ride we rode was Ghostrider. We got in line, and when we finally got to the train [ about an hour later... ] I sat with Brian and Bernard sat alone in front of us like last time. The ride was fuckin' awsome. It was so long and I loved that. Most rides are, what? Only a few seconds long while we wait hours in line...this one was totally worth it. After the first drop...damn I was screaming my head off. So much fun...so much better than last time. [ Last time Bernard, Brian, and I were terrified - don't blame us ] Well during the ride I found myself absentmindedly screaming out swear words and angry curses, even if I was having fun. Roller coasters are the best places to let out everything you've been holding in...you know? Heh, it's a huge relief. You should try it. Anyway, one drop after another, one swear word after another, the ride finally ended and we hopped off to our parents with a huge speed rush... After that we walked over to the games/extreme roller coasters area and had another bite to eat there. There was an arcade right next to us so we decided to take a small break. Bernard and I played a little DDR, attracted a small crowd, it was cool. When we were done we hung out a little in the benches, having a soda and cooling off. You'd think we'd be running around, going on rides like no tomorrow, but it was so hot you wouldn't believe it. After what seemed like hours of thinking, I finally decided to go on Boomerang. So yeah we went in line...blah blah blah almost an hour of waiting, and we finally got on. Bernard to my left, and Brian behind me, we kept wishing each other luck as we were being pulled up in the air. My head was pounding so hard that it was hard to think...sheeaatt I was nervous. Sooo we went soaring down...1 loop, 2 loops, 3...it was unlike anything I've ever felt before. My head was spinning...but before I could think of anything else I found myself falling backwards...3 loops, 2 loops, 1...and the ride was finished. It was intense. It was so weird, but easier than it looked. It was a matter of time before realization sunk in and I found out I had just ridden Boomerang, a ride with 6 loops, 3 forward, 3 back - as my very first loop ride. Ever. I confess, I'm 15...and only now have I ridden a roller coaster like this. But you can't blame me, I used to be terrified of roller coasters - ...its in my blood. I should be proud that my very first roller coaster with a loop had 6 of them, with 3 of them going backwards. I walked away from this ride proud. Lets fast forward a little...blah blah blah we waited in line for about 2 hours for the stupid big foot rapids ride...yada yada it was NOT worth it at all...okay! So there we were, the next ones in line for...the Xcelerator. The gates swung open, and Bernard and I climbed in. It sucked for Brian...'cause the seats behind us weren't working, and he had to wait for the next ride around...[ No really, it sucked. He's afraid of heights, and he was all alone ]. So Bernard and I were alone as we waited for the countdown to launch. And there it was. The first light lit up, then the second, and then... 3...2...1 Holy shit it was so fast. We went up to 80 mph in 2 seconds, and the next thing I knew, I struggled to breath as wind rushed rapidly into my mouth as we were rising 20 yards into the air. The ride tipped over, and we went into a complete vertical drop - ... And it was awsome. I had already sworn to myself that I'd be scared as hell to put my hands in the air, and instead be clutching onto my bar handle like a scared puppy dog - but after that drop, Bernard and I looked at each other, grinned, and flung our arms in the air. 25 seconds or not, the ride was sofa king amazing. The look decieved me. It looked un-ridable [ Is that a word? ]. It looked terrifying. But turned out, it was the most awsome ride I've ever ridden. It was easier than I expected. Shizz...I wanna go again... Anyway, as a tradition we all went on the bumper cars as our last ride. But it didn't satisfy us, so we went to the Wilderness Scrambbler for the last few minutes before the park closed. Haha the ride was better than we thought. It was really fun...besides the constant ramming of Bernard to my side, yeah, it was fun. Still with me? No? I don't blame you. You either skipped all the way down here or just skimmed your way here. Whatever. Sooo anyway, that was my day. Most of it at least. I left a lot out. But oh well. Boredom kills and I was beginning to get bored writing this as well. Eh *shrugs* oh well. Laterz. Justin P.S. Speaking of "Boredom Kills", have you seen that new commercial? With the po-po gathering in a house and there was that white tape thing of a body on a couch? Hahaha!! Its about time someone made a "Boredom Kills" commercial... |
| Friday, August 15, 2003 2:09 PM |
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William can be the biggest -On AIM- William: can I call? me: sure...go ahead. William: okay. William: imma wait for my parents to leave. William: there gonna go check prices for hotels William: won't be back till 12 ;) me: LOL William: oh...wtf... William: OMG! I JUST FIGURED IT OUT me: ... William: they're going to Disneyland!!! me: ......... *warns him* -On the fone...he's talking away and I'm kind of...not exactly listening...- William: i have a fetish for anorexic girls William: they're just like fat girls, except the exact opposite. William: but i like the word bulimic...it's cool... me: ... William: bulimic bulimic bulimic... me: you do realize that you've been talking to yourself for the past 5 minutes? William: bulimic...what? I prove my point. Justin |
| Thursday, August 14, 2003 9:30 PM |
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Agh! What the hell happened?! My computer is crap! Things popping up, things needing to be installed...Geez, I'm gone for a few days, last seeing my computer in the hands of a pro-fes-sio-nal, and I come back seeing my computer looking like its been handled by my dumbass father, who thinks he knows, but has no idea about computers what so ever. Damn...I guess the professional dude left right after he took care of the virus. Damn, he should know better than leaving it in the hands of my parents... Anyway, my computer has...well...to put it in an idiotic-but-makes-sense way, my computer DIED and was REBORN again. In other words it was restarted, and I'm starting over again. *shrug* No biggie. I only lost everything that I've worked for and my cherished memories locked away in that small image folder that I idiotically forgot to put in a floppy...Well anyway, to add to this mess...Guess what I saw right when I come home? A bunch of newly-bought school supplies sitting on my computer desk. Well la dee FREAKIN' da. Meh...on a happier note, my computer's okay, I'm back, and I'm going to Knotts Berry farm on Saturday with Brian and Bernard. Heh heh...Oh yeah - speaking of cousins, I was gone for a few days again, sleeping over Bernard and Brian's house[ Oh gee, what a surprise ]. Here's a funny thought - Brian, Bernard, and me...pondering the concept of birth, life, and death, and consumed in a huge conversation about it, while constantly relating things to Dragonball Z, shadows, little specks, and the Ahmish. It lasted for an hour. We could be on the debate team. Oh well. Time to work on homework. I'm gonna work my ass off this year. I don't care anymore. I'm not letting my English bitch of a teacher ruin this for me. Justin |
| Tuesday, August 12, 2003 3:37 PM |
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Shit shit shit...my computer was infected with the LovSan virus and I've only got a few minutes till that stupid System Shutdown thing appears and shutdowns my comp...Crap. This sucks!! My life was already boring enough WITH the internet and now I've gotta live without it?!?! I've never felt so bored and helpless in my life. Damn, and Bill Gates is LAUGHING about it right now. I outta kick his smart rich ass and - *ahem* sorry. Anyway, I've only got a few minutes...I probably won't be on for awhile if this keeps up. X_x Save me... "I just wanted to say LOVE YOU SAN!" DAMN YOU LOVSAN!! Justin |
| Friday, August 8, 2003 11:31 PM |
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Wow, my third entry today. What a wonderful life I have! {Sarcasm for you idiots out there}. Meh...still here at my cousin's house...they're off doing some homework right now. I'm actually supposed to be doing some reading as well but... ^.^;; Oh well...tonight I wanna go visit Rodo-chan. Crazy rodent that made Brian cry. Heh, let me tell you about the little rat that attacked me last night while I was eating my Maruchan. Well last night, it was around, what? 12:45 am? I dunno. Anyway, Bernard, his mom, and I were sitting outside. Brian was inside...doing something. Whatever. Well I was eating my Maruchan [ my instant noodles lunch thing...Mmm mmm good. ] and Bernard was talking to me. So yeah, I was listening to him, blah blah blah, until suddenly I see something on the ground in the corner of my eye moving towards me. Well I decided to dismiss the thought, figuring maybe it was some...I dunno...something round rolling to me. Well I looked down at it then back up at Bernard, the fact not processing in my mind yet that I just saw a rat coming at me. Well about 2 seconds later it hits me and I look down, yell "Holy shit!" in front of my own aunt, and jump/slide to the right, holding my cup 'o' noodles in my hand. Well Bernard and my aunt saw it just in time before it crawled under the sofa I was sitting on, and Bernard was now standing on his chair and my aunt was grabbing a broom and big duster pan thing...she moved the couch and the rat walked over to the wall Bernard was near. Brian came out at this point and we were all kind of panicing...I've never had a rat problem, sue me...well after that, my aunt caught the rat in her little dust pan and broom and brought it outside. Bernard told me that they fed the rats poison so the rat that we had caught was blind...which explains why it was coming at me for no reason... Anyway we all went outside and let it out on the street. We watched as my aunt was trying to sweep it down the hill so it won't come back up into their house. And well...it kept coming back up, so we were all just watching it there. Heh heh...and leave it to our good ol' sentimental pure hearts of ours to start feeling sorry for it...I mean c'mon, it was still a baby. And it was blind. And just watching it there in the middle of the streets...so small and so lonely in the cold brisk air of the night...it was a heart-wrenching sight. T-T Well after a few minutes my aunt left us out there to take care of it and we were just watching it scurry around the street. Dude! We wanted to get it to the sidewalk so it won't get run over or something, but it just wouldn't go! We even tried to lure it using my noodles...but it only nibbled on one and then looked away. [ WTF?! Crazy rat! My noodles were delicious... ] But damn...two cars came by that night, one nearly hitting it and the other running RIGHT OVER it...but luckily the rat was too small and it went right under...but shit it was scary. So the three of us were just standing there, completely oblivious to what we should do. Sooo after a few minutes we finally decided to take it to the park [ only a few min. walk away ] and put it somewhere there. Brian caught it the same way my aunt did and we walked down the hill to the park - at 1:30 in the morning. The walk was pretty cool...it was so peaceful out and it felt so free to be roaming the neighborhood at such a late time. And shit, the stars were so bright! [ And I think I even saw an actual SHOOTING star man! That my first real one! - but thats another story. ] *sigh* Well when we got to the park we stopped by some bushes and decided to dump the rat there...the reason I don't know...but I figured that Brian was in charge of it 'cause he was carrying it. So he did that, Brian let the rat free into the bushes and it disappeared inside it. Bernard threw in some cheese in there and I threw in some noodles... [ Did I mention I was still holding my Maruchan? ] We all knew that it would most probably die in there...but it was for the better so it wouldn't have to suffer. We even had a moment of silence after Bernard made a little preaching...it went something like, "The rat will become fertalizer and it will be good for the plants...and the plants will be healthy and the bugs will eat the plants...then the bugs will be eaten by other rats...and the rats will be eaten by the cats...and the cats will be eaten by......the dogs...well whatever its all part of the circle of life." or something like that...I dunno I just remember it was weird. And so there you have it. We dubbed that rat "Rodo-chan" and is now remembered in the hearts of all of us. We walked back up the hill and took our time, enjoying the freedom of the cool air and surroundings at 2 am in the morning. It was a great experience, I'll admit...and my Maruchan was there with us all that time. ^.^ Justin |
| Friday, August 8, 2003 3:55 PM |
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School. That word sends shivers down my spine. It's way too soon to go back...it's almost like every Summer is getting shorter and shorter. Seriously. When I was a kid, it seemed like Summer was a whole fucking year. Argh...I think I'm getting old. Well, I'm not exactly worried about bein' a sophy this year...but the only thing stressing me out are those fuckin' honors classes I'm taking this year...more specifically, my ENGLISH class. Fuck...I send my teacher a simple e-mail asking a question about our summer assignment, and she fuckin' bites my head off! This is EXACTLY what happened in 8th grade! I've been worrying about this assignment...since the last day of school when we were assigned to do it...so all throughout Summer, its been there in the back of my mind, eating away at my fun and easing its way into my thoughts as I sit there wondering what to do. I mean, I know I should've done it in the beginning of my vacation, just to get it done with...but I'm not that kind of guy. Knowing that I had 3 months to do it just slows me down and makes me lazy...and I'll put it off all the time. So that's why I couldn't do it then...But now, in a few weeks school starts, and in a few days, I have to go to registration to pick up my schedule - and I've only read 1.5 books when I'm supposed to read 4!! And I still have to read the assigned book and make that fucked up poster...and to add to this mess, I lost my assignment sheet! Now I have no idea what to put, and have to rely on my friends to give me the information over AIM...which is not good...FUCK I'm in deep shit. And damn...this year my favorite teacher of all time isn't gonna be there...he left last year. Castro, the band director, my favorite teacher in the whole world, who has a tattoo on his ankle and has a pierced tounge, and cusses at this one student in class, and favors me out of all the trumpets in my section, and recognized me as I over ruled John Madrigal, the 8th grader, when I was in 7th grade, the man who made the band how it is, the one who inspired me to practice till I got it perfect, isn't gonna be here this year! FUCK!!! I HATE YOU GHS!!! *ahem* I apologize for that. School is, obviously, stressing me out already. But now, as I maintain my cool and collected self once again, I'll conclude this entry with a lil' thing that goes like this... School is hell, and teachers are the devils. The End. Justin |
| Friday, August 8, 2003 11:00 AM |
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Well well well...look at what my brilliant mind came up with this time. What a shame...lol...And I'm even over my cousins house [YOU MADE A SITE A YOUR COUSINS HOUSE?] No, not a site, but yes. This place has become so much like home to me that I get bored here as well as my own house. Yes, we are very close. No...No, I am not a freak. Don't run away - damn.
Anyway...about my Summer.........nothing. It's dead. Lets move on. Here, I got bored so I'll tell you a little about me; Name: Justin Nickname: Ryo, JJ, Keiji, PB (uh? I guess...), Jusizzle Forizzle Mah Kissle -{Matt you get stupider and stupider everyday} Age: 15 Sex: Yes please. *beats the perverted side of his personality with a crobar* DAMMIT!! MALE you fuckin' PERV!! Birthday: May 11, 1988 Personality: ... Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Black/Brown Height: Haven't checked. Weight: See above. AIM: hot wa5abi -- with a five! Why hot wa5abi?: Cause I felt like it, dumbass...And I was eating those wasabi cracker things. It was hot. Really. I hurt: myself and people within 10 feet of me. I love: my mom {YEAH Imma momma's boi. So what?} I hate: the things I do for a little love. I cry: because there's something in my eye! I'm not sad...! I fear: my 8th grade Honors English Teacher I hope: too much I sadden: everday I feel alone: when...I'm...lonely...? Er...? I kill: my eyes every hour spent on the computer I talk: nonsense I listen: but you don't listen back I break: things that break me I see: a world that instead of spreading love we spreading animosity, lack of understanding, and leading lives away from unity...Where is the love, y'all? I work: way too fuckin' hard for some things... I remember: only the things that happened ten seconds ago...what was I doing again? I hold: onto my past...dammit I gotta stop that. I hide: in the hole in my backyard I pray: everyday I walk: when I don't run I drive: people away I read: far too little I burn: weeds with those little sparkly fire stick firworks thingamajiger that people get for the fourth of July I breathe: air I play: "Hotdog" by Limp Bizkit and "Fuck" along with the lyrics I miss: the "Better Dayz" I touch: er...my...keyboard? I learn: that no matter how hard I try a always fail =P I feel: weird I know: I'm weird I said: "I know I'm weird." I dream: in color I have: to go to at least 3 amusment parks before summer is over... I want: to feel that I belong I fall: for the girl that sat two seats away from me in math class...*eyes sparkle* I wait: for something interesting to happen. I need: a girlfriend, dammit. I live: in a hell hole called San Gabriel I die: for my sins I thank: anyone of my friends thats stuck with me for at least a year...and what...I think I have like...3? Thanks guys. Wah...alright, I'm tired. I woke up waaay too early today. I was also supposed to wake up my two dimwit cousins but...its like impossible to wake them up. Seriously. Oh well. I'm out. Justin aka hoT wa5abi |
