Un-Escapable Fate

A fate that I cannot escape
Thoughts that won't leave my mind
Memories that cause such pain
Of things I thought I left behind

Your memory will never leave me
No matter how much I wish it would
I try and try to forget your face
And the times that once were good

But you broke my heart into pieces
I'll never recover from this pain
You are the cause of my misery
My blight, my curse, my bane

But I will forget you, I can, I must
If my life is ever to proceed
I will go on with life like you were never born
This anger I must no longer feed

And you, you'll never be the same
Your chance at true love is lost
I loved you more then life itself
You'll forever pay the cost

You thought that I would never know
Though I've caught you in every lie
I never understood how you could do this to me
But today you finally told me why

You said you wanted one last chance
To be with someone other then me
Before we two be wed next summer
One last chance to be free

Happy now? Your free again
For the first time in three years
I am now alone in this world
With a whole new set of fears

Can I ever fall in love again?
Can I ever trust another guy?
Will I watch every move he makes?
And only believe what meets the eye??

I no longer feel like someone who's loved
Or even know how love is to feel
Will I ever know what it really means?
To know for sure that it's for real?

Am I leading along my life with false hope
That there's still someone out there for me
I'm afraid to find out if there is or is not
someone there, but we'll just have to see