I'm Through

I pretend i'm not hurting inside
But all of this pain, I can no longer hide

I cry in my room, all alone
Not in the mood to talk on the phone

Oceans of tears, mountians of pain
All of these thoughts, driving me insane

What is going on in my head
I cry into my pillow lying on my bed

He lied and said i'm the only one
But now I know I'm not so I am done

I'll no longer be in his group of girls
The thought of it makes my stomach curl

When I first saw him kiss her, it made me mad
But now I feel betrayed, alone and sad

What I saw tonight, tore me apart
Like he reached in my chest and ripped out my heart

This pain will pass, soon I pray
Maybe tomorrow, but I know not today

But who else did I kiss, when he kissed me
At first i was blind but now i can see

He's nothing but a player, only out for one thing
But not long ago, I thought he was a king

But i'm glad I found out, before it was too late
Guess I'm another stupid fish who got snagged by his bait

I really did like him, and gave him my trust
But his heart of gold has now become rust

Does he know what he did, does he even care
Am I the only one who doesn't think it's fair

Guess it doesn't matter if he knew
Cause either way, I am through!