I barely remember feeling the ground as we walked from the tavern to our room at the Inn. A warm breeze blew across our skin and seemed to stimulate the excitement that already existed. It had turned out to be such an odd evening. Xena learning of my true feelings hadn't exactly happened as I had planned, and certainly not as romantic. All that didn't matter because when I first entered her mouth with mine, love itself seemed to race through my veins. At that moment, our souls fused into one and could no longer survive separately.
The tension that we had experienced all day had vanished. What a weight that was lifted from our shoulders! It sort of felt like I was in a dream, and if it was a dream, I definitely never wanted to wake up. She was especially beautiful in the dim lighting along the street. Stopping, I turned to her and said, "You know I've loved you for quite some time. For once, I've been at a loss for words to try and tell you how I've felt." Placing her hand behind my head, she asked, "Gabrielle, are you sure about this? I can be such a monster, and I haven't treated right at times. You could do better." "No way, Xena. There's nobody that fulfills me the way you do. Our life together…I can't imagine going back and living with my family. We belong together, and I could never love anyone the way I love you." She looked down at the ground and kicked at a rock, seeming to be deep in thought. And then she looked at me with those eyes. "Well, that settles it. Are you ready to spend the rest of your life with the Warrior Princess?" "The rest of my life…" I looked at her and had no doubts, no fears and no regrets. Yes, she was the one. We picked up the pace during the remainder of our walk. I couldn't wait to get to our room. To be in her arms and to feel her skin against mine was practically within my reach. I was sure I didn't know the list of lovers that had been in her bed, even women. When I first began to realize my feelings for Xena, I seemed to worry about my lack of experience. But in time, my own vivid imagination helped me feel more confident, because I knew the one thing I could offer her was my heart. It wasn't going to be just a fling for her. I knew she loved me and I would make sure I never betrayed that love. I had planned on bringing her back with me, no matter what I had to face. I had lit several candles around the bath, turned down the bed, and placed her towel on the rack beside the basin. When we entered the room, Xena turned and locked the door, saying, "Very nice," with approval in her husky voice. Gods, she excited me. I walked to the window to draw the curtain, and she silently stepped behind me. As I turned around, my face was only inches away from her chest. She reached for me and gave me a passionate kiss. I heard a groan and realized it was coming from me. Her tongue stroked my tongue, and it felt like she was licking me. I immediately became drenched, and being held by her reminded me of her strength. I asked her, "Care to take this off?" as I tugged on her breastplate. "I'll show you mine if you show me yours," she said half-smiling. I couldn't help but laugh to myself, because it was so liberating to see her play and flirt. I knew this was going to be the best night we had ever shared. She turned my nervousness into ultimate desire as she began unlacing my shirt, and then opened it to expose the anticipation I had been hiding. With the same motion, she made a move that literally stole my heart all over again, and for the rest of my life, I will never forget the honor and complete seriousness in which she treated our newly confessed love. She knelt on one knee before me, like she was going to propose. She commanded the regard of a dashing knight, and I was so taken with her it seemed that my mind could think of nothing else. Her combination of gentleness and strength always left me weakened. Being this near to her and feeling all the emotion that emerged from us both made the room fill with a certain energy. I closed my eyes and took it all in, memorizing this moment forever. She whispered, "Just let me feel you. We have all night." And then her hands…the heat from my skin seemed to ignite with every inch her rough warrior hands caressed. Her touch felt incredible…it was making me want her more than ever. I could feel the reaction begin to stream down my leg. I had never been so wet, so open, and ready to completely give myself to anyone. She slowly kissed my stomach, and I knew I could no longer stand. It was amazing to feel completely weakened in certain body parts, and stronger than ever in others. The sensation I experienced as she touched my breasts with her mouth was incredible. My nipples and clit seemed to be connected, and when she sucked my breasts, it felt exactly like she was sucking me lower down. I never realized I could feel this way just from her mouth on my breasts. Having her kneeling in front of me gave me such a sense of security. Xena always made me feel safe, and in this situation, the safety in her love and how I knew she would make love to me was the best part of it all. She had her hands placed around my sides and moved one around to my back, helping to support me. It's a good thing, because when I felt her other hand move and begin to travel up my thigh, under my skirt, and then between my legs, I could easily have fallen to the ground. I had dreamt so many times of this moment, of the moment she held me close and kissed me softly over my entire body. I wanted her to take me completely and ravish my body with her love…not only to find satisfaction for myself, but I wanted her to find such satisfaction for herself-so much that she'd never think of loving anyone else. When she first held her hand between my legs, I could have exploded. "Xena…" was all I could manage, and she moved so that her thigh replaced her hand. Gods, I wanted her inside me. I wanted all of her that I could take. And then it still wouldn't be enough. It could never be too much. My reflex was to start moving against her, grinding against the ache-- but I was more than ready to lie on the bed. I wanted her naked, on top of me, and all the visions I had hidden were suddenly within reach. I wrapped my hands in her hair and forcefully pulled her in for a kiss. Devouring her mouth, I became more and more excited and was nearly begging. My body couldn't remain still any longer and she swooped me up and carried me to the bed. She finished undressing me and was so gentle. Who would have ever thought this fierce warrior could be so tender? Her love left me with no doubts. She had held me off as long as I could stand. No longer able to hold my body still, I asked, "Do you want me to beg?" almost feeling upset. "No, my love," she said as she calmed me and began touching my body, working her way down to my wetness. When she went inside me, the pleasure was immediate. She made me feel so good, and very much wanting more. Much more. She moved in and out, and kissed me with the same motion, her tongue following the lead of her fingers. I was literally pouring into her hand. I had wanted to be with her for a long time, but this particular day and all the emotions we experienced had provided ample foreplay. I wanted to savor her touch for as long as I could, but I was so close to reaching our first orgasm. She sent me over the top when she said, "Let it come." I discovered early on that Xena's knack for words during our lovemaking was quite a talent she harbored. She could excite me almost to the point of coming without even touching me. Thank the gods she did both. The intensity of that first orgasm was beyond belief. All the time we had waited and not let the other know her feelings had bottled up tremendous passion. Xena's beauty and sexuality were incredible. It was almost funny when I opened my eyes and saw her looking at me with a little fear, like she had killed me. I just needed a few moments to regain my composure, because I was more than ready to touch my warrior. I had waited long enough to see how good this really could be. "Don't you want to get undressed now?" I asked, and she granted my wish by starting to take off her armor. I stopped her and began undressing her myself. Even though I had helped her undress numerous times, I wondered if she had ever sensed how much I loved her. I had seen her gorgeous, naked body before but I wasn't allowed to touch. This would be the first time I could feel her, and finally taste of the fruit I had craved for so long. The fact that she was submitting to me…letting me undress her layer by layer…was very stimulating to say the least. Just the fact that she wanted me to touch her and to love her was worth more than anything I could imagine. I literally adored this creature, and at my request of "I want to worship you", I think she knew beyond doubt that I was going to love her like nobody ever had. It wasn't about experience or knowledge…it was about pure love and unwavering commitment. I touched her skin with a hunger. I wanted to know how to please her. I wanted to bring her to heights of pleasure and make her want more. I shyly told her I didn't know exactly what to do, but her reassurance took away my lack of confidence. The mood that filled the room only made her more stunning. Feeling her breasts and seeing the response of her excitement made my mouth water. I worked my way down, taking every muscular curve into memory. Her long legs were so inviting, and I ran my hand between her thighs, her juices already dripping. It took my breath, and I moved myself between her legs. I was ready to savor her wetness. For a brief moment, I simply wanted to look at her. Her black hair perfectly outlined her center, tempting me to part her lips. I slid my tongue up and down her sex, drinking in the moisture and the essence of her being. She tasted unlike anything I had experienced or had ever dreamed. It would be impossible to get my fill. "Gods you are perfect," I said, moaning at the sensation it was creating in my own body. She seemed to respond favorably to my movements, and I began teasing her clitoris while licking her and then made my tongue a bit firmer. Finally, I began going inside her, establishing a rhythm with my fingers and my mouth…completely devouring my lover. My lover. Finally this was reality. She had her hands wrapped in my hair, and I began to suck her clit harder. I could feel her body began to mildly shake, and directed my complete attention to bringing her to ultimate satisfaction. I could feel her wanting me…she didn't have to speak or instruct. It was so natural, and I began fucking her harder, and sucking her until her body arched and convulsed with enormous pleasure. Her thrusts were rampant, but I maintained my hold and continued touching her, even on her way back down. I could have gone on and on, tasting her--relishing her flavor. Lost in my own paradise, I felt her pull me to lie on top of her. She laid me between her legs and I could feel my own wetness streaming to meet with hers. The sensation itself was overwhelming. "But Xena…I want to taste more of you. I never imagined it to be this good." Telling me it wasn't fair, she was ready to experience my taste on her tongue, and kissing me intimately, rolled me onto the bed. She continued to kiss my body, her mouth working to make me crave her even more. Finally, her hands remained on my breasts as I spread my legs for an invitation to her mouth and tongue. I became even more excited just watching her make her way from my breasts, kissing a path down my stomach, and finally finding a place to settle in. She spread my legs even further apart, looking at me and tracing her fingers around my swollen lips. My desire mounting, I had no clue how feeling her tongue on my lips would be. Making me exert even more wetness, she wildly licked from top to bottom, sometimes sucking me, and sometimes slowing the pace. I had never felt anything so good. Once her fingers were inside me, she said, "Gods, Gabrielle, you are so tight. You feel wonderful. I want to be inside you." "Xena…" was all I could muster, because to feel her touch practically took me to a place I had never been. My body responded to her lovemaking perfectly, and I was ready for millions of nights just like this. I came with such force, and there was no possible way to have her close enough to me…I wanted her literally inside me. The experience was more powerful than I ever imagined. Enough so that tears began to flow, but they were tears of happiness and contentment. Like my search was over. This woman was my ultimate desire, my untamed passion, and my enchanted love. Xena moved up beside me and lovingly held me close, and whispered so sweetly, "I love you, and I always will." She pulled me tighter, and reached down and covered us both. I held on tight, knowing I'd never find a place I'd rather be. We belonged exactly where we were meant to be…in love. Drifting off to sleep, I remember anticipating waking up next to her. I wanted to make love every time like it was the first time.
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