i got my feet on the ground and i don't go to sleep to dream

sayin i'm takin advantage of you? how? i can see how you might think that... but don't. don't go there. don't go there or i won't ask any thing from you at all. don't go there or you'll see just how fine i am without you. cause i am not taking advantage of you and i have more respect than that.

almost afraid to go play volleyball tomorrow. makes me sick to my stomach, almost. like i don't have a place over there.

saw big daddy and the whole time, i was thinkin of cory, how that little boy looks like cory, how i wanted to watch this movie with cory...

we leave soon for florida. i better start reading my summer assignments. maybe i should stay home tomorrow? stay home on july 4, bull shit. i'd be insane to ever let that dirty game recapture me.

i want to sing. i want to sing like crazy. i want to sing like crazy in front of a crowd of people comin to see someone else.

i feel like singing.