i'm not goin for thanksgiving, and cory's not comin for christmas, but i have a chance of going up there for christmas.

i know i can't be with you, i do what i have to do... and i have the sense to recognize that i don't know how to let you go.

it was a hot autumn day. i was standing outside waiting for sean to pick me up and leaves were falling all over me. beautiful red and golden leaves, stirred by the thirst-quenching breeze... i found a spot shaded by a tree branch and stood there...

countin down the days til i leave for michigan... 34...