if you knew how much i love you, we would run away, when i treat you bad it always makes me wanna stay... -vast

i rilly like Asian pears. they're so much juicier than other pears and when they're cold, they bring this sort of defiant satisfaction when i bite into them and hear the crunch and feel the piece break off into my mouth. but you've got to have them cold.

i went to the play "The Christmas Express" at the community college last night. It was extremely comical- it sure cheered me up. I needed some cheering up. Daniel tried to tell me I was putting up barriers. Just because I jumped his ass for being mean doesn't mean I was putting up a wall. He told me he and his friends were trying to set my friend Ryan up with this chic from Daniel's work, and I said, "HELLO!?! Ryan happens to have a girlfriend!" and Daniel said he knew, he didn't care, and he was making smoe judgments about Ryan's girlfriend (who happens to be one of my friends) that were totally off the wall, and it pissed me off. So I let him have it, heh. I dunno, I took a short nap before the play and maybe that's why I was grumpy. I did meet Daniel's little bro, but he was quiet.

i went with Sean's mom Terri this morning to pick up popcorn for the ship fundraiser. we had breakfast from Burger King- they have the BEST croissantwiches- and I hung out at her house for a while after. Lyle came to pick up his stuff and we chat chitted a bit. It was good to see Terri again. I had to potty so I went into Sean's bathroom, which is really long for a bathroom, and read this plaque they have on the wall above the toilet paper. The last line of the verse read "Strive to be happy. Despite all the broken dreams and lost devotion, the world is still beautiful." If you do ANYTHING at Sean's house, USE the bathroom!

i don't think i'll be doing anything today. i do have that party to go to tonight, once jamie calls me. i still don't know what jammies i'm wearing.

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