*The Past*
"Would you be my valentine,
If I was a world away?"
- The Getupkids -
I was 17 when I met Jason. I met him through a friend, in front of her house, sitting and talking for what seemed like forever. I was captivated by his shyness with other girl, but he talked to me like we knew each other forever. It was one of those conversations where you don't say much, but you feel connected to that person for that time.
I ended up getting a big, big crush on him. Which was the beginning of all my problems, haha. First there was drama with my friend and her sister, both who liked him. But in a sense, I got him.
We hung out a few times, talked through IM's and it seemed like everything was perfect in my little world.
"Closer to closure,BR>take this out of me.
Take anything you want.
'Cause I'll still bleed.
I'll still breathe."
- Die Trying -
*The Present*
"We came together,
but you left alone."
- Yellowcard -
And it seems that just as soon as I thought I "had" him, I lost him. I never really saw it coming, but I know now that it was for the better. I think Jason was my first real heartbreak. And it took be over a year to get over it. And I don't think I'll ever, completely be over it. But I'm at the point where I consider Jason a friend and I'm greatful I know him and I got to know him how I do, because he's a really great guy.
"Who will be the first to begin their fall?
Or will we become one?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything? "
- AFI -
