Chapter 28 Don leave me...pleaae
We ran as fast and as away of that place that we could. I was shocked and without breath.
“Thanks” I said to Taylor when we finally stopped.
“This is all my fault sorry,” he said hugging me.
“Huh…I don’t know what to say,” I said trying to hold my tears back.
“Let’s get back home,” he said sweetly.
“I don’t want to go back to your house…I don’t want to be with you” I letting my tears flow.
“Come on girl, I can’t leave you alone” he said touching my face softly.
“You have already done that” I said and started walking away from him.
“Tina please” he said coming next to me.
“Taylor did you realized that what happened minutes ago was because of Natalie? Don’t you see she send does goes to do things I don’t even want to imagine, are you blind?” I said crying.
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Yeah, I know this is all her fault, but I feel something for her” he said looking down.
“So what Natalie said was true” I said in a low voice and started to walk away.
“What is true?” he asked.
“You only wanted me for sex” I couldn’t even see where I was heading, tears flooded my eyes.
“Wha…what? How can you say something like that!” Taylor said grabbing me from my arm.
“Then tell me a good reason why are you leaving me? I love you and I can’t leave with at you” I stopped for a moment to catch some breath “I can’t live without you, you are my whole damn life!” I couldn’t stop crying.
“Oh Jesus” he said holding me.
“I can’t live without you! Why are you doing this to me?” I said bursting into tears the pain I felt was too much.
“I love you too, but I am confused. Tina believe it or not, it hurts me too,” he said taking my hair out of my face.
“Taylor don’t you realize that I have given all that I had?” I said looking into his beautiful eyes.
“Yeah I know…I am thank you so much for that…but Tina you have to understand I need time to think” he said sadly. I thought any moment he was going to cry. I cried even harder. The pain was unbearable. My heart hurt like never before, he had my whole life.
“I am going to tell you one thing. I gave you my virginity, my body and my moral, in this last 6 months my life depended on you, it was going to be 7 months on Christmas…but now thanks to the biggest bitch on Earth I lost one of the person I love the most in this world and I will love till I am dead” I said lowly.
“I loved every moment I spend with you, every thing you gave me. I am very happy you gave me all this…but baby” he said touching me face “I am confused…” he said, I knew there was something more he needed to confess.
“Natalie kissed you today, right?” I asked him.
“Yeah” he said lowly.
“Fuck” I yelled “Why does this has to hurt so much” I said crying.
“The kiss and the memories are confusing and…” he continued.
“I don’t want to hear any more, bye” I said and started walking away.
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