Chapter 24 Zac or Tay?
THURSDAY AFTERNOON.
I was really exited about the play today. Tay was driving me and Nicole was coming later because she was going to leave Flavio at the airport. I loved my costume. It was full of colors and it was huge. Tay said I looked like the real Juliet. I was very nervous of kissing Chris in front of Tay.
“Tina we have to practice our kiss” Chris said. Tay was holding my hand and he just looked at him weirdly.
“Chris…no” I said angrily.
“Tina, I want everything to be perfect” he answered angrily.
“So do I, but still I don’t want to kiss you” Tay was furious, I could see it in his eyes.
“In 5 min we are on stage” Mr. Walters announced and Taylor left but he told Chris that if he kissed me before the play, he would kick his ass.
The play went great, but the only moments I really felt uncomfortable were when I had to kiss Chris. I just looked at Tay and he didn’t look happy, but still the play was great. After the play ended Tay took me to my house. I was so tired this time and my back was hurting a lot lately. We kissed for a long time and then he left. I just went into my bed and fall asleep. My back hurt a lot and I didn’t know in what position to sleep.
On Saturday my parents arrived. They were very happy to see Nicole and they took us both to have lunch. It was a nice fancy restaurant. That night helped me a lot to take my mind out of everything that was bothering me, like Taylor and Annie. Something I couldn’t stop thinking of was about Zac. I wish I was sure I loved him or not. I was really confused, when I arrived to my house I made a letter for him.
Zac:
I am very confused. I am not sure about my feelings towards you. When we kissed, it made me feel butterflies in my stomach; it made me smile at least for a second. My life hasn’t been “beautiful” lately, but thinking of you makes me smile and forget about my problems at least for a while.
Tina
I folded the letter and putted away on my desk. I went to sleep and just waited for the next day for the play.
They play was in the night and after it Taylor took me to the park. It was really cold and everything was cover with snow. It looked beautiful. Tay parked his red BWM and he started kissing me.
“Tay, baby, my back itz hurting a lot, an we please do it some other day?” I said nervously.
“Your back? Why?” he ask looking at me disappointed.
“Maybe because you are always on top of me…” I said lowly, I didn’t want him to get mad at me.
“Sorry” he muttered “Why are you wearing make up?” he asked me. I had forgot about the bruise he left me on my face and that was why I was wearing makeup.
“I like it” I lied, I had a purple bruise on my cheek.
“I thought you hated make up,” he said grabbing my face. It hurt.
“Ouch!” I murmured. He looked at me confused.
“What was that ouch for?” he said touching my hair.
“For nothing” I didn’t want Tay to see that he had hurt me.
“Don’t lie to me Tina” Tay said sweetly and touching my bruise, it hurt when he was touching it.
“Tay…you hit me on my face” I said lowly.
“Fuck Tina! How can I hurt you like that! I am so sorry baby! I promise I would never do it again!” he said kissing me and hugging me. I just smiled at him and kissed him back. “Little, when I do this shitz to you please tell me” in his voice I could noticed he was sad.
“Can you please take me to my house?” I said nervously.
“Sure” he said smiling and drove to my house.
“Would you like to stay over tonight?” I said looking at his hands.
“Love too” he said sweetly. We both jumped out the car and went to my room.
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I putted my pajamas on, like all my pajamas a long shirt. He sleep in his boxers and in his shirt, it was a cold night. He hugged me and kissed me on my head and on my neck. I was happy he didn’t wanted to have sex tat night, but still he wanted some action. I was falling asleep; the play was taking much of my energy away.
He started touching my leg and going up slowly. It was ok with me, till he stopped some were I didn’t liked, between my legs. I closed them as tight as I could.
“Let me feel you” I felt this weird feeling on my hands. I just said no with my head and told him to let me sleep.
“I want to touch you Tina, you will like it, I promise” he whispered softly on my ear. I could sense his breath on my ear.
“No please Tay” I said nervously. He was trying to touch me between my legs and grabbed his hands softly and told him to calm down.
“Let my hands go” he said rudely.
“Don’t touch me” I answered at him coldly.
“Please T, I promise that if you let me touch you, I won’t bother you anymore” I was so confused. I didn’t know what to tell him. I just wanted him to leave me alone and stop bothering me.
“I don’t know Tay,” I said facing him.
“You will like it” he said smiling and touching my face. I had a horrible feeling inside me. I didn’t say anything and he just started touching me. It was dark and I started to cry silently.
He finally opened my legs and he stoked his finger in me. I just moaned and he kissed me for a long time. I just wanted him to be over, I felt so bad and dirty. He started to touch me down there.
“See, I told you will like it” he whispered on my ear. I was still crying silently and softly.
“Can you be over with this soon” I said lowly and nervously. He stopped it and then he lied on top of me.
“Please Taylor, my back is hurting like hell” I felt chills ran though my body. He didn’t say anything and he lied next to me.
“You feel so good” he whispered on my ear. He sounded so sexy. I just turned the other way and tried to fall asleep, but I couldn’t. What he just did was the lowest thing and a worry came into my mind. Did last time Taylor used a condom?
“Taylor, did last time you used a condom?” I asked him nervously.
“Mmm…I…no” he answered, he sounded worried.
“Damn” I murmured. I just hope I won’t get pregnant.
“Oh Jesus, Tina! Tomorrow you are making a pregnancy test” he ordered me.
“God” I didn’t want to see if it was true or not.
“You will!” he said grabbing my face.
“Ok” I answered scared.
The next morning Tay was there. Still sleeping. He looked like an angel, but he wasn’t. I was worried about what Tay told me last night about the pregnancy test.
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