Chapter 23 Make him happy
Two days have passed since Tay has left. He called me the moment he arrived and I also saw him in the TV on TRL and on a lot of other TV shows. The first time I saw him it was on TRL. He looked so hot and the best of all is that he talked about me! He said that he was dating someone for 6 months and that he can’t say from were she was from. I felt very flattered and Zac also said that he was seeing someone, but she wasn’t his girlfriend and Yes, Jenn called me as soon as she heard this.
Flavio, Nicole’s boyfriend had arrived and he was Really good looking and he was also a very nice person. He was really funny. He was sleeping on her room with her and he is only staying till Thursday, cuz he was leaving to Italy.
I had rehearsal all day and I had lunch with Jenn, Annie and Christi. We had a really good time, a time we hadn’t had in a long time. We laughed all day and they also started talking about me having sex with Tay, but Annie said it was only a misunderstanding.
That night Tay called me.
“Hi T” he said.
“Hi Tay” I was very happy to hear his voice.
“How are you?”
“Great and you?” he sounded tired.
“Tired, but everything was great” he sighted.
“I saw You on TRL and 3 more shows” I wanted Tay to se that I Really cared about him.
“Really? How did I look?”
“Hot, as always” doesn’t he look sexy ALL THE TIME.
“Thanks. Hey Zac wants to talk to you ok? I will talk to You later, love You” he said in a sweet voice.
“Ok, bye I love you too”
“Hey T” he said in a funny voice.
“Hey Zacky”
“How is Annie?” he change his voice.
“I went out with her yesterday and she was very sad and disappointed and how are you?” I hated when people want to talk to me only to ask me about my friends.
“Fine, I am really confused about girls you know. Between Annie, Jenn and....You” when he said that I froze, I didn’t know what to say, “Gotta go, Bye” he said and handed the phone to Tay.
“Bye” I was Really confused and exited in a way.
“Little, look we have to go to an interview, see ya tomorrow” Tay said quickly.
“Ok Bye” I said and hang up.
I couldn’t stop thinking about Zac. I was so confused, I thought I felt something for Zac too, but Tay he so nice with me and I love him and that kiss that night...
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Jenn, April, Nicole, Flavio and I went to see Hanson at the airport. They were one of the lasts to come out. The minute I saw Tay I went to hug him. He hugged me back and kissed me. We were the perfect couple. Zac just hugged Jenn and Ike kissed April, we were all shocked.
We went to their house and I helped Tay unpack his things. He had bought me a teddy Bear with a heart that said, “I love you”.
“Thank you!” I said kissing him sweetly on his lips. After a long time kissing and unpacking I went to the kitchen to look for 2 glasses of water. I saw Zac sitting alone in the kitchen table. I was really nervous to talk to him.
“Hi” I said sweetly and grabbing two glasses.
“Hi” he said nervously.
“Where’s Jenn?” I asked him.
“Her mother called her and she left” he said looking at me pouring water on both glasses.
“Oh” I said and sat next to him.
“Tina” he said softly and came closer to me “You...”
“You don’t have to Say anything,” I said kissing Zac on his cheek “I am also confused” I said smiling. Zac smiled at me and I stood up to give Tay his glass of water.
“What took you so long?” Tay asked me.
“I was talking to Zac”
“He is acting weird lately,” Tay said opening one of his drawers. I didn’t answer. I just felt a rush to kiss Tay and I did, he was kinda surprised.
“What was that for?” he asked me smiling.
“Cuz I love you”
“T, mmm itz ok with you if I ask you something?” he said shyly.
“Sure, what?”
“Do you like having sex with me?” I wasn’t ready for that. I didn’t know what to answered.
“Tay...well the first time...I don’t know” I said nervously.
“The first time sucked for both of us” he said grabbing my hand. I just nodded. He started kissing me softly and then he slowly touched me all over my body. I just hopped he didn’t forced me this time to have sex with him. I really didn’t want to.
“Tay come one lets go for a walk” I tried to be as sweet and calmed as possible.
“I wanna fuck you Tina” he whispered on my ear. I felt weird and uncomfortable. This time I couldn’t say no, he was so nice with me, he gave me the beautiful ring and the teddy bear and he dedicate me a song....
This time I had sex with him, but only to please him and to make him happy. He locked his room door and he lied me on his bed softly. He kissed me and only pulled my pants and my panties a little. He only opened his zipper and did whatever he had to do. I felt unhappy as always.
When we were over 5 min later Makie was knocking on the door. I felt ashamed and just seeing Makie, made me felt bad and unpure. I just wished I could be a child again.
“Tay mom needs You downstairs” he said in a sweet tone of voice.
“Ok Mackie” Tay said and went downstairs. I sat on Tay’s bed and just saw all my childhood and the time when I met Hanson and how from that day on, my life changed completely.
“T?” it was Zac standing on the door.
“Hey Zac” I pretend to be happy. He sat next to me.
“What were you and Tay doing?” he asked curiously.
“Talking” I lied. I couldn’t tell Zac we were having sex, 20 min ago I told him I was confused.
“Oh, you look tired” I didn’t said anything. I just looked at how cute Zac looked and his few freckles on his nose. I touched his perfect nose and he smiled.
“I love your nose,” I said smiling. He blushed a little.
“I love you” he murmured. I could barley understand. Tay came in the room and he just smiled at both of us.
“Come on Tina, my mom wants me to buy some milk and stuff,” he said holding my hand.
“Ok” I said standing up and leaving Zac alone.
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